last night i couldn't sleep and i felt like picking up my Bible and turning to my favourite book, Proverbs. and i got to chapter 19 and there's this verse that is repeated twice. the verse goes like : a false witness will not go unpunished, and he who pours out lies will not go free - and again - a false witness will not go unpunished, and he who pours out lies will perish. these are verses 5 and 9 respectively.
in the first verse, it tell us that liars will ot go free. then the second time it tells us that liars will die, will perish. recipe for disaster. >:3 anyway, i guess thats a pretty big warning for all of us, especially myself. i mean, it doesn't get much louder than that, does it? its kind of like this big neon sign with a loudspeaker blaring next to it. haha.. funny picture isn't it? but somehow i think that God is deadly serious about what He says here.
another verse i noticed was verse 2 : it is not good to have zeal without knowledge, nor to be hasty and miss the way. and i wrote what it meant to me next to the verse and i wrote 'don't rush into or be enthusiastic about something when you know nothing about it and end up missing the point entirely'. i guess that pretty much speaks for itself right? i'd like to know your own feedback, kayz? it would be nice.
anyway, i've been doing alot of thinking lately. yes yes i know i think too much. i need to keep myself busy so as not to think too much about everything. tonight is the hillsong untied concert!! aikz i wrote untied again! i mean united. anyway, i'm so excited! its gonna be fun. oh, and i'm now officially hooked on all american rejects. they rock! yeah.. and kidzone boot camp is in two days! i'm in ivan's station. we're supposed to try and tempt the kids with all sorts of enticing things, such as food, drinks, magazines.. etc, etc.. so it should be fun.
so now i'm just sitting here chatting with sammie who doesn't leave comments for me anymore and listening to AAR and i'm just thinking. there's a guy friend of mine who i really like and i've known him for about four years now i think. more, maybe. but i guess i'll never be more than anything but a friend to hi. a really naggy, exasperating friend, too! haha.. its kinda hard for me to see him with other girls, especially since those other girls are my other friends. but i guess i've gotta let him go because its his life right? and well. there's that saying : if you love something let it go and if it comes back its yours. so i let him go now.