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    Thursday, February 26, 2009

    Taking Blows.

    I was actually going to do a really long rant and whinge but I'm not going to because I've already vented to at least three people, so I feel loads better now.
    I only want to say this :

    Please don't take me for a punching bag, verbal, emotional and definitely not physical. I really don't like it, and I'm already the punching bag for alot of things.
    Am I so punchable?! I know I've got like fats and all but yeah. My stuffing's gone lumpy and I don't want to take it any more.

    Okay, 'nuff said.
    I'm really very disappointed in him. We haven't spoken since last Monday, and today I made the first move to say "haiii." And then he takes FOREVER to say "heyy."
    And that's IT.
    He didn't make any effort to make more conversation, no "how are you, haven't spoken in a while", nothing. I just wanted to see if he would, and he didn't.
    What an arse.
    The only thing going through my mind then was, "Wow, you really do kinda suck."
    And now it's on FB.
    And here.

    Tuesday, February 24, 2009


    Spent the day sleeping. Did some homework, studied, slept slept slept my life away. XD
    This weather doesn't help at all. AT ALL.

    Hot then cold, then hot then cold.
    Like Katy Perry. ;p

    Say hi to Mom everyone, she's sitting next to me.
    HAI MOM~ -shoutout-

    Okay. Waiting for Scott to come home with cd's so I can put the Nose High School photos in them and charge Sonia MONAYYY. ;p
    Money money money..

    So like. Anyway.
    Ben and Isaac I miss you guys LAH. ):
    I hope dA has finished being stupid. D< I'm trying to upload my gorgeous photos now. LOL so perasan.
    I don't know howww. It's been like this for THREE DAYS NOW.

    Sammie left for Aussie yesterday. For FIVE weeks. Gosh.
    Well, she IS going to Tasmania. And then to New Zealand to the land of the sheeps. XD More sheep than people.
    WEIRD. O.O

    Okay hmm let me see if I can dig up any interesting facts.
    Ooh here we go.
    According to Yahoo!, the ten best loved bands of all time are :

    1. AC/DC
    2. Led Zeppelin
    3. Neil Young (who?! D:)
    4. Stevie Wonder (DEFINITELY)
    5. Aretha Franklin
    6. The Rolling Stones
    7. Jimi Hendrix
    8. Elvis Presley
    9. The Ramones (I have one song. Blitzkrieg Bop! XD)
    10. The Beatles

    Aaaand worst bands ever according to are :

    10. Pink Floyd
    9. Guns 'n' Roses (Metalheads will riot)
    8. Limp Bizkit (HEYYY I like these guys ):)
    7. John Cougar
    6. Led Zeppelin (LOL controversy!)
    5. Kiss (HEY, Gene Simmons is COOL)
    4. Jimi Hendrix (more controversy)
    3. Bob Dylan
    2. The Beatles (Ohmy.)
    1. The Doors

    Who is this anyway!! Bleh.
    Ooh, this one's more reliable methinks. It's Blender. I like Blender. Let's see what they say. It's actually top 50 worst artists, but I'll take it from 10.

    10. Air Supply
    9. Lee Greenwood
    8. Vanilla Ice
    7. Asia
    6. Kansas (Uhm, what? First Asia then Kansas? Lol poor Dorothy.)
    5. Starship
    4. Kenny G
    3. Michael Bolton
    2. Emerson, Lake and Palmer
    1. Insane Clown Posse (The name sounds bad enough.)

    Lol, I don't know any of them, but I know Celine Dion made number 26. XD Jamiroquai number 25. But I liked one of his songs. ;p Mick Jagger at number 13. The Doors again! Number 37.

    Okay. I'm still waiting for Scott. Does gym honestly take up so much time?!

    Monday, February 23, 2009


    Deviantart is being stupiddddd and I can't upload my gorgey photos. ;.;
    They really are!! I'm so happy with them. ^^

    Sunday, February 22, 2009

    I forgot to mention! Judas Iscariot exploded. XD He bought a field with the money he got by betraying Jesus and the field was on a cliff. As if he wasn't already in much danger. ;p So anyway, he fell off and exploded, or "his intestines fell out of his body."

    In other words, he exploded. ^^

    Turn Around, Don't Walk Away.

    Here's some interesting stuff for you guys from Bible Knowledge! XD
    What happened to Jesus' disciples?

    1. Andrew - Crucified on an X-shaped cross and suspended on an olive tree in a town of Achaia (Greece). Wonder how they pulled that off.
    2. Bartholomew - Crucified upside down and was buried in Armenia (southern Georgia now).
    3. James, son of Alphaeus - Stoned to death in Jerusalem by Jews and was bruied there beside the temple.
    4. James, son of Zebedee - Beheaded by Herod.
    5. John, son of Zebedee - Thrown into a caldron of boiling oil before the Port Latina at Rome, but survived unhurt. The he was banished to the Isle of Patmos, and later died in Ephesus.
    6. Matthew - Not known if he was stoned, burned of beheaded. Probably all three. O:
    7. Matthias - Stoned and beheaded.
    8. Simon Peter - Crucified upside down. He asked to be crucified this way because he felt unworthy of being crucified the same way Jesus was.
    9. Philip - Crucified upside down in Eastern Turkey.
    10. Simon the Zealot - Died in his sleep at the age of 120 years.
    11. Judas son of James - Died in his sleep in Berytus.
    12. Thomas - Thrust through all four members of his body (I guess his limbs) with a pine spear in Calamene, the city of India and was buried there.
    13. Paul - Beheaded by Nero in Rome, around AD 67.

    Wow. Pretty interesting. If only Sejarah was like this.
    But the one thing in common with all these men?
    They all died from persecution.

    Except maybe the ones who died sleeping lah. XD

    The only one whose preaching was not recorded was Matthias.
    The others had preached everywhere, in Bulgaria (Thracians) to Asia to India to Ethiopia.

    Makes me think.

    Friday, February 20, 2009

    Still Retardation.

    Day 5 (roughly) of blog retardation.
    Day 5 of not talking to him.

    Wow, maybe I can blame my blog meltdown on him. XD
    So anyway. I just watched Gran Torino, and it was actually pretty awesome. Clint Eastwood ftw baby. He's super funny in it, this extremely grouchy, extremely sarcastic, extremely insulting old war veteran who fought in Korea and is very against what he calls "gooks", which basically means Asians.
    So funny. And really good storyline too.
    Anyway, just watch it ya'll.
    I have Merentas Desa tomorrow. I get to walk! XD Encik Mustafa permission. LOL.

    Okay anywayy. It's Sammie's birthday tomorrow! Happy be-earlied birthday babe, I hope you have a great one tomorrow. (:

    Now, I have to see if I have extra batteries for my camera.
    I wish I had extra batteries for myself. I'm going to be EXHAUSTED tomorrow.

    Thursday, February 19, 2009


    "I know that I've got issues, but you're pretty messed up too." - Kelly Clarkson, My Life Would Suck Wihtout You

    Yeesh. This thing is STILL retardation and I don't know how to fix it. I don't want to have to delete my blog!! D<

    Too many memories. Most are very very tres embarassing. XD
    All my muscles are aching INSANELY coz of our new coach who's pretty damn good. ;p
    So yeah. I'm seriously beat now, and I'mma sleep.

    We haven't spoken since Monday.
    Should I? :/

    Wednesday, February 18, 2009

    So, my blog is retarded.
    I don't know what to do. I changed the template but it's still the same.
    Somebody who knows HTML business and whatever crap follows, kindly let me know and HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

    Anyway. Arleena gave us giant roses today!! 8D
    She's so adorablis, we have to get her something awesome for her birthday. ;p
    Okay. I don't have much to say, except that I'm still kind of mad, but then not really, more exasperated than anything else.
    So uhm yeah.
    I have cheer tomorrow morning. Where am I gonna get thirty bucks to pay the coach from?!!? Can't he do it free?? @.@
    Bai ya'll.

    Tuesday, February 17, 2009


    "You hurt me bad, but I won't shed a tear." - Duffy, Warwick Avenue.

    Last night was odd. Odd enough.
    I don't want to write about it since I'm feeling better, so let's skip that.
    Happy actual birthday, Nessa! (:

    I want Agent Provocateur stuff. Ho!
    OMG Mishi showed me this shoe brand called Pleaser. They have the most ADORABLIS shoes EVA! Hahahaa.
    I don't know whats wrong with my Blogger. When I go to my own page, EVERYTHING on the right side - my cbox, my links, everything - goes DOWN. Underneath my posts. Is it the same for you guys? It's pissing the hell out of me.
    And now my fonts are weird. I can't change fonts! This is too weird!
    Ohmygosh, I can't even upload photos!! This is just too weird. D<


    Sunday, February 15, 2009


    Alright. I figured out why I always seem to blog about things late.
    I get distracted too easily.

    And Bee Movie is on now, I'm going to be doubly distracted coz I haven't seen it before. XD

    Valentines' Day yesterday.
    I actually had a really really good time. (: 
    Oops, I got majorly distracted.
    Uhmm. I got a rose!! Yay me. From Zen, which was sweet I guess. (:
    Ps Dan did the same old sex talk thing he does every single year, but he spiced it up a little this year. He showed this slide of the girl's brain and the guy's brain. The girl's had this one section for Shoes (XD true) and like one part for Gossip Control Centre (mostly not in use) and stuff like that. I don't remember where sex was.
    Then he showed the guy's brain.
    The guy's brain had two BIG circles in the front and middle of the brain labelled in BIGBOLDLETTERS :


    HAHAHAHAHA. In red too. XD
    So that was pretty hilarious. ;p

    Lol, here it is. The girl's brain has this HUMONGOUS section labelled Headache Generator. XDD Suits Mishi to a tee. Oooh there's a part right on top that says Impulse Shopping!! There we go, that's a really uncontrollable one. XD 
    OMG HAHAHAHAHA! The Sex Initiator Gland is this tiny little thing right in the back of the brain. HAHA. There's an I Told You So gland, probably most active when said girl becomes a mother. XD
    OHNOES! There's this one section called Gold Digging Sensory. HAHA. Teehee, Realization of Wants and Needs is teenytiny. O: There's also.. HAHA Shiny Things and Diamond Factory. LOL. 8D

    Okay, okay. Boy's brain.
    SEX SEX.
    Lol. Oh there we go, Ball Sports is right on top. XD Right in front of Dangerous Pursuits.
    HAHA. Listening Particle is teenyweeny. HAHA. I'm surprised Attention Span is even there. ;p 
    LOL, there's Crotch Scanning, in front of the rather small Toilet Aiming Cell, which is right in front of the veryveryveryveryteenyweenyitsybitsy Domestic Skills. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
    OMG! There's even a section for Avoid Personal Questions At All Costs! LOL and it's in front of Lame Excuses Gland. ;p HAHA there's T.V. Remote Control Addiction Centre. 8D

    It was so funny. I thought he looked like the singer for Secondhand Serenade at first, coz he looked pretty similar. Then Sammie and Nikkil and I went down to Ground floor just to chat and then Leon Lim walks by with Secondhand Serenade boi and Nikkil goes, "He looks like the dude from the Sugus commercial!!!"
    And I was like, "OHMIGOD YOU'RE RIGHT!!!!!!!!! -Sudden realization-
    Sammie didn't know what we were talking about. XD
    Well, we spent most of the time talking about Nikkil in purple swimming trunks (HAHAHAHA) and weird.. Extremely random things.
    And shoes. We talked about shoes. XD

    Inessa's party todayy!
    Haahaa. We had a really good time actually, though I was MIA for two hours coz I had BK class. Nikkil walked out with the name Clarney. I'll let Ins explain THAT on her blog. XDD
    Oops. I got distracted again.
    I was gonna say something about Mal. Then I forgot.
    Yeah. I totally missed out on the cake! I'm so sad, apparently Zoe made this GORGEOUS cake and the ravenous MONKEYS there completely demolished the cake and didn't save a single crumb for me. D<>
    Well, at least I managed to finish Mal's tiramisu with Ins. It was YUMMY. Gosh. ;p
    So happy early birthday Ins! I love you so muchies. ^^

    Okay. I'm going to finish the Bee Movie now! :D

    Friday, February 13, 2009


    Of course, I would like Aelx for my Valentine.
    He is, he just doesn't know it yet. XD
    OMG Teddy Geiger is so sexy in this show. The Rockstar.

    Okay. Well.
    Happy Valentines' everybody. (:
    Holding out some hope for today.


    "Lost and insecure ; You found me." - The Fray, You Find Me

    Mishi already knows this.
    HE was there today.
    In SCHOOL.
    I kind of freaked out.
    Okay, I REALLY freaked out. ;p To the point of almost hyperventilation.
    I'm not exaggerating!!

    I wasn't wearing my glasses coz I was in cheer practice and then I turned and I saw this familiar looking figure walking across the Dataran. I wasn't sure, so I asked KK or Mish.

    "Is that HIM?"

    After much peering, they promptly informed me, "YES."
    Mishi's face was like, get a hold of yourself girl!! Lol.

    So yeah. I didn't manage to say hi, Alia was being BRUTAL today. ;p
    Poor KK. ;p
    I don't care if you have issues! XD

    It's Valentine's Day tomorrow.
    As much as I think it's just another very commercialized day where florists, chocolatiers and Hallmark take advantage of to make more money, I still hold out some hope for it.
    What can I say, I'm a hopeless romantic.
    I guess I have a really long wishlist.

    I'm just hoping I get a rose tomorrow.
    Just one.
    The last time I got a rose was way back in Form 1.
    That was a LONG time ago. ;p

    Thursday, February 12, 2009

    Part 2.

    Food and Zara. (:

    Anger and Retail Therapy.

    I'm not promoting this place.
    It's very bad. ): Mom and I were severely disappointed.
    Tony Roma's is ten times better, and definitely more worth it price-wise.

    Monday, February 09, 2009

    Neon Orange Splatters.

    "But you were far away." - Lovebug, Jonas Brothers.


    Anyway. ;p
    I went for paintball today! :D With Nick, Eugene and Wyman. Pronounced Why-mun.
    It was pretty awesome. I felt kinda awkward at first coz like, I didn't know anyone there but those three fellas and there were quite alot of people. All of them were college people, excluding Eugene's younger brother, who was in Form 4 and knew most of the people there anyway.
    So I sat.. By myself at first. Very lonely. Very very lonely.


    Then Nick introduced me these two college girls (There were only five girls, by the way, me being the youngest.), Joanne and Mei Ling(?). Mei Ling is SUPER cute gah. ;p She's small and cute with short hair. Augh! So cute. ;p
    Joanne was pretty cool. The paintball helmet kept poking the glasses back into her face, so she ended up being partially blind coz she had to take them off. XD
    So I made friends with them coz they were nice. ^^

    Then two of Eugene's friends showed up and I was like, jawdrop.
    SO. Hot.
    Okay, so one was just pretty cute, Han Yang, Eugene's cousin.
    The OTHER one. Gasp.
    Bryan John.. Something, didn't catch his last name from KK.
    He was.. Ah! Sexy.

    Like, beats HIM any day. Ya'll know who the him is. XD
    He was super hot. Like gosh. I thought he was Malay, then he said his name was Bryan and I thought he was Eurasian.
    He's Chindian.
    A really, REALLY hot Chindian.

    Uhm, funny story.
    He got hit in the crotch by a paintball.
    I know, all the boys are going, "OOOOOOOOH OUCH."
    I stood there.. And laughed.
    -hides from rocks-
    It's like, I was standing behind the mound of dirt, trying not to get hit by another paintball after one hit me on the back of my neck (hurt like a bitch). I turn to one side, and there he is, crouched down on the ground with his hands between his legs.
    I.. Burst out laughing.
    When we were done :

    Bryan : Damn, I got hit in the crotch man.
    Everyone : Oh! Dude! Seriously?!
    Kate : -kkkrk-
    Bryan : Yeah! Uhm, someone was laughing at me!
    Everyone : Ohmigod, who!?
    Kate : -thinking, shitshit- Uhm.. I think that was me. -hides face-
    Bryan : Oh right, it was you!! 
    Everyone : Ohmigod, damn bad la you! Evilll!
    Kate : Stop looking at me!!! - hides face in helmet-
    Bryan : -after story-telling- Well.. I would have laughed too.
    Kate : See!!

    Anyway, I'm very good at hiding. XD I only got hit like three times, one on the leg, one on the back of my neck, and one on my arm.
    Eugene got hit like so many times. Bleeding too! Not very much, but still.
    Dunno bout Wyman.
    Nick hardly got hit!

    Bryan kena the worst. XDD
    Han Yang got hit on his neck too. It looked like a lovebite. HAHA.

    Anyway, we went for lunch (Bryan and Han Yang had to go T.T) at McD's and then Nick, Ivy and I went to Eugene's house.
    His house is HUMONGOUS. Bigger than Han Rick's. O:
    Impossible, I know.
    He had a pool in his backyard. And a foozball table.
    His sister kicks ass at that.

    Then Eugene dropped Nick and me off at the LRT station and I rode back by meself from Masjid Jamek to Taman Jaya. Aren't you proud of me?! XD
    So I had like a really good day. (:
    There's school tomorrow. Ngeh. >.<
    3 days. Then off to ISKL we go!! :D
    Haha. Kay, I'm going to sleep, I don't care if I haven't done any homework that I don't know or do-but-have-forgotten about.
    G'night! (:

    P.S. I hope neither Bryan nor Han Yang read this. :x

    Sunday, February 08, 2009

    "The trouble we go through to make them like us when we like them." - Becoming Jane

    Because I have nothing better to do, I'm blogging.
    Anyway. I'm sure ya'll don't get tired of me riiiiiiiiiiight. XD

    Ever feel like just NOT getting out of bed?
    I do. All the time.

    Ever feel anticipation racing through your veins?
    I have.

    Ever felt so let down that you just can't bring yourself to do anything else?
    I have.

    Ever felt rejuvenated, mind, body and soul, and just so excited to share everything with everyone around?
    I do. (:

    Anyway. I'm watching Becoming Jane now, I'm so excited!
    James McAvoy! Oh!


    Oh Harry!

    Harry and Luke Treadaway in Brothers of the Head. How sexy! :D

    Oh Harry! XD
    Harry Treadaway in City of Ember.
    He doesn't look so good here, but he's frigging hot in the movie!

    Saturday, February 07, 2009


    "I love you and I've loved you all along." - Nickelback, Far Away.

    So Valentines' Day is coming up. Let's see what I can dig up about it.

    "An alternative theory from Belarus states that the holiday originates from the story of Saint Valentine, who upon rejection by his mistress was so heartbroken that he took a knife to his chest and sent her his still-beating heart as a token of his undying love for her. Hence, heart-shaped cards are now sent as a tribute to his overwhelming passion and suffering."
    - Wikipedia

    That'll make you think twice about heart shaped cards.

    Internet is being a pain.


    Friday, February 06, 2009


    Blogger's being kinda slow, so you can check the rest of the photos on Facebook. ;p

    I officially LOVE Azuma Masayo, Mal's penpal. He's such a sweetheart!!! -swoon- Hahaa.
    Matsuo Kent is HOT. Lol.


    I'll try again later. D<

    Tuesday, February 03, 2009


    I'm pretty bored. So I shall do the 25 things again. ;p Because so many things about me are like, awesome.
    WHUT! Haha! I'm kidding, honest. ;p
    I won't tag anybody. You can do it if you want to. ;p

    1. I love stripes. I can't wear 'em much, but I love using them as designs on stuff. I have my stripey notebook from Peter Ho's, which is like, GORGEOUS. Lol.
    2. I hate taking candids. D:
    3. I sincerely don't want braces. I know my teeth are crooked and all, but it's not THAT bad right? >.<
    4. I love potatoes.
    5. And cheese. HINTHINT MAL.
    6. I fall in love easily, but I get over myself pretty fast. Usually. :x
    7. I want to wear a mustache one day, just for fun. XD
    8. My brother had a pet snake once, and we used to enjoy feeding it the little white rats. Sadistic, I know.
    9. If I'm trying to take nice photos of myself (alright, ALRIGHT, camwhore XD), then I only look good with like, half my face missing. It can be the top half, or bottom half, but otherwise, it kinda looks like crap. T.T
    10. I like too-long sleeves. ^^ Cosy.
    11. I don't eat bubur chacha (however the hell you spell that), ais kacang, ABC, cendol.. None of that. Yes. People say I'm not Malaysian, I think they're right.
    12. I don't eat durian either. My mom said when I was young, I ate it, puked it up and never ate it again. Trauma!
    13. I have emetophobia. I don't like being around people who feel like puking, are about to puke, are puking and have just puked. I stay as far away from them as possible, and I don't touch them. Don't feel shunned, it's just the way I am. XD
    14. I can't watch horror movies. I only watched Disturbia for Shia Labeouf. XD
    15. I don't own my own pair of sneakers / sports shoes. Weird, I know. I wear sandals for hiking and stuff. Sandals and Crocs are so much more practical than shoes, though. Like, if they get wet, they dry really fast, whereas sneakers and such take a LONG time to dry, and while they're wet, you'll be stomping around going -squishsquish- Uncomfortable? Yes.
    16. Have you ever gone to bed, blinked and found out it was morning? I have. It was so irritating, I felt as if I hadn't slept at all. So I slept somemore. XD
    17. I lovelovelove candles. Especially vanilla scented ones. Heavenly!
    18. I prefer shorts to jeans.
    19. I prefer bracelets and bangles to rings. Even though I quite like rings.
    20. I prefer dogs to cats. But I don't mind cats.
    21. I hate wearing socks to sleep, even when it's really cold. It feels weird!
    22. I dyed my hair two years ago, and up to today, i have golden strands in my hair. WEIRD!
    23. I don't tan, nor do I burn. I burned once, but it only lasted two days, and it was a really light burn. I tan, but only like two shades darker, and only if I've been under the sun for, what, five hours or something? GOSHHH.
    24. I love swimming.
    25. I like to sweat, actually. ;p Exercise and dancing and stuff. Makes me feel goooooooood. (:

    Okay, I guess I should stop now since I've reached 25 and I can't really think of anything else to say.
    And it's getting late and I'm supposed to be sleeping earlier.
    I have no more credit.
    Bai! (:

    Monday, February 02, 2009


    "I am yours, heart and soul!" - Thomas Lefroy, Becoming Jane

    My computer is down, so this is coming from my dad's laptop. Expect less colour. ;p Not used to my dad's laptop, so I'll just be lazy and not bother.
    Anyway, I've been sleeping weirdly over the holidays. It kind of sucks. I only go to bed at 1am and then when I'm in the bed and close my eyes, I can't sleep because my head is on overdrive. And it's not filled with like important stuff, it's just random shit. GOSHHH.
    I finished Misery by Stephen King. When you first put it down, it's like, okay, that wasn't too scary I guess.
    Then you go to bed.
    Turn out the lights.
    Huddle under the covers.
    And your imagination just goes INSANE.
    I kept imagining the Annie Wilkes psycho woman coming after me with her freaking axe and covered in blood, with the ashes of the manuscript still in her mouth and around the edges.
    Then I think about the Paul guy and I get doubly scared, what with his missing foot and thumb.

    I watched Disturbia today.
    Shia was so damn hot in it.
    I can't believe that girl got to French him! I mean, geez.
    She wasn't.. THAT pretty.
    Unless I have already gloated about this, which I very well might have done. ;p

    Forensics are soon, congrats to those who got in! For those who didn't, it's okay, Debbie will get you in as a supporter. XD You can still go and perve on those hot boys! WAHAHA.
    I'm going, but only on the 12th and 13th coz on the 14th NST is having Valentines' Day! (:
    Yes people, the very commercialized day of love is coming up soon. Got anyone special in mind?
    I do, but I'm too chickenshit to do anything much. XD
    I'm actually quite looking forward to Valentines' in NST. (:
    Should be fun, based on what I heard.
    Leo, remember our bet. ;p

    Okay, I guess that's all I've got to say for now.
    He's coming for NST's Sports Day! ^^ At least, I hope he is, he hasn't confirmed yet.
    He said, "Most prolly."
    Which kinda means.. Yes, right? :P
    Okay, baii.
    I'm going to wash my hair.
    And try to remember how to camwhore. ;p

    I forgot to mention!
    Oh how devilishly handsome James McAvoy is in Becoming Jane. -swoon-
    He's so gorgeous!! It's like, OMG!
    That naughty smile. OH!
    -swoons, dies-
    Okay, I'm done.