Why are you here?

"Big lights will inspire you." - Jay Z feat. Alicia Keys, New York.

Sammie's going to prom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm pretty excited for her, we're going dress shopping today. Very very last minute, the prom is TONIGHT, sooo yeah.

Oh hang on, we're not going dress shopping anymore, we're just going shopping ;p

Man. I want those Cotton On shoes!

And he's half in love with you

"Let's waste time chasing cars around our heads." - Snow Patrol, Chasing Cars.

I'm so sleepy lahhh. =.= PLUS, I'm not feeling well, and prom is like, three days away. D: MUST GET WELL!!!!

Too lazy to go get my eyebrows done, I'm compromising by saying that my bangs will cover them up. XD TA DAAAA, NO EYEBROWS! Hahaaa. Jason's been pretty sweet, he's even getting me a corsage! O: That's the best EVERRR. Haha, I guess I picked a really good guy for a date :3

I seriously can't open my eyes right now, so I'm going to take a nap before SOTY practice tonight. Tomorrow' Christmas In The Park, which I'm quite excited for, ALTHOUGH, tomorrow is ALSO the day DebbieWebbie leaves for JAPAAAAAAAAAAAN D:

Debbie, I LAVALAVA you if you manage to read this post before I call you tonight. XD

I'll meet you halfway.

"I can live without you, but without you, I'll be miserable at best." - Mayday Parade, Miserable At Best.

Aahh, yesterday was nice :3 Tagged along with Inessa and Jared to this orphanage called RACTAR, it was sweet. It's an all-girls orphanage, and everyone there was soo cute. Jared's band (Okay, get this, the name is : Once Upon A Time, There Was A Sausage Named Bob. Yes, blame Jared XD) had to support a charity group I think? for Battle of the Bands. I met the band, and a few others, everyone was really nice :D I was really tried yesterday though. Bad night, so sorry Nes, if I wasn't very social. I was kind of blaaaah the whole day. Then we went to eat lunch in Subang Parade at Nando's (which STILL sucks, and the last time I ate it was like.. 5 years ago.) and then we went to 12 Records to listen to OUATTWASNB jam. It was really good! I like their music :DD The monkey song is surprisingly catchy XDD Despite the title, Shut My Monkey (previously Suck My Monkey D:), the actual song was pretty good XD

Oops. Gotta run. More later! :D

Liberty!

"In defense of our dreams ; We were the kings and queens of promise ; We were the victims of ourselves." - 30 Seconds To Mars, Kings and Queens.

So, I'm not a school girl anymore. I don't ever have to wear my fugly bright blue and white pinafore or baju kurung anymore. I don't ever have to worry about Moral tugasans, or see Pn Shailaja's face or worry about getting caught with my phone, or get up at 6am. Okay, I'll probably have to get up at 6am SOMETIMES, but not like, everyday.

WOW.

It actually feels kinda weird? Like.. I'm not the go-out-and-party-till-i-get-smashed type, so whenever people ask me "So, can go party now lah!", I just look at them and say, "Uhh, no?" But at the same time.. I dunno. I'm still waiting for the next chapter to come along and open up. I've actually got a lot of stuff to work on, to think about, but I'm just too lazy! OMG. HAHAHA.

Anyway, I have some stuff lined up for this holiday season. SHOPPING, first of all. XD Then a couple of photoshoots, gym, church stuff and prom. :D

Fireflies.

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude, but I would just stand and
Stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems

Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance

A fox trot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm too tried to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyed as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)

(repeat)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams.

HAPPY 20TH, SCOTTEH XD

"Pull the trigger, bitch." - Suicide Silence, -I don't know the title-

I don't actually like that song, it's in honour of Scott's grand ole 20th birthday. XD Happy birthday, Kor. <3

ONE MORE SUBJECT LEFT PEOPLE. OMG. I CAN'T BLOODY WAIT. It's so sooooooon. It's really just hitting home NOW that I really won't have to go back to school anymore. Well, except to collect results lah. But you know what I mean. It's like...

Wow.

FREEDOM.

GASP!

Okay, yeah I know, dramaa. XD But I am a drama queen after all. ;p I guess I'm going to miss hanging out with the people who've become my friends over the years. I'm definitely gonna miss bitching about teachers. XD I'm going to miss painting murals. I'm going to miss the stress of painting backdrops, and running around with props and stuff like that. :3 I will also miss our bat-cave-like classroom. HAHA. So many things went down in there, and I have no regrets.

I will definitely NOT miss Monday morning assembly. THANK YOU GOD, NO MORE! I will also not miss having to get up to greet the teacher and say thank you after class, even if you hated the class.

I WILL NOT MISS OUR UNIFORM. NEVER EVER EVER. :DD

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Most adorable dalmation puppy.. EVER. <3

Slightly Overdue.

"Since you went away, my heart breaks every day ; And you don't know since you're not here." - Robbie Williams, You Know Me.

I was supposed to blog about my last class with an old tuition teacher on Tuesday night, but the comp got hogged by Scott. -.-

Anyway! I have no more tuition with Madam Lai. T.T I've been with her since Std 4, and it's been a pretty good 8 years. :3 I really love that old woman. I remember when I first started out with her, I really really REALLY hated her. XD She gave me sooooo much bloody homework, and I was too damn lazy, plus I hated Math and Science, which were the main things she taught me. I was a really bad student. ;p

But over the years, I've learnt the tricks of the trade (like how to avoid her scolding, how to sweeten her up a bit, how to get past not doing homework XD) and I've even learnt to love her. She was a cute, funny old woman, once you got over the SO MUCH HOMEWORK thing, which took me a while, but only now do I realise how much she's really helped me. I mean, DUDES! I got like, an A in Math!!!! LOOOL. I'm glad to have spent 8 years with her. I knew when her mother passed away, and when she got her first grandson, who is 3 now and the cutest thing EVER. Madam Lai wasn't the easiest person to get along with sometimes, but she deserves respect, and lots of love.

I know she doesn't read blogs (she doesn't even know how to send e mails XD), but just for the record, THANKS MADAM LAI. :D I love you loads.

Anyhoo, SPM IS ALMOST OVERRRR. I have one and a half subjects left. I should be looking for references for Art right now.

Pity. Beautiful weather we have today, I was thinking of doing a shoot. T.T