whut?

"2 parts GOOOOOOOOOOD-looking! Wait, 4 parts." - Tyson Ritter, All American Rejects.

So I have this worst enemy.
Apparently.
Except.. You know, I don't HAVE any enemies.
Soo.. This person doesn't exist.
Coward.

Anyway, moving on. I'm so not going to school tomorrow. It's Maulidur Rasul and they're gonna cart the Moral students off to the hall for some talk or Moral crap. I don't know. I REFUSE TO GOOOOOO!

Lol. The new Windows Messenger is SUPER weird. Sara insisted on installing it and now I tak faham. n.o What do the little coloured squares at the side mean? And how do I check who's who? I can't check the e mail. WEIRDD. I don't know how. ):

OMG! Rafi Gevron is super sexy. Hang on, lemme see if I can find a pic of this hot saucepot.


Rafi Gavron <3


Rafi Gavron and Aaron Yoo. Aaron Yoo is actually 30 this year. Insane right?! Rafi is 20.


Rafi, Aaron Yoo and Michael Cera in Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist.
OH RAFI! ;p

Anyway, on to the post about Death and Ghosts! Or NST'S very own D&G, as I like to call it XD
It was really good! All that work definitely paid off. Everyone said that the deco was really good and looked professional and stuff, but I swear, you guys should have seen it when all the light were on. Tze Quan and I were so depressed!! It looked pathetic. D: But then we turned off the house lights and turned on the coloured lights and it looked GOOD, so that was okay. (: Tze Quan and I spent quite a while putting bubble wrap under the black cloth aisle, which was kind of WASTED, because they opened the OTHER doors, instead of the ones where the black cloth started. Pfft!! It was supposed to have this bones-cracking effect when the people stepped on them. It actually really worked, we tested it out a bit before and was GOOD, but then wasted.
ON THE OTHER HAND, I put out 135 chairs, and there weren't enough chairs. INSANITY!! We didn't expect SOO many people to come, and I think almost 200 people turned up. Already our sanctuary shrank because of the murder scene, LAGI that many people showed up. It was pretty insane, but praise God! ^^ Ps. Dan was so happy.
Krystal, Mallini and Carima came, yay!! Zi Lynn didn't make it ): Neither did Arleena, Debbie and Mishi.
I WILL GET YOU GUYS NEXT TIIIIME! XD
Anyhoo, it went really well, though I came home kind of spooked. I went to sleep and woke up at 2am feeling EXTREMELY creeped out, but I sang a song and eventually got back to sleep at 3am. Sara happily slept like a log, I'm so jealous. D:
So all in all, despite everything that happened, I had a pretty good week last week, Though I'm really glad it's over.
Sports Day is next week. D:
ALYA'S GONNA TORTURE USSS!

Let go, Get over, Move on.

"Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart ; Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart ; Gotta pick myself up, where do I start ; Coz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart." - The Veronicas, When It All Falls Apart.

Soo last night was probably one of the worst nights of my life so far. I know this sounds super dramatic, but in a way, it was kind of life changing.
Last night I lost a friend.
She's not dead.
But she seems to be. I don't know her anymore.
I'm probably dead to her too.
I didn't understand how she could sit there stony faced when we were "talking". She was doing most of the talking, but's that's never been different. I was blubbing (I do that alot ;p) and I knew I would. I didn't know how she couldn't understand how I felt. It kind of struck me that probably she didn't care anymore. It hurts.
But I've accepted that she's moved on from me. That's okay.
I still love her, and I'll still always support her. It's gonna be WEIRD from now on, but I think it'll be okay.
This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do. So far in my life, anyway.
I can only hope for the best for her in her own life. In the meantime, I have to get on with my own.

I need you guys. And I need you to do me a favor.
Don't ask me if I'm okay about it, because I won't be for a while. Treat me like you would normally, I would appreciate that. If I want to tell you about it, I will. If I don't, then I don't.
Thanks guys. (:
I still love you.
God bless.

MORE. ;p

Eco Bag!

Just a few. (: I'll come back later with more!

Buatan Malaysia.

"Why can't it be no two people feel the same way at the same time?" - Xavia, The Submarines.

LOL so Keilly's performance last night was super good!! It was so much fun, and the non-buatan Malaysia in the group was hot. XD But he's like 14. So.. Yeah.;.;

ANYWAY.
TG and Keilly did really well. ^^ TG had to say some stuff at the beginning, the patriotic stuff.. What was it again.. Something Kau telah reda.. Lautan..

SOMETHING LAH.

Anyway. They sang alot of old patriotic songs, and it was actually really nice. I didn't know Malaysia had such nice Malay songs! Haaha. It was a good eye opener. (: I was pleasantly surprised.
I missed Earth Hour though, but I think it went well. ^^ Congrats KL! Lol.
Anyway. I'm gonna go now, I just finished a ton of housework. XD Okay, maybe not a TON, but alot! ;p

AIGHT BAI.

Ray.

"Hey Chris, you were our only friend ; And I know this is belated ; We love you BACK." - Fallout Boy, Grenade Jumper.

"Do you remember why you did it?" - Coheed and Cambria, Once Upon Your Dead Body.

OKAY PEEPS!

KL Design week is coming up, and it's starting Friday with the 1000+7 Eco Bag Exhibition and I'm going on Sunday. ^^ 10am to 6pm.

Here's the website for the other events and stuff.

www.kldesignweek.com

The website is a little bit hard to understand though. I think that the conferences have to be paid for, and from what I gather, they're pretty expensive. Other than that, I'm pretty sure the exhibitions are free, like the Eco Bag one.
I can't participate in the Secret Tent though!! D: It's on the 4th of April and I've got Death and Ghosts to help out with (Which is gonna be cool, I'm calling as many people as possible. ;p) and then Debbie, Mishi and Zi Lynn have their Leo IU day. ): So we can't participate in that one, very very unfortunate. I wanted to do that one quite badly. T.T

Oh well.

ANYWAY.Uhh, if anyone wants to come with me this Sunday, I think you guys can follow me. I THINK. I've got BK, so I'll probably be going after BK.

In other news. XD

I PASSED MY EKONOMI ASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS!!!!!!!!!
I'm SO happy okay. It's my first time passing Ekons. XD I think I shall treat myself to a couple of t-shirts. XD Or ice cream.
No.
T-shirts. ;p

I didn't do so well for my Lit and I'm quite upset about it. ): BUT I WILL DO BETTER! -kiasu spirit- XD My English was just okay, I lost marks in class work XD I hardly ever pass up my stuff.
Taking class photos tomorrow. Bit late to go threading, but what the hey.
OKAY I'M HERE TO PROMOTE ONE MORE THING.

EARTH HOUR.

You've seen it on TV. You've heard about it in the news. You've seen people wearing "I VOTE EARTH" tags.
PARTICIPATE!!
Lol.

Personally, I won't be able to. ): Before you call me a hypocrite, it's coz I'm going for Keilly's performance at KLPAC. Keilly says they'll probably off all the lights on the outside, but the light inside the performing areas will be on (duh).
SO EVERYONE!
Switch off your lights.
Go the extra mile and switch off your fan too.
Don't hide in your air conditioned car okay. You still use gas when you turn the air cond on. XD
I wanted to go gila gila and switch off the fridge as well, but then Keilly talked sense into me. ;p
Kay, I'm going to go and take a nap. I think I'm growing taller, I've been getting really sleepy like super fast. And I'm always hungry now.
I SWEAR I'M NOT JUST EATING COZ I'M GREEEEEDY XD
But I HAVE grown the teeniest bit taller. ^^ -pride-
LOL.
KBai. I have BM later. D:

HEATBEAST.

It's one of those days when the fan just can't go any slower, when you say, "SCREW GLOBAL WARMING, I'M TURNING THE AIR COND ON".

I found a new term!

FAIL WHALE.
XDD

It's on William Beckett's blog (SEXY BECKETT COOKIE)and it's a video his friend made about Twitter. XD It's super cute! And hilarious. It's genius.
ITS WILLIAM BECKETT WOOHOOO.
That's all.

MAYURI JUST CALLED ME A GINGERBREAD MAN!
WHAT THE HECK?!?!

Mistake.

"This door is always open ; This door is always open ; No one has the guts to shut us out." - We Are Scientists, After Hours.

LOL I just realised I wrote "makes" instead of make. XDD
I PASSED MY SEJARAH AND MORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL!!!!!!! 8D
Well, okay, I originally FAILED, but then she was kind and gave me one more mark and I passed! Aren't ya'll proud of me. ^^
Aight, I'm falling asleep so I'm gonna go.
Byeee..

Glow.

"You makes me glow." - Cinematic Sunrise, If Lily Isn't Back By Sunset.

Broken Promises.

"The helium balloon disappears into the sky ; You said you loved me and I kind of believed that ; But these days, who knows what it means." - Last Words, The Real Tuesday Weld.

So I'm pretty sure I failed the No Cussing challenge. I was doing okay till Khai's birthday party. We played a very intense game of Taboo and all the swear words came out XDD
I guess it's pretty funny, but in retrospect, I feel pretty bad about it. PLUS, I was reading my Bible last night (FINALLEHHHH~) and a verse kind of got me. This is in the Message version :

You say, "If someone makes a promise with his fingers crossed, that's nothing ; but if he swears with his hand on the Bible, that's serious." What ignorance! Does the leather on the Bible carry more weight than the skin on your hands? And what about this piece of trivia : "If you shake hands on a promise, that's nothing, but if you raise your hand that God is your witness, that's serious"? What ridiculous hairsplitting! What difference does it make whether you shake hands or raise hands? A promise is a promise. What difference does it make if you make your promise inside or outside a house of worship? A promise is a promise. God is present, watching and holding you to account regardless."
Matthew 23 : 16 - 22

So yeah, I think you can guess why I feel bad about failing the challenge. I was quite gung ho about it, I really thought I could do it. It's SO hard! I didn't think it'd be that hard, but it really was.
I feel bad coz I not only broke the promise I made to myself, but to God as well. I guess I didn't realise that He was "present, watching and holding [me] to account regardless."

I think like this alot. If you make a promise to God, it's like, ULTIMATE seriousness, and promises to anyone or anything else doesn't hold as much weight. This verse kind of woke me up and made me say, you know what, every promise made is important, whether it's that you'll finish your homework, or that you'll call someone after tuition or that you'll listen to a song someone sent to you.

I don't know if I'll try the challenge again, I might. I'm not so sure yet. :/
Anyway.
;p

Lovely.

"La la laaaaa.. I wanna be your Lover ; I wanna be your love." - Lover, Devandra Banhart.

Your smile's on fire.

"Who will save us? Your smile's on fire ; I don't wanna be your favourite enemy." - The Submarines, Xavia.

The most embarrassing thing just happened.
My brother brought a friend home.
my mom is in her room sleeping. I'm sitting here in front of the computer in shorts and a white t shirt.
He looks straight at me.
I smile.
While I'm taking in his looks, which were pretty okay, and his height, he's kinda short, he put his hand out and says while I take it :

"Hello Aunty!!"

D:

I cringe.

YEY~

So we actually did do something. ;p
I had quite alot of fun. We watched Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, which is one of the most adorable shows I have EVER seen. Michael Cera is the cutest geek ever.
REALLY.
Then we went outside and took a few photographs while Nessa held the umbrella for me and then it started getting harder, so we went and sat outside talking and enjoying the wind. It was really nice. (:
Anyway.
I finally know how to resize photos!! :D
Yes, I am THAT jakun, I had ZERO idea on how to do anything to my photos until Azrina taught me the simplest editing tool : Microsoft Office.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
So I am now able to adjust brightness, contrast and midtones. As well as crop, which I could already do because my camera has a trim option, and resize my photos. ^^
I'm so proud of myself. WAH!

SQUEE

I'm at Nessa's.
HAHAHAA.
The Sunday laziness is getting to us, which explains why I'm here blogging and she's behind me using my camera with the flash.
o.o
She's taking pictures of the ceiling.
Anyway.
We're gonna go and.. try doing something.
Ciao.

Groans.

My stomach is very not happy.
I don't know WHYYY.
It's very irritating. ):

Anyway.
EXAMS ARE ALMOST OVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIR~
I'm so glad.
Congrats to all the SPM students who got their results today! To those who did well, AWESOME STUFF and I'm so proud of you guys. (:
To those who didn't do so hot, it's okay. You guys did your best (I hope XD) and I'm proud of you guys anyway!

Besides, it doesn't matter now that you're all in college LOL. ;p
Love you guys!
I gotta go, thunder's a-coming.
-flying kiss-

B-side.

"Bye bye beautiful ; Don't bother to call." - Coheed and Cambria, A Favor House Atlantic.



THAT SONG'S BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD ALL DAYYYYY.

Lol. Exams are almost over, thank goodness. Next week's pretty packed for me, which is the way I like it (:
SPM RESULTS OUT TOMORROW!!!!! O:

Don't worry peeps, I have faith in all of ya'll. (: Good luck!!

I found the awesome-est fashion magazine with the most amazing fashion spread. Photography by Jonathon de Villiers, fashion by Arabella Mills.
They got these Belarusian gymnasts to do the shoot and there's this one dress by Alexander McQueen. OHMAHGAWDFREAKINGPANCAKES ITS THE MOST GORGEOUS SHOT YOU WILL EVER SEE.
Like, holy macaroni.It is so beautiful.
Maybe I'll show ya'll some day. ;p

I saw this article in today's Star Two. The No Cussing Club! I think it's actually a pretty good idea, considering the potty mouths we are today. :X So thanks to McKay Hatch from California for this great idea. (:
I joined it! The No Cussing Challenge that is. So now I'm not supposed to cuss, swear, use bad language or tell dirty jokes.

Man, this is gonna be hard.
But I will!!! -power-
XD
Maybe I'll wear a rubberband round my wrist and ya'll can ping me everytime I swear. XDD

Aight! I'm gonna go, we have Science tomorrow. D:

LOLLERMANIACS.

Okay, I just found this totally GAY photo of Leo and Zen of FB. XDD It's official you guys, they're totally gay. There's so much proof! ;p
I shall post proof here. XDD




-hides from Leo-

DON'T KILL ME!
Oh and I think buttcrack photo's gone. I hope. I didn't dare check. :X

Tell Mick He Just Made My To-Do List Today.

"After all the pain you out me through, I can't stand to see the sight of you." - Saving Abel, After All.

SOOOOOOOOO Hanrick's birthday was quite a blast. ;p I went to Leo's house first to do our present. We got Hanrick a pair of cheapo drumsticks and we drew all over them.
I actually thogught that Leo's was nicer, but like the amount of people who liked mine more was 5 to 1, so LOL. -bragbrag- Don't worry, Leo, I still love yah. ^^ We did an AWESOME job.
Spent dinner with Nicole Tan, Zen, Leo, Kieran, Mel and Sara. It was so funny, we started talking about music at first, all the unknown bands like Coheed and Cambria, Cinematis Sunrise and stuff like that. Then for some WEIRD reason, we moved on to singing old cartoon songs. It was so funny! We did the really kiddy songs, like ones from Stanley and Roly Poly Olie to the older ones like The Addams Family and "John Jacob Jingle Heimer Schmit" in Recess.

SO random. Sigh. ;p
Then Leo, Nicole Tan, Sara and me went swimming. The pool was RIDICULOUSLY cold. ;p We wanted to try pulling Zen in but tak jadi coz he kept running away. XD

OH SHIT.
I JUST SAW A PHOTO OF ME ON FB.
This is very bad.
From Resonate.
And uhm my jeans were loose coz I've lost weight (teehee).
AND THIS IS VERY BAD.
I can see my butt crack.
OHMIGOD WHAT THE HELL FELIX?!!?!?!!?!?!!?!
This is so bad. Daniel Lo, you sure as HELL better delete that photo. The whole world does not - I repeat, does NOT - need to know what my butt cleavage looks like.
THIS IS SO EMBARASSING ARGH!
I'm going to disappear from FB for a while now.
For a long time.
I sincerely hope no one comments on my butt crack photo.
I removed the tag.
I'm going to shut up now.

DANLO DELETE BOTH THE PHOTOS THAT HAVE MY FAT ASS IN THEM!!!!!!!!

And Felix is still ONE of the culprits because he tagged me. RAWR!

hoemgee.

Don't you think I could tell them you were trying to, trying to make a fool out of me? - Chiodos, A Letter To Janelle.

Lol, so exams have started and thank GOD that Ekons and Sejarah and Math 2 are OVERRR. Gosh. Killer subjects.
I hate Ekons lah. I know it's "good for me" and will "help me in the future", but I just don't GET it. Get what I mean?
I can TRY to be interested in it, but I'm just NOT. I pay attention in class, I really do try, but everything just flies over my head. It's like, my brain processes that Ekons is coming up soon and immediately goes into Standby mode. YEESH.

Okay. Enough about Ekonomi Asas.
I have to get up early for bible study tomorrow.
BLAAAAAARGH.
I haven't slept in in AGES and AGES. It's awful!! I want to sleep in! Sleeping in the afternoon does not compare to the pleasures of waking up at 9.30am instead of 6am.
Goshh.
Okay. Must think positive. Bible study, Kate. Bible study.
And it's about Ruth, so that's pretty okay. (:

Okay, so Sunday's Han Rick's birthday partay. Woo! I'm pretty excited bout it, I guess. Don't ask me why, I like parties. XD

Yeah, I don't have much else to write. SORRY my life's kinda boring.
Gosh, I can't wait to go to college. I mean, I know it's gonna be hard and all, but I just can't wait to get OUT of school! Lol, call me ambitious, that's just how I feel.
My blogger is still kind of cacat, and now my Internet is spazzy.
Yeesh.

Uhh okay, I guess I'm done. ;p Everything flew out of my head and I don't wanna lay anything heavy on you guys. You might just label my blog emo and send me to the psych ward. XD
I watched Changeling the other day. It was REALLY good. I watched Rachel Getting Married too, but it was kind of just okay? Some of it was good, but overall, it was okay. (:
I haven't watched Milk. O: Must watch. MUST.
Despite exams.
Argh.

sticky.

"Feel the adrenaline running through my veins." - Britney Spears, Circus.

SOOOOOOOOOOOO I know I've been gone awhile. My Internet's been kinda screwy so lyk yeah. XD
Hmm what to report.
OOH NST Sports' Day was a ton of fun. Seriously! I'm actually TANNED which is kind of bizarre to look at in the mirror. But now that I can see myself tanned, I think I like my fairness better. ;p
My team won! Go Chilli Padis, we're super hot. XD
Uhmmmm what else.
OMG EXAMS D:
Coming very very soon.
Thursday is a KILLER. Sejarah and Maths 2 on the same day!!! Do they want to kill us? Yes they do.

FINALLY! Someone has Katy Perry's Thinking Of You. Been stuck in my head for some time now. I wanna get Lady Gaga's album. D: She's super cool lah!! Lol.

It was Aqila' birthday yesterday!! So lol, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AQILA RAKSASA!! I love you so muchies, I hope you like the squishy doodoll I gave yah. ^^
I know I liked it.
I liked it so much I wanted to keep it. ;.;
But then I compensated with awesome Alice In Wonderland stickers!! :D
Okay. I really should go to sleep now.
Gnight.

Taking Blows.

I was actually going to do a really long rant and whinge but I'm not going to because I've already vented to at least three people, so I feel loads better now.
I only want to say this :

Please don't take me for a punching bag, verbal, emotional and definitely not physical. I really don't like it, and I'm already the punching bag for alot of things.
Am I so punchable?! I know I've got like fats and all but yeah. My stuffing's gone lumpy and I don't want to take it any more.

Okay, 'nuff said.
I'm really very disappointed in him. We haven't spoken since last Monday, and today I made the first move to say "haiii." And then he takes FOREVER to say "heyy."
And that's IT.
Really.
He didn't make any effort to make more conversation, no "how are you, haven't spoken in a while", nothing. I just wanted to see if he would, and he didn't.
What an arse.
Seriously.
The only thing going through my mind then was, "Wow, you really do kinda suck."
And now it's on FB.
And here.
Lol.

YEESH.

I'M SICK. BLAAAAAAAAAAARGH.
Spent the day sleeping. Did some homework, studied, slept slept slept my life away. XD
This weather doesn't help at all. AT ALL.

Hot then cold, then hot then cold.
Like Katy Perry. ;p

Say hi to Mom everyone, she's sitting next to me.
HAI MOM~ -shoutout-

Okay. Waiting for Scott to come home with cd's so I can put the Nose High School photos in them and charge Sonia MONAYYY. ;p
Money money money..

So like. Anyway.
Ben and Isaac I miss you guys LAH. ):
I hope dA has finished being stupid. D< I'm trying to upload my gorgeous photos now. LOL so perasan.
AARGH ITS STILL STUPID.
I don't know howww. It's been like this for THREE DAYS NOW.

Sammie left for Aussie yesterday. For FIVE weeks. Gosh.
Well, she IS going to Tasmania. And then to New Zealand to the land of the sheeps. XD More sheep than people.
WEIRD. O.O

Okay hmm let me see if I can dig up any interesting facts.
Ooh here we go.
According to Yahoo!, the ten best loved bands of all time are :

1. AC/DC
2. Led Zeppelin
3. Neil Young (who?! D:)
4. Stevie Wonder (DEFINITELY)
5. Aretha Franklin
6. The Rolling Stones
7. Jimi Hendrix
8. Elvis Presley
9. The Ramones (I have one song. Blitzkrieg Bop! XD)
10. The Beatles

Aaaand worst bands ever according to nothing-sacred.net are :

10. Pink Floyd
9. Guns 'n' Roses (Metalheads will riot)
8. Limp Bizkit (HEYYY I like these guys ):)
7. John Cougar
6. Led Zeppelin (LOL controversy!)
5. Kiss (HEY, Gene Simmons is COOL)
4. Jimi Hendrix (more controversy)
3. Bob Dylan
2. The Beatles (Ohmy.)
1. The Doors

Who is this nothing-sacred.net anyway!! Bleh.
Ooh, this one's more reliable methinks. It's Blender. I like Blender. Let's see what they say. It's actually top 50 worst artists, but I'll take it from 10.

10. Air Supply
9. Lee Greenwood
8. Vanilla Ice
7. Asia
6. Kansas (Uhm, what? First Asia then Kansas? Lol poor Dorothy.)
5. Starship
4. Kenny G
3. Michael Bolton
2. Emerson, Lake and Palmer
1. Insane Clown Posse (The name sounds bad enough.)

Lol, I don't know any of them, but I know Celine Dion made number 26. XD Jamiroquai number 25. But I liked one of his songs. ;p Mick Jagger at number 13. The Doors again! Number 37.

Okay. I'm still waiting for Scott. Does gym honestly take up so much time?!

Blah.

Deviantart is being stupiddddd and I can't upload my gorgey photos. ;.;
They really are!! I'm so happy with them. ^^

I forgot to mention! Judas Iscariot exploded. XD He bought a field with the money he got by betraying Jesus and the field was on a cliff. As if he wasn't already in much danger. ;p So anyway, he fell off and exploded, or "his intestines fell out of his body."

In other words, he exploded. ^^

Turn Around, Don't Walk Away.

Here's some interesting stuff for you guys from Bible Knowledge! XD
What happened to Jesus' disciples?

1. Andrew - Crucified on an X-shaped cross and suspended on an olive tree in a town of Achaia (Greece). Wonder how they pulled that off.
2. Bartholomew - Crucified upside down and was buried in Armenia (southern Georgia now).
3. James, son of Alphaeus - Stoned to death in Jerusalem by Jews and was bruied there beside the temple.
4. James, son of Zebedee - Beheaded by Herod.
5. John, son of Zebedee - Thrown into a caldron of boiling oil before the Port Latina at Rome, but survived unhurt. The he was banished to the Isle of Patmos, and later died in Ephesus.
6. Matthew - Not known if he was stoned, burned of beheaded. Probably all three. O:
7. Matthias - Stoned and beheaded.
8. Simon Peter - Crucified upside down. He asked to be crucified this way because he felt unworthy of being crucified the same way Jesus was.
9. Philip - Crucified upside down in Eastern Turkey.
10. Simon the Zealot - Died in his sleep at the age of 120 years.
11. Judas son of James - Died in his sleep in Berytus.
12. Thomas - Thrust through all four members of his body (I guess his limbs) with a pine spear in Calamene, the city of India and was buried there.
13. Paul - Beheaded by Nero in Rome, around AD 67.

Wow. Pretty interesting. If only Sejarah was like this.
But the one thing in common with all these men?
They all died from persecution.

Except maybe the ones who died sleeping lah. XD

The only one whose preaching was not recorded was Matthias.
The others had preached everywhere, in Bulgaria (Thracians) to Asia to India to Ethiopia.

Makes me think.

Still Retardation.

Day 5 (roughly) of blog retardation.
Day 5 of not talking to him.

Wow, maybe I can blame my blog meltdown on him. XD
So anyway. I just watched Gran Torino, and it was actually pretty awesome. Clint Eastwood ftw baby. He's super funny in it, this extremely grouchy, extremely sarcastic, extremely insulting old war veteran who fought in Korea and is very against what he calls "gooks", which basically means Asians.
So funny. And really good storyline too.
Anyway, just watch it ya'll.
I have Merentas Desa tomorrow. I get to walk! XD Encik Mustafa permission. LOL.

Okay anywayy. It's Sammie's birthday tomorrow! Happy be-earlied birthday babe, I hope you have a great one tomorrow. (:

Now, I have to see if I have extra batteries for my camera.
I wish I had extra batteries for myself. I'm going to be EXHAUSTED tomorrow.
Ciao.

Rargh.

"I know that I've got issues, but you're pretty messed up too." - Kelly Clarkson, My Life Would Suck Wihtout You

Yeesh. This thing is STILL retardation and I don't know how to fix it. I don't want to have to delete my blog!! D<

Too many memories. Most are very very tres embarassing. XD
Okay.
All my muscles are aching INSANELY coz of our new coach who's pretty damn good. ;p
So yeah. I'm seriously beat now, and I'mma sleep.

We haven't spoken since Monday.
Should I? :/

Okay.
So, my blog is retarded.
I don't know what to do. I changed the template but it's still the same.
AAARGH.
Somebody who knows HTML business and whatever crap follows, kindly let me know and HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
PLEASE.

Anyway. Arleena gave us giant roses today!! 8D
She's so adorablis, we have to get her something awesome for her birthday. ;p
Okay. I don't have much to say, except that I'm still kind of mad, but then not really, more exasperated than anything else.
So uhm yeah.
I have cheer tomorrow morning. Where am I gonna get thirty bucks to pay the coach from?!!? Can't he do it free?? @.@
Bai ya'll.

So.

"You hurt me bad, but I won't shed a tear." - Duffy, Warwick Avenue.

Last night was odd. Odd enough.
I don't want to write about it since I'm feeling better, so let's skip that.
Happy actual birthday, Nessa! (:

I want Agent Provocateur stuff. Ho!
OMG Mishi showed me this shoe brand called Pleaser. They have the most ADORABLIS shoes EVA! Hahahaa.
I don't know whats wrong with my Blogger. When I go to my own page, EVERYTHING on the right side - my cbox, my links, everything - goes DOWN. Underneath my posts. Is it the same for you guys? It's pissing the hell out of me.
And now my fonts are weird. I can't change fonts! This is too weird!
Ohmygosh, I can't even upload photos!! This is just too weird. D<

BLOGGER! D<

Distraction.

Alright. I figured out why I always seem to blog about things late.

I get distracted too easily.

And Bee Movie is on now, I'm going to be doubly distracted coz I haven't seen it before. XD

OKAY. FIRST THINGS FIRST.

Valentines' Day yesterday.

I actually had a really really good time. (: 

Oops, I got majorly distracted.

COMING BACK.

Uhmm. I got a rose!! Yay me. From Zen, which was sweet I guess. (:

Ps Dan did the same old sex talk thing he does every single year, but he spiced it up a little this year. He showed this slide of the girl's brain and the guy's brain. The girl's had this one section for Shoes (XD true) and like one part for Gossip Control Centre (mostly not in use) and stuff like that. I don't remember where sex was.

Then he showed the guy's brain.

OMG HAHA.

The guy's brain had two BIG circles in the front and middle of the brain labelled in BIGBOLDLETTERS :

SEX.

HAHAHAHAHA. In red too. XD

So that was pretty hilarious. ;p

OHOH I FOUND PHOTOS OF THE BRAINS!

Lol, here it is. The girl's brain has this HUMONGOUS section labelled Headache Generator. XDD Suits Mishi to a tee. Oooh there's a part right on top that says Impulse Shopping!! There we go, that's a really uncontrollable one. XD 

OMG HAHAHAHAHA! The Sex Initiator Gland is this tiny little thing right in the back of the brain. HAHA. There's an I Told You So gland, probably most active when said girl becomes a mother. XD

OHNOES! There's this one section called Gold Digging Sensory. HAHA. Teehee, Realization of Wants and Needs is teenytiny. O: There's also.. HAHA Shiny Things and Diamond Factory. LOL. 8D

Okay, okay. Boy's brain.

Muahahaha.

THERE IT ISS.

SEX SEX.

Lol. Oh there we go, Ball Sports is right on top. XD Right in front of Dangerous Pursuits.

HAHA. Listening Particle is teenyweeny. HAHA. I'm surprised Attention Span is even there. ;p 

LOL, there's Crotch Scanning, in front of the rather small Toilet Aiming Cell, which is right in front of the veryveryveryveryteenyweenyitsybitsy Domestic Skills. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

OMG! There's even a section for Avoid Personal Questions At All Costs! LOL and it's in front of Lame Excuses Gland. ;p HAHA there's T.V. Remote Control Addiction Centre. 8D

Okay, okay. So uhmmm. OMG NIKKIL AND I TOTALLY SAW SUGUS BOI!

It was so funny. I thought he looked like the singer for Secondhand Serenade at first, coz he looked pretty similar. Then Sammie and Nikkil and I went down to Ground floor just to chat and then Leon Lim walks by with Secondhand Serenade boi and Nikkil goes, "He looks like the dude from the Sugus commercial!!!"

And I was like, "OHMIGOD YOU'RE RIGHT!!!!!!!!! -Sudden realization-

Sammie didn't know what we were talking about. XD

Well, we spent most of the time talking about Nikkil in purple swimming trunks (HAHAHAHA) and weird.. Extremely random things.

And shoes. We talked about shoes. XD

OKAY.

NEXT THING.

Inessa's party todayy!

Haahaa. We had a really good time actually, though I was MIA for two hours coz I had BK class. Nikkil walked out with the name Clarney. I'll let Ins explain THAT on her blog. XDD

Oops. I got distracted again.

I was gonna say something about Mal. Then I forgot.

x)

SO ANYWAY.

Yeah. I totally missed out on the cake! I'm so sad, apparently Zoe made this GORGEOUS cake and the ravenous MONKEYS there completely demolished the cake and didn't save a single crumb for me. D<>

Well, at least I managed to finish Mal's tiramisu with Ins. It was YUMMY. Gosh. ;p

So happy early birthday Ins! I love you so muchies. ^^

Okay. I'm going to finish the Bee Movie now! :D

Mmm.

Of course, I would like Aelx for my Valentine.

He is, he just doesn't know it yet. XD

OMG Teddy Geiger is so sexy in this show. The Rockstar.

HILARIOUS.

Okay. Well.

Happy Valentines' everybody. (:

Holding out some hope for today.

ohgosh.

"Lost and insecure ; You found me." - The Fray, You Find Me

SO ANYWAYYY.

Mishi already knows this.

HE was there today.

In SCHOOL.

WHAT.

I kind of freaked out.

Okay, I REALLY freaked out. ;p To the point of almost hyperventilation.

I'm not exaggerating!!

I wasn't wearing my glasses coz I was in cheer practice and then I turned and I saw this familiar looking figure walking across the Dataran. I wasn't sure, so I asked KK or Mish.

"Is that HIM?"

After much peering, they promptly informed me, "YES."

I was like, OMGOMGOMGSHITSHITGASPGASPGASPGASP.

Mishi's face was like, get a hold of yourself girl!! Lol.

So yeah. I didn't manage to say hi, Alia was being BRUTAL today. ;p

Poor KK. ;p

KK YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO DO A NORMAL ELEVATION FASTERRR.

I don't care if you have issues! XD

Okay. 

It's Valentine's Day tomorrow.

As much as I think it's just another very commercialized day where florists, chocolatiers and Hallmark take advantage of to make more money, I still hold out some hope for it.

What can I say, I'm a hopeless romantic.

I guess I have a really long wishlist.

I'm just hoping I get a rose tomorrow.

Just one.

The last time I got a rose was way back in Form 1.

That was a LONG time ago. ;p

Part 2.

Food and Zara. (:

Anger and Retail Therapy.

I'm not promoting this place.

DON'T EAT HERE.

It's very bad. ): Mom and I were severely disappointed.

Tony Roma's is ten times better, and definitely more worth it price-wise.

Neon Orange Splatters.

"But you were far away." - Lovebug, Jonas Brothers.

I ONLY LIKE THAT ONE SONG OKAY.

Anyway. ;p

I went for paintball today! :D With Nick, Eugene and Wyman. Pronounced Why-mun.

It was pretty awesome. I felt kinda awkward at first coz like, I didn't know anyone there but those three fellas and there were quite alot of people. All of them were college people, excluding Eugene's younger brother, who was in Form 4 and knew most of the people there anyway.

So I sat.. By myself at first. Very lonely. Very very lonely.

Yes.

Then Nick introduced me these two college girls (There were only five girls, by the way, me being the youngest.), Joanne and Mei Ling(?). Mei Ling is SUPER cute gah. ;p She's small and cute with short hair. Augh! So cute. ;p

Joanne was pretty cool. The paintball helmet kept poking the glasses back into her face, so she ended up being partially blind coz she had to take them off. XD

So I made friends with them coz they were nice. ^^

Then two of Eugene's friends showed up and I was like, jawdrop.

SO. Hot.

Okay, so one was just pretty cute, Han Yang, Eugene's cousin.

The OTHER one. Gasp.

Bryan John.. Something, didn't catch his last name from KK.

He was.. Ah! Sexy.

SERIOUSLYYYYYY.

Like, beats HIM any day. Ya'll know who the him is. XD

He was super hot. Like gosh. I thought he was Malay, then he said his name was Bryan and I thought he was Eurasian.

He's Chindian.

A really, REALLY hot Chindian.

Gosh.

Uhm, funny story.

He got hit in the crotch by a paintball.

I know, all the boys are going, "OOOOOOOOH OUCH."

I stood there.. And laughed.

-hides from rocks-

IT WAS FUNNY AT THE TIME OKAY!

It's like, I was standing behind the mound of dirt, trying not to get hit by another paintball after one hit me on the back of my neck (hurt like a bitch). I turn to one side, and there he is, crouched down on the ground with his hands between his legs.

I.. Burst out laughing.

HE SAW ME HAHAHA.

When we were done :

Bryan : Damn, I got hit in the crotch man.

Everyone : Oh! Dude! Seriously?!

Kate : -kkkrk-

Bryan : Yeah! Uhm, someone was laughing at me!

Everyone : Ohmigod, who!?

Kate : -thinking, shitshit- Uhm.. I think that was me. -hides face-

Bryan : Oh right, it was you!! 

Everyone : Ohmigod, damn bad la you! Evilll!

Kate : Stop looking at me!!! - hides face in helmet-

Bryan : -after story-telling- Well.. I would have laughed too.

Kate : See!!

LOL.

Anyway, I'm very good at hiding. XD I only got hit like three times, one on the leg, one on the back of my neck, and one on my arm.

Eugene got hit like so many times. Bleeding too! Not very much, but still.

Dunno bout Wyman.

Nick hardly got hit!

Bryan kena the worst. XDD

Han Yang got hit on his neck too. It looked like a lovebite. HAHA.

Anyway, we went for lunch (Bryan and Han Yang had to go T.T) at McD's and then Nick, Ivy and I went to Eugene's house.

His house is HUMONGOUS. Bigger than Han Rick's. O:

Impossible, I know.

He had a pool in his backyard. And a foozball table.

His sister kicks ass at that.

Then Eugene dropped Nick and me off at the LRT station and I rode back by meself from Masjid Jamek to Taman Jaya. Aren't you proud of me?! XD

So I had like a really good day. (:

There's school tomorrow. Ngeh. >.<

3 days. Then off to ISKL we go!! :D

Haha. Kay, I'm going to sleep, I don't care if I haven't done any homework that I don't know or do-but-have-forgotten about.

G'night! (:

P.S. I hope neither Bryan nor Han Yang read this. :x

"The trouble we go through to make them like us when we like them." - Becoming Jane

Because I have nothing better to do, I'm blogging.

Again.

Anyway. I'm sure ya'll don't get tired of me riiiiiiiiiiight. XD

Ever feel like just NOT getting out of bed?

I do. All the time.

Ever feel anticipation racing through your veins?

I have.

Ever felt so let down that you just can't bring yourself to do anything else?

I have.

Ever felt rejuvenated, mind, body and soul, and just so excited to share everything with everyone around?

I do. (:

Anyway. I'm watching Becoming Jane now, I'm so excited!

James McAvoy! Oh!

-swooooooooooooooondies-

Hahah.

Oh Harry!

Harry and Luke Treadaway in Brothers of the Head. How sexy! :D

Oh Harry! XD

Harry Treadaway in City of Ember.

He doesn't look so good here, but he's frigging hot in the movie!

Lovelovelovelovelove.

"I love you and I've loved you all along." - Nickelback, Far Away.

So Valentines' Day is coming up. Let's see what I can dig up about it.

"An alternative theory from Belarus states that the holiday originates from the story of Saint Valentine, who upon rejection by his mistress was so heartbroken that he took a knife to his chest and sent her his still-beating heart as a token of his undying love for her. Hence, heart-shaped cards are now sent as a tribute to his overwhelming passion and suffering."

- Wikipedia

That'll make you think twice about heart shaped cards.

Internet is being a pain.

Bai.

Ohaiyo!

Blogger's being kinda slow, so you can check the rest of the photos on Facebook. ;p

I officially LOVE Azuma Masayo, Mal's penpal. He's such a sweetheart!!! -swoon- Hahaa.

Matsuo Kent is HOT. Lol.

EDIT..

STUPID FACEBOOK ISN'T WORKING.

I'll try again later. D<

homineehominee.

I'm pretty bored. So I shall do the 25 things again. ;p Because so many things about me are like, awesome.
WHUT! Haha! I'm kidding, honest. ;p
I won't tag anybody. You can do it if you want to. ;p

1. I love stripes. I can't wear 'em much, but I love using them as designs on stuff. I have my stripey notebook from Peter Ho's, which is like, GORGEOUS. Lol.
2. I hate taking candids. D:
3. I sincerely don't want braces. I know my teeth are crooked and all, but it's not THAT bad right? >.<
4. I love potatoes.
5. And cheese. HINTHINT MAL.
6. I fall in love easily, but I get over myself pretty fast. Usually. :x
7. I want to wear a mustache one day, just for fun. XD
8. My brother had a pet snake once, and we used to enjoy feeding it the little white rats. Sadistic, I know.
9. If I'm trying to take nice photos of myself (alright, ALRIGHT, camwhore XD), then I only look good with like, half my face missing. It can be the top half, or bottom half, but otherwise, it kinda looks like crap. T.T
10. I like too-long sleeves. ^^ Cosy.
11. I don't eat bubur chacha (however the hell you spell that), ais kacang, ABC, cendol.. None of that. Yes. People say I'm not Malaysian, I think they're right.
12. I don't eat durian either. My mom said when I was young, I ate it, puked it up and never ate it again. Trauma!
13. I have emetophobia. I don't like being around people who feel like puking, are about to puke, are puking and have just puked. I stay as far away from them as possible, and I don't touch them. Don't feel shunned, it's just the way I am. XD
14. I can't watch horror movies. I only watched Disturbia for Shia Labeouf. XD
15. I don't own my own pair of sneakers / sports shoes. Weird, I know. I wear sandals for hiking and stuff. Sandals and Crocs are so much more practical than shoes, though. Like, if they get wet, they dry really fast, whereas sneakers and such take a LONG time to dry, and while they're wet, you'll be stomping around going -squishsquish- Uncomfortable? Yes.
16. Have you ever gone to bed, blinked and found out it was morning? I have. It was so irritating, I felt as if I hadn't slept at all. So I slept somemore. XD
17. I lovelovelove candles. Especially vanilla scented ones. Heavenly!
18. I prefer shorts to jeans.
19. I prefer bracelets and bangles to rings. Even though I quite like rings.
20. I prefer dogs to cats. But I don't mind cats.
21. I hate wearing socks to sleep, even when it's really cold. It feels weird!
22. I dyed my hair two years ago, and up to today, i have golden strands in my hair. WEIRD!
23. I don't tan, nor do I burn. I burned once, but it only lasted two days, and it was a really light burn. I tan, but only like two shades darker, and only if I've been under the sun for, what, five hours or something? GOSHHH.
24. I love swimming.
25. I like to sweat, actually. ;p Exercise and dancing and stuff. Makes me feel goooooooood. (:

Okay, I guess I should stop now since I've reached 25 and I can't really think of anything else to say.
And it's getting late and I'm supposed to be sleeping earlier.
I have no more credit.
Bai! (:

Finalleh.

"I am yours, heart and soul!" - Thomas Lefroy, Becoming Jane

My computer is down, so this is coming from my dad's laptop. Expect less colour. ;p Not used to my dad's laptop, so I'll just be lazy and not bother.
Anyway, I've been sleeping weirdly over the holidays. It kind of sucks. I only go to bed at 1am and then when I'm in the bed and close my eyes, I can't sleep because my head is on overdrive. And it's not filled with like important stuff, it's just random shit. GOSHHH.
Anyway.
I finished Misery by Stephen King. When you first put it down, it's like, okay, that wasn't too scary I guess.
Then you go to bed.
Turn out the lights.
Huddle under the covers.
And your imagination just goes INSANE.
Goshhh.
I kept imagining the Annie Wilkes psycho woman coming after me with her freaking axe and covered in blood, with the ashes of the manuscript still in her mouth and around the edges.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH.
Then I think about the Paul guy and I get doubly scared, what with his missing foot and thumb.
SICK, I TELL YOU, SICK.

Lol.
Anyway.
I watched Disturbia today.
Shia was so damn hot in it.
It was UNBELIEVABLE.
I can't believe that girl got to French him! I mean, geez.
She wasn't.. THAT pretty.
D<>)
Unless I have already gloated about this, which I very well might have done. ;p

Forensics are soon, congrats to those who got in! For those who didn't, it's okay, Debbie will get you in as a supporter. XD You can still go and perve on those hot boys! WAHAHA.
I'm going, but only on the 12th and 13th coz on the 14th NST is having Valentines' Day! (:
Yes people, the very commercialized day of love is coming up soon. Got anyone special in mind?
I do, but I'm too chickenshit to do anything much. XD
I'm actually quite looking forward to Valentines' in NST. (:
Should be fun, based on what I heard.
Leo, remember our bet. ;p

Okay, I guess that's all I've got to say for now.
He's coming for NST's Sports Day! ^^ At least, I hope he is, he hasn't confirmed yet.
He said, "Most prolly."
Which kinda means.. Yes, right? :P
Okay, baii.
I'm going to wash my hair.
And try to remember how to camwhore. ;p

I forgot to mention!
Oh how devilishly handsome James McAvoy is in Becoming Jane. -swoon-
He's so gorgeous!! It's like, OMG!
That naughty smile. OH!
-swoons, dies-
Lol.
Okay, I'm done.