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hi all.. haven't been writing coz the comp's been banned for a couple of days coz my dad was being all cautious about the comp having viruses and yadda yadda yadda.. not that i understand it.. lol! anyway, I FINALLY GOT MY BIKINI!!! i'm sooo happy.. and my auntie shipped along an acne kit too.. so, hopefully when i start using it i'll get skin like a porcelein teapot.. nothing as fat though.. haha! and then mum's been making me - 'making' me, so yeah - work out and i went for my first hip hop class *it rocks!* so i hopefully will be looking hot in no time... harhar.. what a dream.. but mum says it can come true, so i'm all, i hope so! ooh, hip hop class is so fun, tim's so stiff its funny. harhar.. don't let tht comment stop ya tim, u're doing good. just hope he continues even after yi lyn leaves for aussie.. which reminds me, christmas is coming!!!!!!!! its like, so around the corner. so is spm, thts like, two steps around the corner. good luck, spm-ers! God be with you.

samantha's mummy has just come out of hospital.. so, auntie, if ur reading this, i wish u all the best in getting better soon and i hope that u'll be up and running in no time! well, i was watching a good show the other day. its called a place for annie. i don't know if anyone of you have watched, but if you get the chance, watch it. its really good. oh and they did the mom's make up real good too. she's supposed to be this teenage mom who has aids and she think her child would have aids too. so instead of having to face the tragedy of the child's death, she leaves the child two days after birth. a doctor at the hospital adopts her but one year after the birth mother wants her back. so a series of events follow and the mother almost dies but they bring her back to life only to find that annie, her daughter, does not have aids. she has the antibodies but not the virus. u guys will have to watch it to find out more! haha..

i sort of wrote a song yesterday.. i don't know f it can be called a song or a poem.. i dunno, it was abit random, it just suddenly came to me.. its about a friend of mine whom i'm in love with.. he's perfect.. but i'll never be anything more to him than just his friend.. *sighz*.. well, here it is anyway..

forbidden love

i once heard that love was a friendship on fire
and i once thought maybe we could have that
and how sad i feel when i know its not possible
its not possible because

this love i feel for you
its a forbidden love
and i will keep on loving you but only time will tell
this love its a forbidden love

you're my friend
you're my best friend
and you've got girlfriends of your own
and i will never be anything more to you because

this love i feel for you
its a forbidden love
and i will keep on loving you but only time will tell
this love its a forbidden love

and my heart aches everyday for you
but i don't get a secong glance from you

this forbidden love
oh how much i love to love you..

so yeah.. thats my 'song'.. haha.. oops me gtg.. bye!