We'll put '09 to rest.

"Even if the rain always wins and forces my eyes shut ; I still dream of brighter days." - Cinematic Sunrise, Pulling A Piano From A Pond.

Wow. It really is the end of 2009. I've been waiting for 2010 all year, and now that it's really here, I'm actually kind of excited and at the same time.. It's a bittersweet feeling. I'll miss my schoolmates, and I have my regrets, but I also have really high expectations for the year to come. All the opportunities that are in front of me are just ENDLESS.

Usually, I'll recount what happened in the past year, but I don't think I will this time, coz I want to leave this past alone. So, let's look forward to the year to come, everyone!!!! :D

I love youuuuu <3

It's The End Of The Season Of The Year.

I've been sitting here for the past fifteen minutes between thinking of what to write about Season Of The Year and watching The Zodiac. LOL. Mostly watching The Zodiac, Jake Gyllenhaal is too cute to pass up.

ANYWAY, YES. Sorry about that.

I guess I'm not gonna write bout Season Of The Year, you can check out pics on Facebook XD Those tell enough of a story. ;p

Went to visit Raffles International Design Institute. It's quite nice, small place, cozy. The classrooms are kind of cramped, they don't have alot of students, and I was definitely not impressed with the canteen. But I have a pretty good feeling about the place, you know. I really think that it's gonna be the place for me. I asked what the students are like, apparently alot of Chinese people, some international students, mostly from Korea, which is kind of BAD for me, coz I speak ZERO mandarin. But they encourage the students to speak English, so I guess I've got an advantage somewhat. :D So.. I guess we'll see. I've got till April. :)

Going shopping with Marcia tomorrow. There's a sale at Zara! :D

FUNNNNNNNNNNNN

Seriously, having this much fun on show days should be illegal. XD I had such a good day, I don't even mind that the afternoon show was a bit of a flop. IT WAS AWESOME AFTER. XD

I'm going to church early just to play Twister and Taboo with my awesome possum crew. ;p

So, Christmas is in two days. I'm not feeling particularly Christmassy at the moment, coz I'm really really tired. SOTY practices are seriously draining me out, especially coz they end at like, 12am. Zzzzz.. I have to go again in about 15 minutes so I don't have much time here. DON'T WORRY! I will be back in my Christmas mood again tomorrow. ;p I haven't even had time to make any presents, OR a Christmas wish list. HERE'S A QUICK ONE! XD

1. A loooong comfy cuddly wool cardigan (preferably in any colour but black, white and grey. XD)
2. Bodyshop eyeliner.
3. SLEEP.
4. T-shirts from Walk-In Studio. OMG, I have one that's super AWESOME. I'll take a pic and show you guys. :D
5. New flats.
6. Patterned tights.
7. A boyfriend :x
8. Chunky bracelets.
9. Bodyshop liquid foundation. Or MAC. XD
10. OOH, RM50 ONLY SHORTS FROM NAFNAF! They're super cute, floral print, AARGH! I want them T.T

Okay, yeah, gotta go. BYE! <3

Talentime!

"On the way down ; I saw you and you saved me from myself ; And I won't forget the way you loved me ; On the way down ; I almost fell right through ; But I held on to you." - Ryan Cabrera, On The Way Down.

So yesterday I went for Got Talent Or Not? at The Library, and it was fun!!! I thought that OUATTWASNB was performing, but I got it wrong, it was actually EG. Don't ask me what EG stands for.. I don't know either. XD They did a remake of Little Drummer Boy. It was pretty good, but I think they could've done better.. Maybe it's just me being bias coz I like OUATTWASNB better :x

An Honest Mistake did awesomely! They were missing the violinist, but they still sounded great, I loved it. ;p But I still voted for EG, coz I figured that Denise and her posse (which are MANY) would vote for AHM, and plus, one of the judges sayang sayang them, so I figured they'd get in. XD

Anyway, I think I'm going Christmas shopping today and then I've got SOTY practice. Ciao!

Late Evening Fog

Late Evening Fog, originally uploaded by jack13123.

You almost expect a figure in a trench coat and a pipe to emerge out of this fog! Beautifully shot. :D

"I need a lover ; That keeps me warm inside ; She can discover anything she likes ; She can break, she can break alot of things ; Like my heart." - Ryan Cabrera, can't remember the title.

Comic Fiesta was fun! Except for the traffic jam my poor brother an I had to endure (Well, I mostly made him endure) getting into Sunway. It was really awful!!! Took us more than an hour to get there. Then when I got there, I couldn't get hold of ANYONE (GRR!) so Scott and I walked around and he took me to the new wing and we bought a drink.. Then Arleena finally called me, and I managed to see Aqila and Mishi, whose costume was SCARY SHIT, as you can see, but it was great. ;p Scott was saying, "Next year, I cosplay as Edward Cullen, and you can dress up as Alice!!!" I was like, CRINGE, HAHA. It should be interesting. XDD

Before that, I went to the education fair at Midvalley, and we talked to the cousellor at Raffles International College, and I might just be going there next year to study. I wanna become an art director, and from everything else I've seen and heard, Raffles seems like a pretty good choice!! Going to check out the campus on Tuesday next week, so if anyone wants to follow me just to check it out, give me a call (:

Till next time! :D Gotta sleep early, taking my grandma for brekkie in the morning, and then tomorrow night, going to The Library in Cineleisure to support An Honest Mistake AAAAAAAAAND Once Upon A Time There Was A Sausage Named Bob!!!!! XDDD Starts at 8pm, so come if you can! :D Call meh.

Prettiness.

, originally uploaded by ohsweetnuthin.

Sweet, sweet shoes. :D

"I said, hey, I put some new shoes on and suddenly everything's right." - Paolo Nutini, New Shoes

Prom. Prom... o.o

SO, prom.

It was, truth be told, slightly disappointing. The entertainment before the bands were pretty bad taste, and the food tasted blah. BUT, I had pretty good company all night (Except for the fact that Jason DIDN'T end up getting me a proper corsage, and Mal's date turned up in JEANS) and when An Honest Mistake came on, we went up and danced! :D That was fun. But none of the guys got the balls to actually ask anyone to dance. SAD. I hope college prom is better than this! ;p But oh well, die die also go to prom lah. Hahaaa. I think I looked rather fabulous, I've got a really nice photo Azrina took of me, so I'm just waaaaiting for that. ;p Something is wrong with my camera, so I didn't get a lot of pics ): Mostly of AHM. HAHA, SORRYYYY. Fan here.

My mom did my hair, which looked super cute ;p Then I went to Joy's place to do my make up, and she was like, OMG, you look so oriental!! I know what make up to do for you already. ;p She told me I've got "Lucy Liu eyes", which after putting on the make up, I guess is kinda true. HAHA. My make up was pretty cool, and I looked SUPER CINA!!!!! HAHAHAHAAAA. Really, with the bangs and make up, I was the poster girl for all things Cina. XD

Okay, entertainment. First were these three extremely glitter-razzied girls dancing to that stupid Pussycat Dolls song (one of those stupid songs). Then it were a group of pole dancers. o.o It was actually pretty cool, the stunts, and even a couple of guys were doing stunts, which were incredible! The funny part was that there were these three girls who always stood at the side while one girl was up the pole and they were just like, "Yeah! Okay! Let's stand here and gyrate to the music randomly!" That was weird.. And really funny. XD

Then, I think something else happened.. And then these TRANNIES came on the stage, singing and dancing! And if that wasn't bad enough, one mc'ed for a while, and she went around asking the boys what their SHOE SIZE was because "big shoe size means big dick". That was SERIOUSLY bad taste, if you ask me. She came to our table and asked Kathleen's date XD He was like, "Oh no, it's coming, it's coming!!!! D:" That was pretty funny.

Oh yeah, there was this short play before the trannies. It was pretty badly done, and the only thing I could hear them saying was "The Captain is dead!!!!" Like, okay... And? So yeah. AGAIN WITH THE TRANNIES, there was this one doing an Indian dance, and she practically LAP DANCED on this guy on the other side of the room, and pulled him up in front of the stage and put his hand on her boobs.. EW. Very very bad taste, Denise. Anyway, thankfully it ENDED (it took FOREVER, I though it'd never end) and An Honest Mistake came on!!!!! :DDD

It was soooo much fun, Farah made Kathleen and I dance with her ;p We didn;t do much dancing, more jumping around and calling Farah a maniac. ;p She WAS! Hahaa, it was sooooo funny. But they did really really well, and I'm so proud of meself, I knew most of the words to This Song Is So Random, I Don't Know Why. XD The bands were all pretty good, but I didn't get to stay for everything though, coz Jason's mom wanted him home. =.= I know, strange.. But it was 12 anyway, so yeah. We started late.

Melinda, Melissa and two other people whose names I can't remember were nominated for Best Dressed Prom Queen. Quite frankly, none of them really fit the bill.. Melinda and the-other-girl-I-can't-remember both looked, as Anysa put it, like those Barbie doll cakes little girls have for their birthdays. XDD Melinda was SO glittery, it hurt to look. DISCO BAAAAAAAAAAAAAALL! HAHA. The other girl seriously, seriously, seriously looked like a walking, sea green CAKE. Like, the type you can use your finger to flick off the icing to put into your mouth secretly, and no one would notice coz there's so much of it. o.O

But otherwise, everyone looked fabulous ;p
Well.. Mostly. XD

Okay, that's all until I remember something else. ;p Ta!

Why are you here?

"Big lights will inspire you." - Jay Z feat. Alicia Keys, New York.

Sammie's going to prom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm pretty excited for her, we're going dress shopping today. Very very last minute, the prom is TONIGHT, sooo yeah.

Oh hang on, we're not going dress shopping anymore, we're just going shopping ;p

Man. I want those Cotton On shoes!

And he's half in love with you

"Let's waste time chasing cars around our heads." - Snow Patrol, Chasing Cars.

I'm so sleepy lahhh. =.= PLUS, I'm not feeling well, and prom is like, three days away. D: MUST GET WELL!!!!

Too lazy to go get my eyebrows done, I'm compromising by saying that my bangs will cover them up. XD TA DAAAA, NO EYEBROWS! Hahaaa. Jason's been pretty sweet, he's even getting me a corsage! O: That's the best EVERRR. Haha, I guess I picked a really good guy for a date :3

I seriously can't open my eyes right now, so I'm going to take a nap before SOTY practice tonight. Tomorrow' Christmas In The Park, which I'm quite excited for, ALTHOUGH, tomorrow is ALSO the day DebbieWebbie leaves for JAPAAAAAAAAAAAN D:

Debbie, I LAVALAVA you if you manage to read this post before I call you tonight. XD

I'll meet you halfway.

"I can live without you, but without you, I'll be miserable at best." - Mayday Parade, Miserable At Best.

Aahh, yesterday was nice :3 Tagged along with Inessa and Jared to this orphanage called RACTAR, it was sweet. It's an all-girls orphanage, and everyone there was soo cute. Jared's band (Okay, get this, the name is : Once Upon A Time, There Was A Sausage Named Bob. Yes, blame Jared XD) had to support a charity group I think? for Battle of the Bands. I met the band, and a few others, everyone was really nice :D I was really tried yesterday though. Bad night, so sorry Nes, if I wasn't very social. I was kind of blaaaah the whole day. Then we went to eat lunch in Subang Parade at Nando's (which STILL sucks, and the last time I ate it was like.. 5 years ago.) and then we went to 12 Records to listen to OUATTWASNB jam. It was really good! I like their music :DD The monkey song is surprisingly catchy XDD Despite the title, Shut My Monkey (previously Suck My Monkey D:), the actual song was pretty good XD

Oops. Gotta run. More later! :D

Liberty!

"In defense of our dreams ; We were the kings and queens of promise ; We were the victims of ourselves." - 30 Seconds To Mars, Kings and Queens.

So, I'm not a school girl anymore. I don't ever have to wear my fugly bright blue and white pinafore or baju kurung anymore. I don't ever have to worry about Moral tugasans, or see Pn Shailaja's face or worry about getting caught with my phone, or get up at 6am. Okay, I'll probably have to get up at 6am SOMETIMES, but not like, everyday.

WOW.

It actually feels kinda weird? Like.. I'm not the go-out-and-party-till-i-get-smashed type, so whenever people ask me "So, can go party now lah!", I just look at them and say, "Uhh, no?" But at the same time.. I dunno. I'm still waiting for the next chapter to come along and open up. I've actually got a lot of stuff to work on, to think about, but I'm just too lazy! OMG. HAHAHA.

Anyway, I have some stuff lined up for this holiday season. SHOPPING, first of all. XD Then a couple of photoshoots, gym, church stuff and prom. :D

Fireflies.

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude, but I would just stand and
Stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems

Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance

A fox trot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm too tried to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyed as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)

(repeat)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams.

HAPPY 20TH, SCOTTEH XD

"Pull the trigger, bitch." - Suicide Silence, -I don't know the title-

I don't actually like that song, it's in honour of Scott's grand ole 20th birthday. XD Happy birthday, Kor. <3

ONE MORE SUBJECT LEFT PEOPLE. OMG. I CAN'T BLOODY WAIT. It's so sooooooon. It's really just hitting home NOW that I really won't have to go back to school anymore. Well, except to collect results lah. But you know what I mean. It's like...

Wow.

FREEDOM.

GASP!

Okay, yeah I know, dramaa. XD But I am a drama queen after all. ;p I guess I'm going to miss hanging out with the people who've become my friends over the years. I'm definitely gonna miss bitching about teachers. XD I'm going to miss painting murals. I'm going to miss the stress of painting backdrops, and running around with props and stuff like that. :3 I will also miss our bat-cave-like classroom. HAHA. So many things went down in there, and I have no regrets.

I will definitely NOT miss Monday morning assembly. THANK YOU GOD, NO MORE! I will also not miss having to get up to greet the teacher and say thank you after class, even if you hated the class.

I WILL NOT MISS OUR UNIFORM. NEVER EVER EVER. :DD

z a c

z a c, originally uploaded by hellotulla.

Most adorable dalmation puppy.. EVER. <3

Slightly Overdue.

"Since you went away, my heart breaks every day ; And you don't know since you're not here." - Robbie Williams, You Know Me.

I was supposed to blog about my last class with an old tuition teacher on Tuesday night, but the comp got hogged by Scott. -.-

Anyway! I have no more tuition with Madam Lai. T.T I've been with her since Std 4, and it's been a pretty good 8 years. :3 I really love that old woman. I remember when I first started out with her, I really really REALLY hated her. XD She gave me sooooo much bloody homework, and I was too damn lazy, plus I hated Math and Science, which were the main things she taught me. I was a really bad student. ;p

But over the years, I've learnt the tricks of the trade (like how to avoid her scolding, how to sweeten her up a bit, how to get past not doing homework XD) and I've even learnt to love her. She was a cute, funny old woman, once you got over the SO MUCH HOMEWORK thing, which took me a while, but only now do I realise how much she's really helped me. I mean, DUDES! I got like, an A in Math!!!! LOOOL. I'm glad to have spent 8 years with her. I knew when her mother passed away, and when she got her first grandson, who is 3 now and the cutest thing EVER. Madam Lai wasn't the easiest person to get along with sometimes, but she deserves respect, and lots of love.

I know she doesn't read blogs (she doesn't even know how to send e mails XD), but just for the record, THANKS MADAM LAI. :D I love you loads.

Anyhoo, SPM IS ALMOST OVERRRR. I have one and a half subjects left. I should be looking for references for Art right now.

Pity. Beautiful weather we have today, I was thinking of doing a shoot. T.T

Ick.

"I want your leather studded kiss in the sand." - Lady Gaga, Bad Romance.

Oh god. Leighton Meester decided to record a song. I sincerely hope it doesn't come from an album, because if it did, it's very imaginatively titled "Leighton Meester".
Wow. Genius.

I accidentally caught the video for the first single. I don't even remember the title now. OR how it sounded. All I remember is.. Leighton in bustier-corset-leotard thing. Leighton in curly hair and red lipstick, humping random dude in corner. Leighton romping around in bed with Robin Thicke. Leighton in car. Leighton in underwear.
And then press repeat.

This was probably her thought process way before she decided to record it.

"Ohmygosh. I would look so hot in a bustier. AND a corset. AND a leotard! Let's put it all together! Just like Beyonce! But wait, I can't wear that on the red carpet. Not even in The City! (I think thats the show she's in) What am I going to do??? Oh wait. I can sing right? Well, not really. But there's Autotune! And all I have to do is whisper the chorus over and over again so that my voice sounds reeeeal sexy. But that's not enough.. I need someone equally sexy AND can sing so he can cover up for my awful singing. I know! Robin Thicke's really into the kinky scene right? Hopefully his wife won't mind me humping him in the video. I'm so, like, excited!!!" -calls whoever to natter about it-

Yeah. I know. It's so soooo sad. T.T

FA LA LA LA LAAA LA LA LA LAAAAAA. :D
Christmas is almost heeeere~

Can't you feel it in the air? CAN YOU TASTE OUR FREEDOM YET??? I can. ;p I'm already savouring it.
Anyway, New Moon. Yes. Who's up for throwing popcorn at Twifans and making really really loud comments with me? Hit me back. ;p
If nobody comes with me, I'll be mighty sad ):

I WANT TIMTAMS LAH.

Hair&clothes :D

Lol, got my fringe cut. It doesn't look as good as it does in the photos though. Not thick enough yet ): But my hairdresser said it's just so I can get used to it, and then after SPM he'll cut it properly for me.

Kind of weird, this thing on my forehead. XD Gets sweaty REALLY fast, which is irritating, but oh well.

WENT FOR THE SALE!! :D Inessa couldn't join me last minute, and mom felt bad, so she decided to take some time off work to take me last minute :D I lub my mummy. We got TEN pieces okay. About RM219, which is already pretty damn good, since prices usually range from RM30 - RM50, and that means four or five pieces would already be RM200. Mom and I got 5 pieces each, I got a SUPER bright orangey red dress with asymmetrical hem, a cute skirt, two singlets, and a graphic t-shirt, most of them from Zara. There was this cropped trench coat jacket that I REALLY REALLY LOVED, but no size!!!! D: There was only M, and one size bigger would have been ABSOLUTELY FREAKING PERFECT, but nooo. ): Kathleen got it though!! I think she'll look cute :D AND there were shoes, but once again, no size. So damn cheap too!!! Wasted. I knew we shoulda gone earlier. XD But whatever, I'm pretty happy, plus I can mooch off my mom's stuff too XD

All in all, a pretty great day :D Now to put my nose back to the grindstone, English Lit and Science next week. Ohmygosh. I can almost taste my freedom!!!!!!

"Back then, I swore I was gonna marry him someday, but I realised some bigger dreams of mine." - Taylor Swift, Fifteen.

-giant sigh of relief-

Four subjects to go. I seriously am so excited for this to be OVER and done with!!

OMG. I just found the awesomest Twihater's site. XD Yes, I have no life, but I enjoyed it. It was pretty damn hilarious. XDD

Anyway. Back to the almost-end-of-SPM. ;p Only Literature, Science, Seni and Ekons left. I'm just about bouncing with excitement.
I'm a little bit worried about my math NOW thought, I think I made a bunch of careless mistakes. D< But I digress.

I'm going to exercise now. BAI.

O.O

Fu-yoh. I'm so gonna watch Ninja Assassin!

Can you feel the power working, baby girl?

"Have I ever told you before I think you're beautiful when you're sleeping?" - As Tall As Lions, Love, Love, Love (Love, Love)

PUCCA IS ON! :D

It's one of the cutest things ever lah. ;p Sorry. i really should be studying my BK. But.. I'm too lazy. And it's cold.
I need to buy accessories for prom. So far I've found really nice stuff in Forever 21, really chunky old gold bracelets that I love. But abit expensive. ): I guess I'll have to keep looking. :3

OH YES!

26TH TO 29TH OF NOVEMBER!! WAREHOUSE SALE IN ATRIA!!
Zara, Mossimo Dutta, Pull and Bear and Ted Baker London.

OMG. I can't wait. 8D So whoever still reads this blog, mark the date :D

I don't know the name of this one.

, originally uploaded by ` Um.kabo'Oos ,. * Need Love <''3.

It's in Arabic or something. But it's super cool!! :D

HUZZAH!

"But according to him, I'm beautiful, incredible ; He can't get me out of his head ; According to him ; I'm funny, irresistable ; Everything he ever wanted." - Orianthi, According To You.

WE NEVER HAVE TO LOOK AN ANAK LAUT AGAIN.
WE NEVER HAVE TO THINK ABOUT KERUSI, OR BUKIT KEPONG OR KONSERTO TERAKHIR EVER EVER AGAIN.
WE NEVER HAVE TO READ ABOUT TAMADUN INDUS OR CRAM OUR BRAINS WITH PERANAN YDPA.
WE ALSO NEVER HAVE TO HEAR PUAN SHAILA YAP ABOUT COYOTITO.

HUZZAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Man. I'm just elated that I don't have to touch my Sejarah book again.

Now to hunker down and study my Math and BK and Moral. Gah!!

"Ra-ra-a-a-ahh ; Roma-roma-a-ah ; Gaga ; Oh lala-a ; In your bad romance." Lady Gaga, Bad Romance.

If you haven't seen the video, be prepared to be freaked. XD

Anyway, yes, SPM really is tomorrow.
Really. It really, really is tomorrow.

Soo.. What am I doing here on the Internet? Why am I not cramming my head with last minute information about Pertarungan Antara Tuah Dengan Jebat, or reading up Pakatan Murni?

I'm sick. Oh boy, did my body ever pick a BAD time to fall sick. It's not terribly sick, but I'm sniffly and sneezy and stuffy-headed enough to not be able to absorb very much information.
Although, mushroom soup for lunch has made me feel better. :3

Anyway, to everyone who reads this and is in Form 5, good luck and God bless!!! I'll be sending up loads of prayers for you guys, and unlike Facebook, God doesn't have a limit to the amount of people I can pray for ;p

I don't know why everyone's sending out "I love you" and "I'm sorry" messages out together with their good luck messages. NOT that I don't appreciate them, but DUDES, we'll still see each other tomorrowwww. We'll face the end of the world TOGETHAAAA. Lol. You people are so cute. XD

Okay, I'm going to try and read up somemore Form 5 dramas without falling asleep. Byee! <3

The ones we trusted the most pushed us far away.

"Now I'm told that this is life and pain is just a simple compromise ; So we can get what we want out of it."

SPM IS THREE DAYS AWAAAAAY. Frightening. ;p
But to be honest, I'm not scared. -superwoman pose-

I'm just waiting for it to be over and done with.

I had a growth spurt!! :D I am now slightly taller than my mom. Hahaaa. Go me ;p

I don't have that much to say right now, because I really should go and study. But I'm superbly sleepy, and The Hunchback of Notre Dame is on. ;D Beautiful movie. I still wanna watch The Time Traveller's Wife and Jennifer's Body!! Hahaa. Yes, I am aware that I'm supposed to be thinking about SPM right now.

Tamadun Indus - Known for their systematic cities that are square. XD
- Kemerosotan : Because of attacks by white men XD and bencana alam.

I actually can remember more, but I'm too malas. ;p Night!

It's too early for that

It's too early for that, originally uploaded by Colin H..

YES I HAS FLICKR :D

Lol. Anyway, this gorgeous person is Colin Hill, who I found on lookbook before I found him on Flickr. He says he looks like a lesbian in this photo, but if you ask me, he doesn't look like one at all (and I've seen a few, considering there are a few in my class ;p). He's got amazing photographs, and check him out if you can. :3

It started with a kiss

"Tell me just what you want me to be ; One kiss ; And boom, you're the only one for me." - Michelle Branch feat. Santana, Game Of Love.

SPM is 8 days away. @.@ It's mind-boggling. I know I should really be studying, but right now I'm thinking more about life AFTER SPM. And then Tabby asked us on Saturday what we're planning to do, because she wants us to go for leadership training, and all that.. And if I'm really honest with myself, I don't want to do that. In fact, if I had a choice, I'd probably stay away from church for a few months, because all I really wanna do is find out who I am outside of church. Who am I without the knowledge that I have a God to run back to?

Anyway. I guess I'll just have to live life day to day, right? :3


I swear, I'm getting lamer and lamer everyday. ;p I have got to start getting out more often.

BLUUUUR.

OMG. He was so damn blur. He didn't even know he's my date. D:
I'm gonna call him soon to clarify.
Wish me luck! D:

Driving around.

"The party don't start till I walk in." - Ke$ha, Tik Tok.

Okay, I still hate the fact that she's got a freaking dollar sign. PFFT. So try-hard. But, addictive song, what can I say.

Anyway, went to Midvalley earlier, and it was superbly difficult to find a parking space. So we drove around and then we spotted this guy moving out, so mom quickly turned the corner. Just as we were waiting this girl comes from the other side (going the WRONG way, may I add) and then puts on her signal! I was OMG, the NERVE!!! Anyway, this guy moves out, and she quickly revs her car up and tries to get straight in. AND SHE GOT THERE FIRST! D: AND THEN WHEN MY MOTHER TRIED TO SIGNAL TO HER THAT WE WERE THERE FIRST, SHE JUST WENT RIGHT INTO THE SPACE!
OMG!!
I was so mad. I wanted to roll down the window, and yell at the BITCH and flip her the finger, but unfortunately, I couldn't. D<

Anyway, about ten minutes later, we drove by the same spot, and she was STILL trying to park. HAHAHAAHAH! I laughed super hard, I'm pretty sure she saw me laughing. I regret not pointing while I laughed at her.

Freaking bitchesssss.

Anyway, yeah, that's my story for today. :3 Ciao!

:D

I HAVE A PROM DATE, I HAVE A PROM DATE :D

Lol. Sorry, retarded ecstatic reaction. ;p

Something about you is so addictive.

Soo, I'm going to cut my hair after SPM and I'm thinking of getting Demi Lovato bangs, coz her bangs aren't so fiercely straight, and I think her face is kind of like mine, angular-ish. What do you guys think? ;p

All I seem to do is keep waiting in line for you..

"Next time you point a finger, I might have to bend it back and break it, break it off ; Next time you point a finger, I'll point you to the mirror." - Paramore, Playing God.

I've come to realise a few things. Like :

1. I watch way too much MTV. XD
2. I'm not as cool as I think I am. ):
3. I'm starting to forget stuff alot faster than usual. Like, how I just forgot what it was I wanted to write for number 3.
4. I'm allergic to pineapples.
5. ALOT of bands add me on Myspace, and are nice enough to actually say hi.
6. I watch more cartoons than the average 17-year-old. By cartoons, I mean like Phineas and Ferb, Jimmy Neutron, Fairly Odd Parents, etc..

Okay. Good night.

WILL YOU HAVE PANCAKES WITH ME AFTER THE SHOW??

I'll explain myself. ;p

All-American Rejects yesterday!! I had a pretty good time, all things considered. The crowd was really inconsiderate this time around though, definitely not like World Stage. Strangely enough, there were more Chinese than Malays, and they were so much more inconsiderate. Like, in World Stage, there were alot of Malays but they were really friendly and they would look out for you. And at World Stage they gave us fans, which was really REALLY good, especially for shorties like me who need it to get air.
Anyway, this crowd was like, you die you die lah. It was ridiculous!! D<

Anyway, I got separated from Inessa and Jared pretty early on, and I just kept getting further and further away from them (which, if you ask me, wasn't that bad a thing, RIGHT NES? ;D). Thankfully, I made a few friends, although I only remember the names of one of them, which was Jeremy. Anyway, one of them was Munnie's friend (She's Inessa's friend, who is now my friend (: ) so she didn't worry too much.

Disagree was really really good!!! I was quite surprised, but they did a good job, though I'm not sure it was so good to start with a band that only seems to play slower songs. Abit sleepy, but they sounded pretty amazing.

Pop Shuvit was actually not bad XD I was never really a fan of them, but after last night, I guess I have a new respect for them, they're not that bad. ;p

One Buck Short was next, and omg, the crowd was MEAN at this part okay. Like, Natalie from the Hitz Drive-Thru was trying to get the crowd pumped up for One Buck Short, "Let's hear it for One Buck Short!!!" and all that and I was shouting, "YEAAHHH!" just to support them, but everyone was BOOING! OMG, super super mean. Malaysians, you guys are seriously terrible. I don't actually like One Buck Short that much, but still!! Shame. Anyway, Mookie (?) the lead singer was in hospital, so they brought in a bunch of other singers, which was really cool!! There was the singer from Bunkface (Who's actually pretty cute ;p), Liyana from Estrella, and a few others.

AAR FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But they were super late lah, we waited like half an hour. I was DYING, and then I turned around and I only saw Munnie, I couldn't see Inessa or Jared, so I texted Nessa and omg, SHE BLACKED OUT OKAY. I PANICKED. GILAAAAA! But she was okay, Jared took her out of the crowd. Then I turned around, and I couldn't even see Munnie anymore, and it turned out that I was on my own coz Munnie was with Nessa. Pretty scary shit, but I guess I was okay. At least Jeremy gave me some water. (:

There were these stupid girls behind me, screaming and yelling, TYSON MARRY ME!!!!!!!!!!!! And I'm like, pffht sure. XD So anyway, they FINALLY came on and I was so excited, I was pretty close to the stage already! Tyson came out in SILVER SHOES (Yes, that's how close I was) and a red Indian feather hat thingy, which was ADORABLE! Hahaaa. For some reason, he was pretty nasal but who cares right? XD Nick Wheeler looked super cute. ;p So did the other guitarist whose name I can never for the life of me remember. I think it's Kenny.. Or something like that. Kenny, or Chris, though I'm pretty sure Chris was the drummer.

Anyway, they sang Dirty Little Secret, Swing Swing, MONA LISA!!!!!!, Wind Blows (gosh, I actually don't remember the title o.o), It Ends Tonight (which began the same way it did during WS), Real World, and a few more. Not too bad, they performed for about an hour? So I guess it was quite worth the wait :D
I got nearer and nearer and by the time they were singing the second last song, I was one row behind the row that was behind the bar thingy! XD Closest I have ever been to a concert stage in my life. *o* I got a few pics, but on my phone. Can't see the faces, but I know who's who :D

There was this Indian girl in front of me at one point, with this HUGE bush of hair, and it was flying all over the place and getting into my mouth, which was GROSS and I was trying to keepy her away from me by holding my elbow in front of me, and she turned and gave me this DIRTY look, which pissed me off so badly, I said, "What?" and then she turned back. I got nearer to the stage than her. HAHAHAHAHA. There was also this fat Malay dude who Munnie and I wanted to stab, he was SO irritatingly LOUD and obnoxious. Anyway, I was behind him and I swear he's gay or something, he kept pushing past people to get nearer to the stage and he kept doing the I Love You hand signal and I'm pretty sure I heard him say I love you Tyson. @.@ Anyway, it was disgusting, I think I was soaking up his sweat, and he was an awful singer. D: I did end up in front of him though. XD

Anyway, after the whole thing, I went out and headed straight to the drinks vendor, he thrusted two cups in front of me and said, Ambik! Lol. I just paid the guy, I didn't care. AND gulped down both drinks. Then I couldn't get through to Nessa, which REALLY scared me, so I texted her and waited there until she came to get me.

For some reason, everyone was worried about me. o.o Lol. It feels nice to be worried about. HAHA!

Anyway, this was a reallyreally long post, and I'm still debating about whether or not to go to school tomorrow. ;p Toodles!

"When I woke up tonight, I said I'm gonna make somebody love, I'm gonna make somebody love, and now I know that it's you ; You're lucky lucky, you're so lucky!" - Franz Ferdinand.

GAH! The Internet is just pissing the hell out of me. D: I don't know whats wrong with it, I can't access Twitter, Facebook, Hotmail, even Gmail! D<
Only my blog works.

Sighhhh.

Anyway.

I CAN GO FOR REJECTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 YESSSSSS.
AND I get to meet Jared. Ooh la la -winks at Nessa- XD

I should really quit watching anything that has references to love. It only makes me feel sad. ):
BLAH!
Sorry peeps, it's the period talking.

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PHILIP! Never mind that he never talks to us anymore. D< Doubt he checks this blog at all, but in case you do Phil, happy 20th birthday, you old old man. ;p

Watching the Paradise Kiss series all over again. I forgot how gorgeous George is in the show. Wah! Okay okay. Fantasising about cartoon characters. BAD. I have to hand it back to you soon Nes, I keep forgetting. And your Tactics. ^^"

Save Water, Drink Beer.

"Meet me on your best behavior, meet me on your worst." - Meet Me On The Equinox, Death Cab For Cutie.

Internet speed today is amazing..
Amazingly bad.

I HAVE A DECLARATION TO MAKE!!!

YES. I do watch too much television. XD

Okay, so I'm pretty damn sure I can go for The All American Rejects' concert. HUZZAH!!!! 8D

All of a sudden, I have many discount thingies. RM50 voucher to Topshop or Dorothy Perkins or Miss Selfridge of Warehouse, 20% off Ripcurl and discount in Mooks.

TIME TO GO SHOPPING METHINKS. :D

I get high with a little help from my friends..

OMG, I looooooooove Phineas and Ferb. <3 It's the best Disney show they've come up with in a while. I mean, come on. It's helluva lot better than that teens-on-big-bikes whatever show and Oggy and The Cockroaches. Geez, I hate that one.
Phineas and Ferb, whoo!! :D

XD I have just learnt that hiccups will earn you the undivided attention of boys.
HAHAHAHA

Okay, sorry, random, Phineas and Ferb is on. ;p

I don't have anything in particular to say, except..

God, please let me go to The All American Rejects concert. <3

We like the same things and I like your style~

"I'm just sitting on the shelf ; I would like you for my own." - She & Him, Why Do You Let Me Stay Here.

Check out the video for this song. (: It's really cute, Zooey Deschanel is in it, and she's the singer.

Anyway. Today has been rather unfortunate. Mom was going back to bed this morning after a pee break and her mattress is on the floor, so usually she falls on her knees on the mattress then she flops onto the bed. But today, she missed the bed and hit the floor and her upper back was jarred pretty badly. Soo she's in quite alot of pain, though it's much better now.
Thenn I was looking for my book bag that I brought to Penang so I could study my Sejarah, but I couldn't find it, so I checked in my dad's truck and lo and behold, there it was under the tarp completely soaked. I had to throw away my sketchbook and my Bible. ); Everything else is drying outside. Mdm Lai is going to kill me, her book is the one that is most drenched.

Plus, I have a dilemma.
Prom is on the 17th of December.
Camp is from the 16th to the 19th of December.
I could do what Charlene did last year, which was come to camp, go back on the day of her prom and then come back the next day, BUT that was when camp was in Bukit Tinggi, which isn't that far away.
Camp is in Perak this year, some FELDA place.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH.
I don't know what to do. I really want to go for prom. But at the same time I kinda wanna go for camp too. Mom said, "Pray lo." PFFT. Even I can tell you what God's gonna say.

GO TO CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMP.
But it's PROOOOM.
GO TO CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMP.
PROM!
CAMP!
PROM!
CAMP!

Yeah. I'm going nuts.

I'm just falling to my knees~

UGHHH Dad, Sara and Scott are eating durian in the kitchen, so I've banned them from coming into the living room while I use the comp. ;p

Anyway, gave NST a miss today (Oops, naughty Kate!) and went with Mom and Scott to OU to watch An Honest Mistake play. We walked around alot before they played and spent alot of time in Forever 21 looking for A-line floral skirts and accessories to go with my prom dress ^^
We didn't find the skirts, but we found some pretty nice accessories I'm thinking of getting.
Oohhh, and Dorothy Perkins has these really really adorably flats that I love. They've got leopard prints!!!! But they're not sleazy looking, or cheap trashy or anything, they're just so so cute.
I'm getting a RM50 voucher to Topshop. I wonder what I should buy. ;^;

Scott pissed me off ALOT today, I'm refusing to speak to him properly for the time being. We were arguing about my fear of molluscs in the car and he said we should do a Fear Factor thing and put me in a box and drop them all over me so that I would get over my fear of them
I think...... I would be even MORE traumatised than I already AM and that's the stupidest idea I have ever heard in my life.
And then he goes on and for some reason, he decides to say, "I hate to say it, but I am smarter than you."
And I'm like, "Excuse me??"
Gee, Kor. Do you think I do not KNOW that you're smarter than me? Honestly, must you rub that into my FACE? It's not my problem that YOU were smarter and you were just too damn lazy to get off your arse and study. GAWDD.
And THEN, I said that evidently, my EQ is higher than his, which is like, DUH. But he's going on like, "Ohh, I have pretty much perfected the balance, you should too" blabla shit. RIIIIIIGHT. Like anyone believes that.
If your EQ is so perfect, Kor, then how come you're so oblivious to the fact that you hurt me?

So yes. Sometimes, I really do hate my brother. I don't really feel bad about admitting this to the world, I probably will later, but GAWD! sometimes I can't stand him.
He's okay sometimes though.
But most of the time.. Geez.

I feel better now. :D

Okay. I'm going to try and study now. Byeee~
Don't worry, I'm okay :3

Coming Home.

I'M HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOME~
Didn't ya'll miss me? ;p

Anyway, pics from Penang later, maybe. If I don't fall asleep first.
My dad made us eat so much, it's crazy. I've eaten enough char kuay teow to last me the next five months. And Penang lobak. I think I might actually explode and chunks of char kuay teow, lobak, penang pancake, apom, prawns, fried rice and various types of noodles will flyyyyyy. XD

Time to catch up with some much needed sleep.

I best be on my way out~

Check it out guys :

Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds.
LUCY in the SKY with DIAMONDS.
LSD.
LSD.

GEDDIT??!?!
Loool, the Beatles were such druggies. I Am The Walrus is the most drugged out song I have ever heard in my entire life.
With exceptions to Brokencyde, though, maybe.

Sorry, random. ;p
Anyway, going off to Penang in a few hours. Soo, probably no blog updates from me until like Sunday.
I'll try to twitter though. (: Yes, I will tell you guys every time I see eye candy. WHOO! XDD

Oh God, I reallyreally hate that new song by Jay Z. feat. Rihanna feat. Kanye West. MAAAAAN. I can't stand it. It's just.. I don't know how else to describe it, it's an UGLY song. Yes it is. It's UGLY. And hurts my ears very very badly.
As does Miley Cyrus' Party In The USA.
I NEED TO SHOOT MY EYES OUT OR SOMETHING, IT'S FREAKING STUCK IN MY HEAD.
@.@

Someone kill me and stuff The Fratellis into my ears or something.

No, this is not a test~

"I scraped my knees while I was praying ; And found a demon in my safest haven." - Paramore, Turn It Off.

Mom and I went to Bangsar today just to walk around and check out the boutiques around there and we went to Square Room.
I swear, I hate things that claim to be "free size". LIES! XD
I tried on this dark green tube top. I don't know HOW I got into it. Seriously. Then I was trying to take it off, and I COULDN'T and I like SHITSHITSHITFUUCK while struggling to get out of it and my mom had to help me.
HAHA.
Oh man. But really, I hate stuff that promises to be free sized. SURE. Free size, in sizes only available for skinny people. Anyone over size 4, SORRYYYYY. D< What a pain being big is. You can't even go and buy in cheap little boutiques because they don't cater to your sizes, and you end up having to buy from the really expensive stores and then you end up broke. I really gotta learn how to sew.

Found some new music. :D Zooey Deschanel has an EP with this guy (I kinda forgot his name) and it's really cute. ^^ She & Him - Volume One. Check it out.
Oh, and thanks Ben for recommending The Fratellis. I'm enjoying it lots. (x

I watched The Proposal last night. OMG. Funny. And Ryan Reynolds is so hot. SO hot.
GAH!

Studied in Ikea on Friday with Aqila and Farah (: That was FUN.
I don't get it. Ikea's like, the perfect place to study. You get to be noisy, you buy one cuppa coffee and get free refills (And you don't have to buy more coffee when you finish the coffee that runs out at home XD) and you can make as much noise as you want, AND no one chases you away. TA DAAAA. Perfecto.

Lol, I plan to do it again sometime this week. (: Anyway, going to Penang on Wednesday till Friday, which sounds GREAT to me because I could really use the break.

Hm. I wonder what my hotel's like. GOOOOOOOOOGLE.





LOOKS GOOD.
I can't wait to hit the pool. ;p Hopefully, there'll be hot tourists on holiday to stare at XD
LOL!

Obsessed

I think my newest obsession would be ankle booties with heels. OMG. Too cute.

Sorry, I know that was so random. ;p

And I'll admire your expensive taste.

Princess has offically become Tick-opolis.
Almost everyday, we have to sit her down comb through ever square inch of her fur to pull out dozens of ticks at a time. Then we have to wrestle her down so we can go through her paws as well. The biggest ones are usually in her paws. It's so gross. They're huge, squishy, grey and full of blood and if you accidentally squeeze it too hard, it'll burst.

YUCK!

Anyone know a good way to get rid of them for good? D: It's pretty damn disgusting, and I have this paranoid fear of accidentally not killing one and it crawls onto my body and bites me and.. EURGH.

Anyway, Panic! at the Disco's New Perspective video made it on the V Plug, and it had all the clips from Jennifer's Body in it and I am now more determined than ever to watch it. OH and I think The Time Traveller's Wife is out!
WHO WANTS TO HAVE A CRY FEST WITH MEH?!
;P

Hahaa~

"When the beat kicks in, you feel it in your bones." - Pixie Lott, Boys And Girls.

Yeah, I truly never thought I'd wear those tights. ;p Good for photo purposes I suppose. (:
Anyway, I studied Science today. Okay, that's a lie, I tried. I took the photos in the morning and then I hunkered down to study, but then I got hungry so I made lunch and THEN I really DID do some studying, but I'm here again. (:

I think I should set my blog to invitation only. @.@

Thinking of going to Ikea to study tomorrow. I have a feeling that I'll only ever be able to study when I have people around me, otherwise I'll get bored and distract myself. ITS A CURSE!
And plus, there's Daim cake in Ikea. Talk about wonderful. :D

Message from Tyson.

People!
It's not a leg tumour.
Tyson Ritter had an infection in his knee, which spread to his blood. He was too busy rocking his bloody brains out every night that he ignored it and it was almost too late when they rushed him to the hospital. They're in Florida right now. Hang on, I'll try put up the video here..



Okay, got it. Poor baby! D;

T.T

"You thought your problems were gone." - All American Rejects, Swing Swing.

THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS IS POSTPONED.
TYSON RITTER GOT INJURED.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY D;

Great. By the time he recovers, it'll probably - OMG THE ACADEMY IS.. - SUMMER HAIR-FOREVER YOUNG IS ON MTV :DD

Sorry. Spaz. ;p

Anyway. By the time he recovers, it'll probably be a date when I canNOT go.-sniff- ):
Sigh. Dim sum time!! :D

Forever 21 Wants.

Looks like a bandaid, and you'd have to have absolutely no fat whatsoever on your body to wear this. Sighh. The things they make for skinny people.

Yeah He does! :D

Prettyyyy.

MUAHAHA!

I know they're kinda typical, but I love the summery feel.

SEQUINS <3

Too cute, yellow reptile flats.

I <3 boots.

Ditto.

Sorry. I just felt like fashion-browsing. (:

Confusion.

"No giving up when you're young and you want some." - Mika, We Are Golden.

Okay. So my plan after SPM was to find work so I can save up to buy a laptop (primarily) and save up just to spend for myself.
But my dad wants me to go for missions right after SPM.
And I'd love to go, but I really want to work because

a) I want the experience.
b) I'll be honest, I want the money.
c) I don't want to depend on my parents all the time for money for college.

He kind of made it sound like he's trying to force me to go for missions.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DOOOO.

Gah. I have officially failed my Sejarah AND my Moral. Why can I never pass those two subjects? Everyone else seemed to pass them, Sejarah especially. I was sitting in class and people were passing everywhere!!!!!! Mishi passed. Keilly passed. Arleena passed. Zi Lynn passed. Sarveen passed. It was just me! Sitting there with a 33 in my hands!!

WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS?!!?!?!?!
I'm not cut out to be a historian. No way, no how.T.T

And then there's Moral.
WHY? WHY GOD, DID THE STUPID GOVERNMENT EVER THINK OF THIS IDIOTIC SUBJECT WHICH HAS NO MEANING AT ALL?!

Oh, I'm watching the making of the Time Traveller's Wife now, hang on. XD

Okay, it's still on. But I think it's almost done.

AAAAH, I wonder when it's coming out. ANYWAY.
Tomorrow, we'll hopefully get our English, English Lit and the other half of BM.
Not really looking forward to it.

To tell you the truth? I'm really scared of SPM.

Post 441.

School starts again tomorrow, and I am so not looking forward to trial results.
Last night I dreamt I got a B for Moral.
That's a dream. XD

I finished the Time Traveller's Wife yesterday, and it really is a good book. Very believable. They have ALOT of sex though. @.@ Even the wife character was like, "Is it normal to have so much sex?" LOOOOOL. Weird if you have to ask someone that.

Anyway. I gotta go try to study now. Byee.

And I'm getting paid for it too, I don't feel bad about that

"I had to let him go ; Her name was New York, New York ; And she took my man away." - Paloma Faith, New York.

Blah. Three more days till school starts again and we have to face doom and gloom with the results of our trial papers.
I have tuition later and haven't done a drop of work.
I'm sleepy.

Dolphin Massacre.

This is the sickest thing ever.

This is in Taiji, Japan. What they do is, they drive entire pods of dolphins into a specific cove and then, they massacre them. They completely massacre them. The water is red with the blood of THOUSANDS of dolphins - and this is done annually.

Earlier I went to check out the trailers and response videos on Youtube, and you will not believe how ignorant some people are, it's ridiculous. Some people say, "We do the same thing to cows and other animals we eat!!" Yeah, but we breed them specifically for eating. Who breeds the dolphins for eating? NO ONE. Duh. It's not the same, even if you say this argument is weak.
Some people even say, "So?" Wow, I cannot fathom such ignorance. People like these don't even deserve to be human, if you ask me. Is it not our responsibility to take care of everything in the Earth? Whether or not you believe in God, it's obvious we're supposed to make sure everything is safe.

The people of Taiji claim that its their tradition and they must cling to their old ways, but honestly, that's such a weak stand. Maybe a thousand years ago, your ancestors were forced to kill dolphins for food because food then was difficult to come by, but now? In this present day and age, there is no need for such a HUGE scale of murder!

I'll put a link to the site where you can get more info and learn more about this. Seriously, I think we need to work to stop this. I know how small you think your contribution would be, what's one signature going to do, what's one more letter to the President of the United States going to do but bother him? Do it anyway. If you give a damn about these animals.