DAMNIT RAWR. I can't seem to post my Tumblr link up here. So irritating!! Blogger is intent on not letting me post up the link. MORE REASON TO MOVE TO TUMBLR. D<

Copy paste the link, I guess. AND SAVE THE LINK. I'm outta here. ;p

Peace!! I'll be deleting this blog in about two weeks or so.

randomosityandabstractism.tumblr.com

RAWR

Grrr, trying to post up pics, but for some reason, blogger's refusing to load them. D< i don't know whyyy. TUMBLR, HERE I COME.

Keep holding on.

"Here comes the feeling you thought you'd forgotten." - Vampire Weekend, Horchata.

Soooo, update on my non-existent love life.

He totaaaally shot me down.

Okay, that's not fair. But I'm hurt, aren't I entitled to be unfair and unreasonable?!?! T.T But no, I really am being unfair. At least he was honest with me. Apparently, I'm not his "type". i'm like, geez, what IS your type then?? Don't lead me on. ): But he said he sent me e mails and texts to tell me how he felt, but I never got them. But i do kinda think that's cowardly. Do you think so? He couldn't have told me straight to the face? He couldn't have at least asked, "Did you get my email?" Or anything like that. Of course i thought he was still into me. Goshhh. Couldn't have been that difficult. And I still treated him the way i did when we first liked each other, with hearts and stuff.... I don't wanna talk too much about that. I mean, i knew something was different.. And I DID kind of sorta lose interest after a while because he wasn't returning my affections much. But the thought of him coming here got me excited and thinking, hey maybe something could happen, and I started liking him again. And damn, now that I think about it.. I hinted alot at dates. GAH. Talk about embarrassing.

Stupid boys. T.T

Anyway, I'm not emo-ing anymore. I refuse to be emo. There has to be SOME guy SOMEWHERE willing to be with me. Am I that repulsive??? D: I seem to repel boys. I mean, geez. I've been single for five years already, and I've only ever had a boyfriend ONCE in my life. DEAR GOD, WHEN WILL THIS ENDLESS LONELY HEART SPELL END?!?!?!?!!?

I only seem to attract weird guys. @.@

Okay. I'm going to stop with this pity party. Kate! You have assignments to focus on!!

The taste of rain is in the air.

"Coz i'm always where I need to be ; And I always thought I'd end up with you ; Yes, with you." - The Kooks, Always Where I Need To Be.

I just read someone's blog (Shan't say who), and all i can say is :

THANK YOU GOD, FOR THE FRIENDS I HAVE.

Seriously. If I had a friend like the person whose blog I just read, I think I might go crazy. Exhausted by all that drama, and drained from having to dole out advice day after day because that person was too dense to take it the first time.

Thinking of getting tumblr. It's more artsy XD Che-wah, like I'm so artsy myself.

I'd like to think so, anyway. ;p

I really need to start taking photographs again. i haven't photographed anything much in a while. I miss being behind the camera.

RAWR!~

Bandersnatch!

"You're an angel, I'm a devil ; But we'll meet somewhere in between." - Hawthorne Heights, Somewhere In Between.

Watching Alice In Wonderland on DVD. :D

To my dear blog stalkers, ie. Belinda, Rathika, KayJen, etc. Be so kind as to leave me a message in my cbox next time you come a-visiting so I know you visited! Pleeease? Lol.

Aight. Back to Alice! :D

Shoobedoop.

"Are we growing up, or just going down? It's just a matter of time before we're all found out ; There's a sunset in my brain ; And I need to take a pill to make this all feel okay." - Fallout Boy, Sophomore Slump or Comeback of the Year.

Maan, I missed that song :D

Sitting in Creative Thinking class now, and feeling extremely ridiculously bored. Not that Mr Chung is not cool (Okay, he's not), but he's not exactly "creative", in that sense. I had higher hopes for this class. I guess you can say it's not what I expected. I certainly wasn't expecting to sit in class 2 hours a day and look at a bunch of slides on a really ancient projector.

XD I hope the IACT office people don't read this. HAHAHAHA~

Anyway. I should probably pay attention now, like KayJen, who's next to me and is actually taking notes. Walao. ;p

Hot Cha Cha.

"Back to where we started ; Losing who we are ; Everybody knows that you break your neck to keep your chin up." - Copeland, Chin Up

Gah, today was a hot day. i'm sitting right here in the living room, and am sweating. I'm not doing anything! But I'm sweating. Eurgghhh I really need a shower.

CG is boring, and Micheal Choong is so not hot XD Rathika! So not. I stared at him five times today, and he's still not goodlooking. ;p

Tomorrow will be another full day. Classes from 9am to 3pm, then helping Rathika's group do a photoshoot for their KITA project, and then off to One Utama for movie with cell. Thank goodness we have Friday off, I can sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

Lalala~

I love this guy's hippie-boho look. Suuuper nice :D

Today I found out that people stalk my blog O: Haha! HELLO TO BELINDA AND RATHIKA, AND KAYJENPAYJEN XD Love you people. i wasn't being mean in the last post btw, I was just.. telling it like it is. Ooooops. ;p

Anyway, quick update : What's happening? Not much. Big assignment due next week, and a tonne more as well. OMG. I really must get started on them. Gah. Isn't first semester supposed to be lazy and relaxing?? I'm getting stressed. I really need some retail therapy. Thank goodness for the Chicpop Street Market coming up on Saturday! Totally going for it with Rathika and Fatima, and maybe Bel and Inessa too. Let's see, what else.

Not much is happening. I still have no boyfriend XD Not particularly interested in anyone at the moment. At least, I don't think so ;p But I now have more guy friends than I have ever had in my entire life, which is pretty awesome. I blame girl's school. ;p

Wokay, I'm gonna continue lookbookin'. ;p See ya'll!

I owe you one.

Lol. I haven't been here in a while, FB and Twitter and IACT have taken over my life. XD Anyway, I really feel I owe this loyal blog of mine a post. So here goes!

College has been pretty great so far. I was quite disappointed when Joel and Jordan and Sylvia stopped hanging out with us much. It was pretty sudden. But in a way, I'm kind of.. I don't know. Relieved? I mean, it's not like I really ever had much to say to them anyway. But i guess I'm kind of disappointed with myself, for not getting to know them better. But, who knows, maybe God has a better, or bigger plan for me. (: Anyway, I've made awesome-er friends. Sam, Fatima and Belinda are my homies. Leo, Josh, Kay Jen and Fido are fast becoming my homies too! They're totally awesomesauce (:

I'm currently heading a pretty big project. For mass comm, we're supposed to come up with three ways to portray love, friendship and unity. So we came up with the idea of a stop motion video. and Fido ingeniusly came up with F.L.U., which stands for Friendship, Love and Unity. Get it?? XD Anyway, so we start off quite typically, with a Chinese dude (Fido) helping a Malay girl (Fatima) at the bus stop, and giving her a place to sit down. Then Fido will sneeze, and Fatima will pass him a tissue, thus the flu is spread to her! Next scene, we have Fatima helping an Indian girl (Mallini) in the library to do some work. They talk, do work together, natter, etc etc. Then you'll see a the hands on a watch passing, showing that they spent quite some time together, they get up and hug. Fatima sneezes, Mallini passes her a tissue. Flu is spread!

So it continues like that for another 3 scenes, different scenarios, but all showing that F.L.U. is being spread. Right at the end, we have a whole bunch of different people holding up cards that say "WE ALL HAVE THE F.L.U.", with F.L.U. being on separate cards, then they'll be turned around to show the meanings.

TADAAA! Damn cool right? XD

We'll also have a banner with headshots of as many people as possible, saying "WE ALL HAVE THE F.L.U." and t-shirts that say the same thing.(: If you think it's cool, and feel like supporting it, tell me if you want a t-shirt! :D I'll make one for ya. ;p

So yeap. Tomorrow we're shooting again, and again on Friday.

I'm booked.

But I know, by God's grace, it's gonna be excellent. I hope so.

They won't let me put lessthanthree as a title ):

"With quiet words I'll lead you in." Anberlin, Unwinding Cable Car.

HI BLOG. ;P
I know I haven't been blogging a lot. Twitter's fast becoming my new best friend (: But I feel like I owe you a post, so here we go :D

So, college has started :D So far, things have been pretty cool. I've made quite a lot of friends. Everyone's been pretty great so far (: We went out to play pool and foozball and watch Date Night as a group, which is a HILARIOUS movie :D I had fun. Couldn't join them for karaoke after the movie though, I had to go for cell. But cell was pretty great too! Inessa brought JC, Anthony and this new guy, Zhe. I think they had fun. At least, I hope they did ;p

OMG, JC is soooooo cute. I hope no one who knows him sees this XDD

OK BAI

Brilliant :D

"I think you're just so pleasant ; I would like you for my own." - She & Him, Why Do You Let Me Stay Here?

moARTe was today, and it was brilliant :D From the deco to the music to the drama and dancing, if you ask me, everything was almost perfect (: We weren't ABSOLUTELY perfect, but I think we were pretty damn close.

ALL YA'LL WHO MISSED IT SUCK.

But you can redeem yourself! We're doing ANOTHER show on the 17th of April, which is next Saturday, so come catch the experience! You'll be thrilled. Really.

Photos soon.. Hopefully. ;p

So Long

"Goodbye my almost lover ; Goodbye my hopeless dream ; I'm trying not to think about you ; Can't you just let me be? ; So long my luckless romance ; My back is turned on you ; Should have known you'd bring me heartache ; Almost lovers always do." - A Fine Frenzy, Almost Lover.

URGH.

"He's got looks that books take pages to tell." - Mika, Blame It On The Girls.

I'm too lazy to write proper posts nowadays. Not that I have that much to write. ;p

Here's a list of fashion pet peeves. I'll try finding photos.

1. Boyfriend pants. I HATE THESE. Why on earth would you wear your boyfriend's baggy jeans when they're 5 times baggier on you?? I hate the look. ARGH. Worse than harem pants really.



Horrible.

2. Socks and high heels. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. It's not so bad if said person has long lean legs and is wearing smooth up-to-the-knee socks. But if you have thicker legs (like moi), for the love of God, DON'T WEAR SOCKS AND HEELS. They'll get bunched up around your ankles and make you look worse. EW.




3. Short shorts that are so short, I can see your butt cheeks hanging out. This is bad. Real bad. I saw this in OU once and it scared me to death. Fat girls, skinny girls, no matter what your size is, this is a BIG disaster. No one wants to see your ass cheeks making an appearance from under your teeny shorts, thanks very much.



I shudder.

4. This is a biggie for guys : Jeans with stuff printed all over them in COLOR. OHMYGAWWWWD. It was awful. I once saw an old guy (probably late 30's?) walking around wearing a cobalt blue V-neck t shirt that went down the middle of his chest, exposing ugly chest hair. If that wasn;t bad enough already, he turned around and the back pockets of his jeans were HUGE, with thick, colorful stripes running across them. OMG. I almost died. My mom was laughing so hard at my horror.



This one isn't so bad. But still bad.

5. Older women who wear graphic tees. I saw this woman who was probably 40+, and she was wearing a t shirt that said "Smoke The Weed". o.O Worse are old mothers who're fat in the middle and insist on wearing baby tees with words on them covered in rhinestones, sequins and glitter. Oh. My. -dies-

Couldn't find a picture. Just go to One Utama.

That's all for now I guess ;p

Fat boys!

"Love's not a grave, it won't decay on you." - As Tall As Lions, Love, Love, Love, Love.

Sometimes, I open this window to put up a new post, then I toddle around all my other windows like FB, Youtube or Twitter, and I never end up putting anything substantial in here. XD

Time for some musings!!

Is it considered bad taste to photograph a graveyard? I mean, surely it's not a terrible thing to want to photograph the landscape that's filled with graves for art's sake. Maybe it is. I don't know. I was at the graveyard the other day for Cheng Beng, and I was like, hmmmmmmmmmm is it bad to photograph a graveyard, and my brother and parents were like, YEAH. So I guess I shall never photograph a graveyard. But, I must admit, it would be seriously creepy. XD And I will never be able to get that stupid show Shutter out of my mind, even though I never actually saw it. Trailers were bad enough.

I just watched Lady Gaga's Telephone video. It was WEIRD. XD

More musings.

I wonder if fish can fly.

LOL. Watched Alice In Wonderland last night. It was pretty okay, the set design was amazing, the Red Queen was sheer awesomeness, I <3 Tweedledum and Tweedledee, the March Hare and Absalom. I hated the Dormouse. Mad Hatter was definitely not mad enough! D< Cheshire Cat was pretty cool, but he didn't laugh enough if you ask me. I would have made him laugh maniacally all the time. White Queen sucked pretty bad. Sorry Anne Hathaway, I love your work, but this was definitely not your kind of thing. AND YOU FAILED MISERABLY AT CHANNELING NIGELLA LAWSON. D< FAIL.

I was slightly disappointed with the Mad Hatter. He was sooooooooooo depressing. ): I did like that he turned out to be a fashion designer though. XD Cute. The ending was super anticlimatic, when she just chopped off the head of the Jabberwocky. Agh, soo boring that part. I like the Jabberwocky though, he was definitely scary enough, and I liked that his wings were tipped with actual hand-like fittings, instead of a hook like dragons. If that makes sense.

I don't think I'll be watching it again though. Or maybe I will, just for the Red Queen. XD She was GREAT.

"FAT BOYS!! Where are my fat boys?! I love my fat boys."

My head is spinning

"I've been thinking about you lately ; You're on my mind ; You do something to me, baby ; In ways I can't describe." - Alphabeat, The Spell.

"We will sing sing sing and make music in the heavens ; We will shout Your praise ; Grateful that You hear us when we shout Your praise ; Lift high the name of Jesus." - Chris Tomlin, Sing Sing Sing.

Result!

"Who gives a fuck about an Oxford comma? I saw those English dramas too ; They're cruel." - Vampire Weekend, Oxford Comma

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

6A'S DUDE. Including 1119 lah, but I don't give a damn, it's an A anyway. ;) So I beat every boy in my family (John doesn't count because he didn't even do SPM), but yeah. I did! :D That was kinda my goal. Unfortunately, I didn't get an A in BM. I was like, WTF?!? I WAS SUPPOSED TO!! Pulak, I got a B+, but I guess it's okay (: I was a little bit mad about that. I passed my Ekons though!!! AND my Moral :D

Aaaaaah. I'm quite relieved. And soon, the next challenge arrives : COLLEGE!! :D

I'm excited.

Congrats to Debbie for 9 freaking A's!!!! I'm so proud of you hun. To Michi as well, for 8A's including 1119, that's amazing babe :D Zi Lynn, high five on passing EVERYTHING INCLUDING EKONS XDD and the A+ in Lit! :D TO AQILA, WHO PASSED EVERYTHING. Except Ekons, but that doesn't really matter XD I'M SO PROUD AND RELIEVED.

Also, kudos to Nicole with 7A's, Joanne with 8A's, Yi Ying with 9A's and David for a freaking phenomenal 12A's. O: Blew my mind.

The fact that Tze Quan scored 13A's is no surprise XD BUT CONGRATS ANYWAY :DDD <3 And Charissa for 12A's!!!

Ah. Now I don't feel so smart. XD OH WEEEELL.

Please please please let me get what I want

"Sunday morning, wake up early ; Skip church service to find my Jesus ; I know it sounds so sacrilegious ; But I just don't belong in a place like that ; I love the cause but not the act ; Coz Jesus was a friend and not a judge ; He loved the sinners as much as he loved the little ones ; That man was love and not an act." - Nevershoutnever!, Sacrilegious.

Blah. I have to start taking photos again. i haven't for a while, and I think my camera is rusting. XD

Hm, let's see what's been going on :

1. I finally know what college I'm going to! :D Joining Inessa at IACT together with Leonard. I'm pretty excited really. (: I start April 12.
2. ALICE IN WONDERLAND IS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T WAIT. 8D
3. Mallini joined baking classes in MIB. Go Mal! <3
4. Joining the church committee for Easter event. I think it's gonna be fun. :D
5. Back to the pole! Hahaa.

That's about it for now. Not to mention that a certain someone is utterly confusing me and I just can't figure the person out. Damn. Boys. But anyway! Have a nice week ya'll ;)

Free Association.

grass green recycle paper draw fashion clothes jackets cardigans buttons cute toys bunnies fluffy pillow sleep good awesome God grace ballet dance jazz street stepup robert hoffman torso adam g. sevani youtube videos dance-off miley cyrus hannah montana jackson funny movies comedy zombieland zombie farm crops circles dots dress empire cut wrist blood vampire twilight robert pattinson awful hair

Okay I'm done. LOL.

No they don't.

"You'll shine like gold in the air of summer." - Kings of Convenience, Gold In The Air Of Summer.

HAHA!

I never want to let you go.

"I just wanna be happy." - Leona Lewis, Happy.

GAH! I'm nervous about tomorrow. I have to go to the studio place and hang around and I'm kinda scared coz I don't know what to do. :x

Wheee~

"Ke$ha must act like a drunken whore at all times." - The Key Of Awesome, Ke$ha Tik Tok Parody : Glitter Puke.
XD It's hilarious, go youtube it.

"One last time ; Before you go ; If I let you leave ; Promise you'll return to me, darling." - Between The Trees, One Last Time (Darling).

That song is sooo sweet. Brings tear to my eye. -sniff-

Anyway! On with the exciting stuff!!

I'm getting an internship in a studio. An actual photography studio. With this commercial photographer who is also a fine arts photographer.

I'M SO DAMN EXCITED!! I really am. I'm meeting him on Wednesday to talk about when I start and things like that. :DD

Hmm. Whats lined up this week.

Work on Monday.
Bumming on Tuesday. Hopefully popping class.
Work again on Wednesday, and then talking to the fella 8D Then cell.
Work again on Thursday.
Pilates on Friday, and hopefully shopping :D HAHA~

Bought Aldo shoes. WOOHOO SAAAALE AT BARGAIN CORNER UNTIL SUNDAY!

Stupid Internet. D< Won't let me download my albums!!!

Aah.

I believe in nothing
Not the end and not the start
I believe in nothing
Not the earth and not the stars

I believe in nothing
Not the day and not the dark
I believe in nothing
But the beating of our hearts

I believe in nothing
100 suns until we part
I believe in nothing
Not in sin and not in God

I believe in nothing
Not in peace and not in war
I believe in nothing
But the truth in who we are.

- 30 Seconds To Mars, 100 Suns.

Wonder is you really care.

"If there's a better way to love you, then show me." - Unknown.

Valentines' is tomorrow. WHoop-de-doo.

Anyway, reunion dinner is almost over (thank goodness, I get so bored) and ang pau collecting starts tomorrow! :D Hahaa. But Kajang only on Tuesday, so will have to wait for the cash to roll in. ;p Sigh.

I feel fat.
Bye!

Valentines? Bah, humbug.

"I guess I had a damn rough night and I'm still piecing it together ; There's a girl in my bed and I haven't even met her ; I had a damn rough night and I can't even remember ; Threw my clothes into the fire and turned into a streaker." - Artist Vs. Poet, Damn Rough Night.

Funny song. XD

Anyway, coming back to the title of my post.

No offence to anyone who is celebrating Valentines day for the FIRST TIME EVER, or celebrating it with a boyfriend who is actually from Malaysia (Ahem.. You know who you are ;p), but seriously. Was the whole point of Valentines day only to make every single (as in, without partner) person left feel like they're going to end up as old men / women with a collection of corncob pipes / 27 cats to keep them company in their old age???
I tell you.. Couples are so sadistic. D<

Valentines Day.
BAH. Humbug!

Ear Candy.

"I'll make it through ; At least, I hope I do." - Jamestown Story, Honest.

Oh man. I'm loving a lot of music at the moment. You Me At Six, Artist Vs. Poet, A Bird A Sparrow, Jamestown Story, Between The Trees. AH! <3

LOL, Zebrahead's Panty Raid album is hilarious. ;p

Check them out guys! All the bands. <3

HILARITY.

HAHA I'm gonna get shot by so many twihards by ♥ Britney ♥ on Polyvore.com

"Underdog ; Just look at the mess you made ; It was a shame we had to find out this way ; Revenge loves company." - You Me At Six, Underdog.

XDD This is just too good.

I'm loving You Me At Six and Artist Vs Poet. C'mon Artist Vs Poet!! Come out with an album already!!!!!

Frazzled!

So currently, I am actually really frustrated.

So here's the deal.

At first, my parents wanted me to do an English degree (Ew.). I wanted to do Photography. No go. Then they though, maybe it's okay if I do Mass Comm. I'm not completely against it, but I don't particularly WANT to do it. Then I though, how bout Visual Communication at Raffles? My dad had a problem with it, so no go. So then we though, maybe Graphic Design degree in KBU. I am personally very happy with that choice, I was so looking forward to being surrounded by all that art and creativity and.. I don't know, I was really embracing it. NOW, my parents are like, hm, you know what, anyone can be a graphic designer, you're so good at English, why don't you do Mass Comm? And I'm not really able to have any say in it because they really honestly think that they know best. And in some ways, I have to admit that, yes, being a copywriter will probably get me more money, but honestly, money is NOT exactly at the top of my list of priorities right now, as much as I know how IMPORTANT money is, but I'm reeeeeeally just after an experience that I'll enjoy.

ARGH! I know, I know I'm probably not making much sense, but I can't describe it.. I feel really helpless.

Help me, God.

"Ooh I love it ; I love it, yeah ; You're a hot mess and I'm falling for you ; And hot damn, let me make you my boo ; Coz you can shake it shake it shake it, yeah you know what to do ; You're a hot mess ; I'm loving it, hell yes." - Cobra Starship, Hot Mess.

Something wrong with the stupid internet.. Again. I can't access Twitter and Hotmail, and Facebook looks all weird. =.=

Anyway, home along again. Jazz and pole yesterday were KILLER. XD Keilly joined us in jazz!! It was pretty fun, but yeah.. Crazy killer. ;p

Cell tonight. I'm bored and don't really have much to say ): Byee!

The days are long.

I want them all. ;p From May Gan's blogshop, http://peek-a-boo-tique.blogspot.com/
Take a look! She's got some real pretty stuff, and it's mostly under RM50. :D

Supposed to get my contacts today, but tak jadi, I'm gonna get them in ANOTHER two days. Gah! I've got astigmatism so it's taking longer. I'm so boooored. There's nothing much to do now that everyone's started college or gotten a boyfriend. I've started going for CLAP (Cell Leader A-something Programme) training, but then I found out I'm not actually supposed to be there because I'm just a Core, not really a cell leader in training, which made me feel really disappointed because it feels as if they think I can't do it. But anyway, I'm still going for the training coz Tabby wants me to. I thought this year was starting off pretty well, but things are starting to drift out of sight abit for me.

In happier news, I'm going to try entering some photos in this competition in which UNICEF collaborated with The World Photography Organisation and the Sony Corporation. I have to take a photo that is related to a pledge, highlighting children's rights : The right to survival, education, health, protection from abuse, harm and exploitation and the right to be heard. I'm thinking of trying to get a photo in every category, and then filtering from there, but I don't even know where to start! Hahaa.. I've got a few ideas but I don't know where to go to take the photographs and things like that lah. Got some stuff to work out, and I have to hand it in by Feb 28, and I really really REALLY want to win. I get to go to Ethiopia to be mentored by Reza AND go to the World Photography Awards and the World Photography Festival in Cannes in FRANCE.

Tell me this is not something to die for.

I'M GONNA WORK MY ASS OFF ON THIS ONE.

Quickie

Just a quick update coz I'm real sleepy :

1) Went to IACT yesterday and the day before for this Ad-Venture workshop thing. It was pretty fun :3 Met a few new people and stuff.
2) Going to the Education Fair tomorrow, and then CLAP training. Augh!
3) Our very first N.Ext cell was great fun!!! I only hope every single one will be just as much fun :D

That's it for now I guess. GAH! I better start college soon, or I will die of boredom. xD

Long for absolution

"The way you taste ; You make it hard for breathing." - Boys Like Girls feat. Taylor Swift, Two Is Better Than One.

So! Livewire Media Conference is officially over, and I once again have nothing to do with my life. XD I got some really great shots, and I think I got better at my skills. :D I hope so!

Anyway, plans for this week : Nada. Only lunch with Daphnie and Su Shern, which I'm pretty excited about because I haven't seen them since the Switchfoot concert which was like, AGES ago. ;p

Did I mention Mom and Sara are back? Hahaa, they are! They lugged home a TONNE of chocolates and TimTams. I am going to die a slow chocolatey death. XD Hey, I'm not complaining. Mom bought me a strapless bra (which is AWESOME), a Roxy dress (It's reeaaaally pretty 8D) and PURPLE SKINNY JEANS BABY. XD They're one size too big though. Which means... -drum roll- WEIGHT LOSS! *w* Loll. I have to go get them altered. She also brought home a bunch of cardigans from Sook Wern (my cousin), so now I don't have to go shopping for cardigans ^^

OMG, there was this guy at Livewire that was just the most ADORABLE THING EVER. He was soo cute. 21 years old. Leon. OMG. I couldn't stop staring. I got to meet him, but only on the last day, so we didn't get to chitchat much. ): But he was soooooo cute. Sigh.

Anyway, I'm going to exercise now. I feel the fat settling in. XD Bye!

Break The Spell

scallops., originally uploaded by im_on_tambourine.

Beautiful photograph :D

Anyway, staying over at Sammie's tonight :3 We're going for belly dancing tonight! I'm quite looking forward to that.

Aaaah I was gonna write abit more, but I'm superrr hungry now. xD

Oh, the tree fell.

Oh, the tree fell., originally uploaded by Colin H..

XD Okay, THIS is a sick bod. And I don't mean as in lack of health. This body is soo ohmigod. -drool- XD Sorry, I do so love Colin Hill's work.. And yes, his body. HAHA!

My brain is rebelling against the inactivity.

"Watson... What HAVE you done??" - Sherlock Holmes. XD

Four more days till Mom and Sara come home!!! I can't wait for them to come home, I've missed them soo much. Yesterday, I was supposed to have lunch with the bunch of SOTIANS who didn't get to go to Camerons, but my dad made me cancel, I have no clue why. I guess he wanted to have lunch with Scott and me, but I was still really mad at him. D< But I forgive him, I guess. It's not any easier for him without Mom around.

Currently, I'm home alone again. Anyone wanna come over? ;p

"With the lights out ; It's just dangerous ; Here we are now ; Entertain us." - Nirvana, Smells Like Teen Spirit.

I don't know if you guys heard about the whole arson thing yet, but you will soon. Honestly, how can these people attack the churches? Metro Tabernacle has been burnt to the ground. How could they?? When they bar us from doing certain things, or saying certain things, we don't throw molotov cocktails at the mosques, or at the government! This really does break my heart, and I sincerely hope that most Malays will protest against these actions.

In lighter news, I talked to Isaac Bunny today!! I really miss him and Ben. Stupid fellas. Not planning on coming back till they get their degrees, which means I have to wait a whole 'nother year till I get to see either of them! D:

Also, I think I'm confirmed going to Raffles. EXCITING!! :DD

Still, whatever religion you are, please pray for these churches. For the safety of the people who attend, and for the safety of our country's harmony, or what little there is left of it.

Nananana everydayyy

"I'd rather dance than talk with you ; So why don't we just move to the other room ; There's space for us to shake and hey, I like this tune." - Kings of Convenience, I'd Rather Dance With You.

Sigh. I'm bored. Someone come and take me away.

No Surprise

No Surprise, originally uploaded by Colin H..

Super cool idea. :D

Anyway, sitting at home by meself, watching 90210. Why am I watching such shittery? I don't know either. But I need to take a shower. But that Airpak guy STILL isn't here. D: I'm scared to go take a shower because, see, this always happens to me. I wait for hours for something to happen / someone to come. I give up and go to shower / poop / whatever. In the middle of whatever it is I'm doing, that something happens / someone comes. And then I have to rush out in the middle of whatever it is I'm doing, and well, let me tell you, it is NOT a pleasant thing. >.<

GAAAH.

At least I feel better today :D

It's nothing like the life we wanted

"I'm alive." - Flyleaf, All Around Me.

Damnit.

I woke up yesterday with that massive headache and my throat hurt alot, and I felt nauseous.

Thankfully, I didn't wake up feeling nauseous and headachey, but my throat feels worse and everytime I get up and turn my head just a little bit too quickly, everything spins around and I can't see for a few seconds. =.= Even swallowing saliva is crazy painful.

HOW AM I GONNA EAT ANYTHING???

Gahhh. I can't even wear my new skirt and shoes. D<

Oh well. Mom and Sara called last night. They're doing good, said that it's really cold, which is weird, and not very good for them XD Coz they anticipated that it'd be really hot, so they mostly packed shorts and light t shirts. LOL. But they'll be okay. I miss them alot, more than I thought I would. And it's only been two days!! Gosh. How am I ever going to cope when I go away and live on my own?? D:

Well. I'm going back to sleep now. I can't hear very well, my ears are blocked. I think that's what's making my head spin so much. >.<

GOING GOING GONE.

"The horses are coming, so you better run." - Florence + The Machine, Dog Days Are Over.

MOM AND SARA ARE LEAVING. IN LIKE.. 6 HOURS.

I'm really really saaaaaaaaaaaaad D:

(Psst, I did spend about RM200+ today XD)