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    Thursday, January 31, 2008

    what i love.

    these are some of the things that i love beside Jesus. ^^
    i love my sense of touch. without it, i wouldn't be able to feel pain. pain is proof that you're alive.

    i love photography. i do i do!! haha. its so much fun, and you get to see the world through different eyes. its awesome therapy, haha!
    i love sleeping in class! haha. somehow, the teacher's droning on is a sort of lullabye, ehh. :P

    i love art. this is one of the better pieces that i've found. i know, i know, looks kind of awful, but its really good. ^^

    i love fashion. extravagance! haha. check out those checkered tights, their awesome. fashion is harder than you might think it is.

    i love, love. duhh, haha. i'm a hopeless romantic, so what can you expect ehh.
    but love is beautiful. it really is.

    Friday, January 25, 2008


    okay, i know phil tagged me like super long ago (yes phil i know! :P) on "what Jesus means to me. i've spent a LOONG time thinking about it. i think i might have it now. :)

    Jesus to me is like my mother. she's a person who is always there for me to hug and smile with me. even though Jesus isn't exactly "there" to hug, i can smile with Him, knowing that He'll smile together. He will never leave me nor forsake me. just like.. my momma! :P and though my mother will pass away one day, Jesus and His Word will never pass away.

    Jesus to me is like my water. i need it EVERYDAY, morning, afternoon and evening. it is essential for my wellbeing. just like Jesus! :) my water quenches my thirst, like Jesus quenches mine for more of Him.

    Jesus to me is like my phone. yes, i know this is weird. haha. my phone contains all my contacts, wakes me up with its alarm, keeps my reminders, etc. Jesus keeps me close to the ones i love (contacts), wakes me up when i have a nightmare (alarm) and reminds me to love everyone (reminders). my phone keeps my favourite quotes, which inspire me. Jesus' Word inspires me.

    erh. yes, thats it. not much for spending weeks on end thinking about what Jesus means to me, but it means much to me. Jesus is truly everything to me. God bless everyone! :)


    Tuesday, January 22, 2008


    heath ledger is DEAD.

    Saturday, January 19, 2008

    its so hot!!!!!!!!
    i'm going to take an icy cold shower pretty soon.
    feels like my skin is slowly heating up on the surface. if you put an ice cube on the top of my arm, it'll slide down melting and leaving behind a trail of wetness.
    i'll go try tht now. :P
    hothothot. i'm going to shower now.
    by the way, you're an asshole. :)

    Friday, January 18, 2008


    mm. cookies. :D
    party like a rockstar, baaaaaby.

    this is so LOL. :P

    i love the blue nail varnish, woo hoo!

    sing your heart out!

    SHOES! and for boys, legs. :P

    block block, i blog of blogger / writer's block.

    Sunday, January 13, 2008

    Grow. Go. Generation.

    due to many requests to update my blog (:P), i have decided to stop being lazy just this once and, well, update my blog.
    okay. so our church's new motto is "grow to go to the next generation."
    which got me thinking alot about, well, our generation.
    lately, there've been several deaths in my family, as recent as two nights ago.
    as unfortunate as that is, its got me thinking :
    is this God making "space" for our generation to rise?
    possibly, just possibly, thats just what it could be.
    so, is our generation growing to rise up and take the place of the leaders who have left?
    or are we just "stuck in a rut"?
    i don't know.
    you decide.

    Wednesday, January 09, 2008


    i'm rlly tired right now.

    no, i'm not emo, don't worry. :P

    i'm listening to paula deanda, for goodness sakes.

    let's see.

    i had PJK this morning. for dakota's sake, PJK is PE.

    and it was first period. that's the absolute WORST coz you have to go through the rest of the day sticky and ewy. gross.

    then i had house practice. it was so FREAKING hot this afternoon. thank goodness it started raining.

    i joined cheerleading to escape marching. they were gonna force the form four students to join marching.

    what kinda sick, TWISTED plan was THAT, eh!??

    and after tht, i came home at 4.30pm, had something to eat and rushed off to BM tuition, where i almost fell asleep. thank goodness for marcia. :P

    and i got home by 8pm coz there was this massive jam.

    i swear, malaysians forget how to drive once it rains, its ridiculous.

    so yeah, thts why i'm pretty tired now.

    i'm FATIGUED, baby. XD

    so i'mma hit the sack pretty soon. i'll see most of you at nst this sat, woohoo! :D

    see yah babs!


    Sunday, January 06, 2008

    List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
    - an ipod
    - a new phone. no, seriously, i NEED one. :P
    - the sudden ability to play the drums without having to practice. XD
    - the opportunity to travel. australia, europe, anywhere except possibly china.
    - omg i wnt to be in a band! haha.

    The person who tagged you this:

    -Yi Lyn. oh, i miss her. :(

    Your 5 impressions of her:

    - likes butterflies? XD
    - likes pink. like CRAZY, i don't knw WHAT is wrong with her.... nah, kidding. lol.
    - sweet.
    - artistic!
    - an amazing dancer. :D

    Most memorable things she has given/done for you:

    - she handmakes all her cards and they're always amazing. i love them!

    If she becomes my lover, I will:

    - cry. alot.

    If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:

    - erh, she gets a hotter boyfriend than me? HAHA.

    Pass the quiz to the people that you wish to know how they feel about you:

    - felix
    - nicole (not tht she will do this.)
    - sara
    - ivan
    - shammie

    Tuesday, January 01, 2008

    song snippets

    "Today is a trace surviving the past /Of all my hopes and fears /Reality's ugly face appears / Every pain that I denied now echoes loud and clear / Today" - Relic, Ps Kay

    "Lights will guide you home / And ignite your bones /And I will try to fix you" - Fix you, Coldplay

    "I chime in /Haven't you people ever heard of /Closing the goddamn door no /It's much better to face these kinds of things /With a sense of poise and rationality" - I Write Sins, Not Tragedies, Panic! At The Disco

    "There's a fine line between love and hate" - Diary Of Jane, Breaking Benjamin

    "Saviour /He can move the mountains /My God is mighty to save /He is mighty to save /Forever /Author of salvation /He rose and conquered the grave /Jesus conquered the grave" - Mighty to Save, Hillsong

    "Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart /Tell me what do you do /When it all falls apart" - When It All Falls Apart, The Veronicas

    "I want you to want me /I need you to need me /I'm begging you to beg me /I love you to love me" - I Want You To Want Me, Cheap Trick

    "These walls can't be my haven /These walls can't keep me safe /I guess I have to let them down" - These Walls, Teddy Geiger

    "If I lay here / If I just lay here /Would you lie with me and just forget the world" - Chasing Cars, Snow Patrol

    "I am everything you want /I am everything you need /I am everything inside of you that you wish you could be /I say all the right things at exactly the right times /But I mean nothing to you and i don't know why" - Everything You Want, Vertical Horizon

    "Sometimes you hold so tight that it slips right through your hands /Will I ever understand? /No matter how I try /I can't hate you anymore" - Can't Hate You, Nick Lachey

    "It's not so hard to say goodbye /She will be loved" - She Will Be Loved, Maroon 5

    "Even the best fall down sometimes /Even the wrong words seem to rhyme /Through the dark that fills your mind /You finally find that you and I collide" - Collide, Howey Day

    "I know why you can't take your eyes off me" - Underoath

    "Your subtleties /They strangle me /I can't explain myself at all /And all they want /And all they need /No I don't want to need at all /The walls are breathing /My mind's unweaving /Maybe it's best you leave me alone /A weight is lifting from this evening /I give the final blow /When darkness turns to light /It ends tonight" - It Ends Tonight, All American Rejects

    "Are you going to fight for me /Die for me /Live and breathe for me? /Do you care for me? /Coz if you don't then just leave" - Kelly Clarkson

    "You're so fine /I want you mine /You're so delicious /I think about you all the time /You're so addictive /Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright" - Girlfriend, Avril Lavigne

    "I could be brown /I could be blue /I could be violet sky /I could be hurtful /I could be purple /I could be anything you like /Gotta be green /Gotta be mean /Gotta be everything more /Wht don't you like me? /Why don't you like me? /Why don't you walk out the door?" - Grace Kelly, Mika

    "For every piece of me that wants you /Another piece backs away" - James Morrison

    "Be careful what you wish for /Coz you just might get it all /You just might get it all /There's some of it you don't want" - Home, Chris Daughtry

    "Never again will i hear you /Never again will i miss you /Never again will i fall to you /Never /Never again will i kiss you /Never again will i want to /Never again will i love you /Never" - Never Again, Kelly Clarkson

    "I shouldn't love you /But I want to /I just can't turn away /I shouldn't see you /But I want to /Can't look the other way /Just so you know this feeling's taking control of me and I can't help it /Thought you should know I've tried my best to let go of you but i don't want to /Just gotta say it all before i go /Just so you know" - Just So You Know, Jesse McCartney

    "Every night you cry yourself to sleep /Thinking why does this happen to me /Why does every moment have to be so hard?" - Won't Go Home Without You, Maroon 5

    "I could be stuck here for a thousand years /Without your arms to drag me out /Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety /No I won't wait forever /In our confusion and the aftermath /You are my signalfire" - Signalfire, Snow Patrol

    "You make me smile /Please stay for a while now" - Bubbly, Colbie Callait

    "Do you even know you met me? /All my life I've waited /This is true" - True, Ryan Cabrera

    "This time we're not giving up /Let's make this last forever /Screaming /Hallelujah /We'll make it last forever" - Hallelujah, Paramore

    "I know that you want me to want you /I want to /I can't forget you" - Miserable at Best, Mayday Parade

    "Once a whore you're nothing more /I'm sorry that will never change " - Misery Business, Paramore

    "Misery loves company /Well so long /You're gonna miss me when I'm gone" - When I'm Gone, Simple Plan

    "When will I see you face again? /When will you touch my life again? /When will I see your face again? /I think I love you " - When Will I See Your Face Again, Jamie Scott

    "So kiss me and smile for me /Tell me that you'll wait for me /Hold me like you'll never let me go /Coz I'm leaving on a jet plane /Don't know when I'll be back again /Oh babe /I hate to go" - Leaving On A Jet Plane, Chantal Kreviazuk

    "What if I say I'm not like the others? /What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? /You're the pretender /What if I say I will never surrender?" - The Pretender, Foo Fighters

    "It's all about you /It's all about you baby" - It's All About You, Mcfly

    "My tears are turning into time /I've wasted trying to find /A reason for goodbye /I can't live without you /Can't breathe without you /I dream about you /Honestly tell me that it's over /Coz if the world's still spinning /And I'm still living /It won't be right if we're not in it together /Tell me that it's over /I won't be the one to chase you /But at the same time you're the heart that I call home" - Over, Lindsay Lohan