New Year.

new year.
new link.
new phone. :D
new photo.
new beginnings.



actually, right at this moment i'm wondering wht the big deal about the new year is.
i mean, technically speaking, its just another date on the calender.
"we start school next year lah."
" that starts tomorrow."
you see?
but just ignore me. i'm just rambling because i've got too much time on my hands. :P
let us review all the things that happened this year.
if i can remember them lah.



let's see.
okay, i just went through almost all of my posts from this year.

- finished PMR!! thts one stupid stepping stone i've gotten over, the next will be SPM. hopefully i'll do better there.

- established an enviable relationship with my mother. even though over the years, we often fought, we've come to a rlly great point in our lives where we share something rlly special. sometimes she still pisses me off and obviously i piss her off, but wht counts is tht we can count on each other for support.

- two loved ones have passed away. the first, i didn't rlly knw tht well, so honestly speaking, it wasn't much of a loss to me. the second, which was uncle boon, was like this huge blow to my whole family, because he's been a part of our lives so much. everywhere i look, there are pieces of him. the table tht this laptop is resting on, the table under the mirror by the door, a little device in the car, the plants outside, everything. i never knew him that well, but well enough to miss him.

- made new friends. who i have apparently known forever, just never took the time to talk to them. XD the "batu" gang, who rlly rock. pun not intended!! haha. it just sort of came out. and felix. we talk so banyak now abt rubbish. men are like fine wine (hack, koff, koff) and women are like glass. :D

- made friends with old friends. tht sounds weird but yes. amanda chin, megan chin, daphnie, su shern, jun li, etc. i love you guys. ^^

- erhh.. i don't rmmbr.

yes so anyway, i'mme go now and find me something to eat.
dangit, no more binky billy's. XD
bye for now, happy new year everybody!
:)

How To Eat A Binky Billy.

binky billy's are gummy sweets. they're pretty damn yummy. :Dthis is binky billy in lemon and strawberry. say hello to binky billy!!

this is binky billy in lemon without his ears. awww.

binky billy in lemon without his head. AAAAUUUGGGHHH!

eh-oh. better say bye bye to binky billy in lemon now!!

bye binky billy!!!

Peace.

finally.
jinjin is GONE.
HOOOOORAYY!
hahaha. his motormouth could beat dylan, i swear.
who's jinjin?
nick lim's youngest brother.
naughty little fella.
anysa and nicole knw him.
they will agree with me.
he is the horrendous monster kid. (only kidding)
but he's cute.
so sue me.

anyway, so i went out to watch the heart break kid today (more on tht later).
went with :

nicole
sammie
mel
marcia
wai kin
shou yi
ryota
wai kin's friend felix
eirena
elena
deniece hiew
hanrick

yeah, thts it i think. this HUGE group of us i tell you.
we saw a whole bunch of people at ou too.

may threen
charlene
suet yen
sarah voon
victoria


yes so anyway. heartbreak kid. well, i'll be very very frank with you.
IT SUCKED SO BAD.
it rlly did.
storyline went absolutely NOWHERE, it just sucked, it was so so bad.
so thts ten bucks wasted.
i KNEW we should've gone to see i am legend. i wnt to watch i am legend. :(

oh and i hv now moved to my brother's room officially.
coz my grandma is moving in.
she's going to take my room.
so sara and i move to scott's room.

where will scott sleep, you say?
well. i will tell you...
soon!
in the meantime, i shll find myself a midnight snack now and go to sleep.
night!

Results.

well.
i got 3a's, 2b's and 2c's.
3a's for english, science AND maths, which is like rlly rlly awesome.
2b's for HISTORY and BAHASA MELAYU which is pretty amazing.
2c's for geography and kh.

i think i did pretty well, all in all. i'm quite happy with myself.
i called everyone i could think of and so far, they all got more than 5a's.
it made me feel kind of incompetent for a little while.
but hey.
i did my best.
i studied as hard as possible.
all i can say now is thank you Jesus, for wht i hv.

:)

a thought.

the jonas brothers sound like pre-pubescent little boys singing.
much like hanson whn they started out.

except tht hanson rlly were pre-pubescent whn they started out.
i think.

yes. except this time, the jonas brothers are not pre-pubescent little boys.
they have all passed puberty.

and yet.. they still sound.. pre-pubescent.

yes.
just a thought.

*hides from jonas brothers fans*

V.S. Camp 2

okay, that was the picture post. now tis word post.
yes.
i am now known as "Kate Power!!" in Shou Yi's blog!! mua ha ha ha.

okay. yes, anyway. i didn't get any e mails so debbie had to come up to me and tell me two days before the meeting :

"you're a leader, you know?"
"HUH?"

so yeah. then i went to the meeting and i turned to be co leader to shou yi's group, which was called peg leg barnacles.
don't ask.
anyway, then shou yi called it pig leg.
so it became cheekiok!! or however you spell it lah.

anyway, so i was like, HAH? i am the co leader of SHOU YI'S group? i thought they were kidding. i had never talked to the guy before. i mean, i'd see him in nst and he's make alot of noise with his gang (jon chin, wai kin, tata, ryota, etc) and that was basically it.
at first, i was like, wth. so random.

but then we got there and i got to know that while shou yi looks like some gangster, he's actually NOT!! haha. he's like this big teddy bear. he SO couldn't handle dylan and wai sheng (nyeh nyeh!), so i had to do tht.

dylan's so cute. so freaking naughty too. TALKS ALOT OHMYGAWD.
wai sheng. hehe, funny fella. i think he grew taller since camp, i SWEAR.
sasha. LOL.
debbie lim. YES SHE IS OUR LUCKY STARRR. everytime she prayed we found wht we were looking for, so we made her pray everytime we had something to look for. XD
tsan gan. i call him gan. its easier. he's funny.
bryan. ohmygawd. what a panicker, i swear i was gonna strangle him. but he shared lot and i appreciated that.
elyss. got pretty badly injured, and is pretty quiet, but she's rlly nice.
frederick. another guy i never talked to before. he got injured by swimming in the POOL. geez!! it was this HUGE CUT. i don't knw how the hell he did it. unbelievable. but he was a good sport despite the injury.
james. quiet dude. australian.
mezvic. whn i first saw him, he scared me. he looks fierce, okay!! but he's a good guy.

i think tht of all the things tht happened at camp, i have to say tht one of the two best things tht happened was all the friendships i have made and renewed.
for instance, i had never talked to shou yi's gang.
now we talk. :D
i met zen and zhou han. and kenvin who looks like a freaking 21 year old whn he's actually only 16.
i stayed over at tze quan's apartment and we talked like ALOT.
amanda chin and megan chin.
emmelyn as well. erk. sorry if i spelt your name wrongly. x)
all the people from my team.
PEG LEG BARNACLES!!
:D

and the other thing that was awesome about camp was the cross encounter. i knw its so cliche and everybody says tht tht was the best experience, but thts only because it truly was.
whn ps victor told us everything tht happened to Jesus from the time of his betrayal to his death on the cross, he included all the gory little details.
i mean, ALL THE GORY LITTLE DETAILS.
i never knew tht tht was wht he went through for us.
i mean, OBVIOUSLY i knew he went through alot of pain.
but whn its explained to you in such excruciating detail, you start to wonder. could I have gone through all that to save people i don't even know, never even heard of and may possibly never meet?
no. i couldn't.
and yet he did.

so whn i came to the cross to throw away my booklet, it seemed to resist my attempts to tear it. but he lent me his strength and with tht, i have thrown away all that hurt me before. it hurt, it was like tearing off a little piece of my own heart. but only whn i tore it off, could it heal.
it was amazing.

God spoke through me too!! it was so freaking cool. it was like, i went up to someone and sat beside them. i won't mention their names because it might be a very personal thing. and i felt God telling me to tell thm, you knw, hey, just let it go. God says he loves you and he'll take care of everything. he forgives you. i tell you, those two people cried like CRAZY after i said all tht. i was like, whoa. wht just happened? the words just appeared in my head. it might have just been my conscience telling me to tell thm tht to comfort thm, but it wasn't, i knw tht much.

so yes. tht was my camp experience. it was amazing and it ended too soon. we all had like amp withdrawal symptoms whn we were done, like staying up till 3am and talking like shou yi and the gang.
:P

oh, and MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!! :D

V.S. Camp 1

packing.

okay.

dark t-shirts - check.
three quarter length shorts - check.
cap - no check.
sandals - check.
slippers - check.
lipbalm - check.
sunblock - to buy.
nixoderm - check.
shampoo - check.
soap/face wash - check.
aloe vera - check.
mp3 - check.
WORKING earphones - no check. :(

what else? ah!

underwear! - DUHH check.
toothbrush - check.
toothpaste - check.
conditioner - check.
lotion - no check.
Bible - check.
notebook - going-to-check.
pencil box - going-to-check. geez. how am i gonna fit it in.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........
i think thts it.
oh!

plasters - going-to-check.
fruit twists - going-to-check.
jacket - check.
towel - check.

okay. i think thts all.
:D
here's to camp!!
uhh i malas to put colour.

jengjengjengjeng jeng jengjengjengjengjeng jeng.

that was the beginning chords for made by jamie scott. XD

"my man, she's hotter than shh.."

anyway. gawd. i'm aching all over. must've been all that running up and down the stairs yesterday during full run.

i WILL have a tight ass, i WILL have a tight ass.

after this production, anyway.

HAHAHA THAN MY ASS WILL BE TIGHTER THAN YOURS ANYSAAA.

coz i be exercising.

and you be not.

MUA HA HA.

i have philipitis.

you knw wht?

i'm an assistant games master for camp.

yippee!

and i didn't even knw. this debbie lah. she said, got e mail wht!

i didn't get anything. O.o

anyway. i can't wait! camp's in.. five more days. boy oh boy.

our christmas tree is up. its pretty.

i give you sneak peek!

this here, is a red bauble.
so now you knw tht i hv used red baubles on this tree.
and yes, thats a silver bell behind there.
"with silver bells and cockle shells..."
i used those too.

sneak peek! ^^



anyway, i'mma go now. coz, well. i'm supposed to be finishing up PHILIP'S christmas pressie. XD
and i'm supposed to be doing my homework too.
;p

"i've been dreaming of a true love's kiss.."

Fairy Tales and Romanticism.

i just finished watching the making of new found glory's kiss me. paramore is in the video as guest stars.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorr- it's RED, oh NO!!!!"

"Haley Williams from Paramore just slapped me like a bitch - like i was HER bitch!"

LOL. damn funny.

anyway. i saw enchanted! its such a pretty story.
and prince edward is fricking HOT. XD
i always liked fairytales.

i don't rlly knw wht to blog abt tonight. i'm just.. well, bored. if i wanted, i could complain. but i don't feel like it. i think i've done way too much complaining these few days. lol.
camp is nxt week!! i so can't wait!

we'll be going to the beach. i haven't gone to the beach in ages. i haven't gone on a holiday in like three years. its crazy.
sometimes its not fair. people get to go places they don't even want to go to.
i want to go everywhere.
i don't have that chance.
i can't wait to feel sand between my toes.
to feel the sun on my back.
cant wait to touch the sea foam.
to smell the salty air.
wind in my hair.

gawd i sound like such an idiot. :P
oh well. i like being an idiot then.

:)

Right Now..

I am :

Listening to Colbie Caillat - Bubbly
Eating Florida's Natural Ausome Fruit Juice Nuggets
Watching some weird show on Cartoon Network
Scratching my head
Drinking some water with ice in it
Waiting for presents to appear under the Christmas tree behind me
Aching all over
Loving Bumper Stickers
Eating more Nuggets
Nudging Sammie on MSN
Wishing for alot of things.

:P

I'm really bored. I'm even putting in all my caps and writing in full. Haha! Oh look, it's Fairly Odd Parents! I love Fairly Odd Parents. And Danny Phantom. And The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy. And Teen Titans. And The Suite Life of Zach and Cody. And Hannah Montana.

GAWD I love alot of kiddy shows.

WHY ISN'T SAMANTHA REPLYING MEEEEEE.

hot tears

today, i cried.

why? i don't really know either, actually. the lump rose in my throat and next thing i knew, the tears were just spilling over.

maybe its because i didn't let myself cry the other day when i felt that i (and a couple of others) were being treated unfairly. i kept my jaw stiff.

maybe it was because i didn't allow myself to cry when i went to pay my respects to uncle boon the other day. i didn't want to set everybody else either.

maybe its because today, anysa's dad wanted to get rid of coco for no good reason and when i asked my dad if we could keep her temporarily and he didn't get it. he said they couldn't just throw her out like that.

they can and they would.

maybe its because i just haven't cried in a long long time.

but it felt good. sometimes, if it makes me feel better, i'll just cry. and it helps. even if it doesn't do anything for me.

so, here's to hot tears, stuffed noses and lumps in throats.

you help me.

goodbye.

the news is sudden
so sudden i don't have time to cry
but now i sit
and stare at the wall
to think about you
and how you were.

you were somebody's father
somebody's brother
somebody's son
and somebody's lover
somebody's step-father
somebody's friend
somebody's son
and somebody's shoulder.

you were a good man
and i can only cry
at the very thought
of the world losing another good man
such as yourself.

i'm sorry that i didn't take the time
to get to know you better
i want you to know
that i liked you very much.

now i wonder
how are the people you left behind
your wife, son, step-son and step-daughter
best friend, acquaintance, mother-in-law and mother
how are they going to cope
with the loss of you?
you were a light
but now the world seems so much darker
now that you're gone.

i can only pray that you are in
a better place now.
many will not get their chance
to say their goodbyes to you
but this is mine.
rest in peace, dear uncle boon.
you were a good man, a good friend
goodbye.

paint all over my fingers.

this year's christmas presents for YOU GUYS are a labour of love.

SO YAH BETTER LIKE EM.

:P

love, i tell you, love. lol.

last night, dakota made me tres happy. i'm sure when sammy reads this, she'll be swoooooooooooning and keeling over in happiness. lol.

dakota : how come u n sammie r still single? ur both rlly rlly pretty, guys shld be all over u.

me : i'm SO GLAD you think that way!!! well, here, we're not really considered "really really pretty", i guess. here, guys are pretty superficial. *

dakota : oh thts sad. well u n sammie are stunning and *ahem* sammie's the prettiest girl i've ever met. ur both way outta my league and any other guy's for tht matter. don't let anyone or even yourself tell you different.

me : OH MY GAWD DAKOTA I LOVE YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUU.

so yeah. he made me vair vair happy. :D

and he's my starfish and i'm his panda.

pandas and starfish. what a combination.

* the guys I know are not superficial. its all them others. i love you, philip, isaac, ben, and whichever other guys who read this blog! :P

ponder.

i put tht picture up coz she looked like she was thinking about something. :P

anyhoo. yesterday i was talking to dakota. no, not dakota fanning. she scares me anyway, except in charlotte's web, that was an awesome movie. :D

btw, this dakota is a guy.

anyway, so i was talking to dakota with sammie and then she went away so it was just him and me. and he asked me abit of stuff then he asked me if i was a christian.

obviously, i said yes.

then he asked me,"why do you believe in God?"

shit, got me there.

so i thought about it. for quite a while, mind you.

but i think i got the answer now.

i believe in God because of the life i have now. because of the people He's put around me, who help me and encourage me and thrill me. i believe because He's something to believe in and if i don't have something to believe in i will fall apart. i believe in Him because out of all the things i could believe in, He's the most solid, most trustworthy person i know and love.

:)

thanks for asking me, dakota.

*sighs*

my grandma is in hospital, so all prayers are most appreciated. :)

MY LIMEWIRE WON'T WORK PROPERLY, DAMMIT! hmph.

omg, i'm so addicted to hairspray now! elijah kelley rocks! he's sexy too.

i love :

Run and Tell That - Elijah Kelley
Big, Blonde and Beautiful - Queen Latifah
Without Love - Nikki Blonsky, Amanda Bynes, Elijah Kelley, Zac Efron
Miss Baltimore Crabs - Michelle Pfeiffer

:P i'm such a sucker for musicals, i tell you.

hey, FYI, i take GOOD pictures, okay?

for some WEIRD FOREIGN reason, whenever i tell people i like photography, they stare at me and go "really? hmm, i never thought you'd be much of a photography person." okay, so they don't say it, but i can tell by the look in their eyes.

I TAKE GOOD PICTURES!!

and, NO, they're not ALL of myself. i promise.

cross my heart. no, seriously. heyy, quit laughing!!

i think i should take up photography. like, a hobby. mom thinks so too. i do like taking pictures. i took some real good ones at the dedication service, just that HANRICK went and deleted three quarters of them. grr. lol, but the lala shot of tze quan was taken by me, WAKAKAK. good times. good times! XD

omfg, brad pitt looks so bloody hot in this movie. urh, which is.... meet joe black. yeah, thats right. pretty old show, apparently. he looks like a more intense version of jesse mccartney. :D

osh kosh b gosh! you know what? some people are like, GENIUSES. seriously! go to deviantart and you'll find out. oh btw, daph, here's me link. leave me comments, OKAY?! you have to!!

http://bobblehead-kate.deviantart.com/

go see my good photography and lousy poems! XD

just so you know, my "poems" aren't really poems, they're actually just crap i write at the spur of the moment. lol. :P

...

okay okay. so the party really wasn't all that. at least i got to meet a couple of new people though! haha. spent the whole night mostly talking to george and marcia. george and i teamed up against marcia and poked her. XD with our words. ekekekek. she was complaining of being fat again, okay!!! so the two of us were, like, honestly, shut up. :P

plus, george is pretty cute. :D

i went to see stardust todayy! it was pretty awesome, like i told daphnie earlier, a sci-fi comedy romantic movie all rolled into one. haha.. at the beginning, there's this guy who crosses the wall and then he goes to this other place called stormhold and sees this girl. so he buys a flower from her for with a kiss and then they go into this caravan at the back and sleep together. 9 months later, a baby arrives at the door. i mean, hello?! haha.. ben was like "geez, what a horny fellow, its only the beginning of the movie!"

SOMEONE FAVED MY WO-ORK, SOMEONE FAVED MY WO-ORK!

on deviantart, that is. i'm so happy!!!!!!

wakak. hey, if euu were me, you would be euphoric too, okayy!

:P

affection

i've been invited to a halloween party! yay me! XD

sorry. i've never been to a halloween party. and we get to dress up too! know what my mom suggested i go as?

a genie.

yep. a genie. so today we're gonna go to brickfields / midvalley to go find an outfit.

omg its gonna be so fun!!!

devious stuff.

this is just stuff from my favourites in deviantart. pretty cool eh? :P

when i die..

Taken from "One For My Baby" by Tony Parsons.

"The words of Canon Henry Scott Holland. Death is nothing at all. I have only slipped away into the next room. I am I and you are you. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still.
Call me by my familiar name. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone, wear no forced air of solemnity and sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me. Pray for me."

somebody go out with me already. pleease?

i finished ayashi no ceres! lol, so nice. but now i have nothing to do - again. except read. i've picked up four books from my mom's cupboard.

books :

one for my baby - tony parsons
switch bitch - roald dahl
the bonesetter's daughter - amy tan
face - aimee liu

and i finished :

abhorsen - garth nix
the saga of darren shan : vampire blood - darren shan

and i'm looking for :

the brother's grimm - author unknown (to me, that is)
through the looking glass (the original alice in wonderland) - author unknown (ditto)

everyone says that i've been feeling particularly bloodthirsty lately. O.O?

and i amaze my brother! he says (and i quote) : "sometimes, you really amaze me, kate. you can be very perceptive, but you're somewhat an airhead. i don't know whether to be amused or disgusted."

be amazed, kor.
i am not an airhead!!!!

hmph. anyway. i know why i've been all mood swing-y. its that time of the month. nature calls in the form of blood, cramps and headaches.

damn.

blood on the pavement, what a mess!
is that your eyeball on my dress?
don't drink and drive, just keep your head
come graduation day, you'll be dead!

hands on the wheel, oh i know its a drag
i'd hate i to see that body in a body bag!
kids listen up, cause i'm a mom
yes blood on the pavement will ruin your prom!

things.

i'm sick. sick sick sick and i hate it. i have a blocked nose and because of that, i have blocked ears so i can't hear properly sometimes and i have a headache all the time. i hate being sick! ><

anyhoo, what have i been doing the whole of last week and so far this week? hm. nothing. you heard me right, absolutely nothing. okay, well, not quite nothing. i cleaned my room! stayed over at sammie's last week with nikki. went swimming but haven't been able to go since due to all this cursed rain. hmm, what else. ah, i've been watching reruns of ayashi no ceres! XD i love that show. i finished the 12-episode cd of paradise kiss that inessa lent to me. its real nice, but i wanted yukari to marry george! would've been cool. i don't want to watch it on animax though, its all in english. spoils it. hmph.

okay, what else? housework. eating. just started jazz class with kenny. its a killer, i tell you. uhm, then the christmas musical rehearsels have started. i was so angry at kenny last week! like, the first rehearsel, nikki and i couldn't go because we had agreed to go for this other event ages ago. so i TOLD kenny and he said, okay. and then the week after that, practice was canceled. then last week, we went and apparently, they had learned an entire routine that consisted of three eights and he never told us! i mean, hello? and then when we said,"uh, kenny, we don't know this!" he turns around and tells us that its "too bad" and its "our responsibility because we didn't come"! i told him we weren't coming right?! he should have at least told us that there was a new routine to learn and ask us to ask wei vern or SOMEONE to teach it to us right?!?! aargh!

well, yeah. hm, what else? oh yeah, anysa isn't talking to me again. i don't know why, but she hasn't tried to communicate in any form since two weeks ago. *sigh* i'm so bored at home and being sick doesn't help much either. gr.

now i have a sore throat because i've been breathing through my mouth because i can't breathe through my nose at nigth because its blocked. so now my throat hurts. ><

oh yeah, and my grand-uncle just passed away yesterday, God rest his soul. he was really nice and i'm sad i won't see him at chinese new year next year. no, its not because he gives big ang pows!! :P nah, he was just real nice. well, shit happens, i guess.

i gotta go now. bye!

"enough is enough"

go to youtube. search "miracle theater" and then look for the video that has the title "Miracle Theater "Enough is enough"" or something along those lines. then go to www.miracletheater.com and sign the petition. okay?

:D

i tried to post the link for the video, but it wouldn't load, so bummer. oh well! you guys'll know what it is when you watch the vid. oh, and remember david sanborn? he's in it! so go check it out, yeah?

on a lighter note, allow me to tell you a tale of the sad situation in my school.

it was at my school's english literature night and the backdrop they used was a picasso painting, or at least, it looked like one, what with the sideways faces and eyes. so just to check, i asked one of the girls there. she will not be named.

me : hey, thats a picasso painting, right?
her : what?
me : picasso.
her : who's picasso?
me : haha, you're kidding right?
her : no, seriously, who's picasso??

i told my mom and her jaw dropped. Le Gasp! to quote isaac. XD

sad sad sad sad.

kids these days.

picture post

okay, don't say anything. i know. i am a cam whore. shut up. :D

three weirdos. wakak.

is that not the sorriest excuse for a VEGETABLE you have ever seen?!

hehe i ripped this off ben. its cute! haha. btw, thats my knee.

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA. hilarious.

we rule the world with harley davidsons and fallout boy.

more hilariousness. HAHAHAHAAHAHAH. i love you too anysa.

this is what we do in class.

seriously. we play uno. its fun, so shutup. :P

yummy.

bwa hahaha maltesers rock. :D