We'll put '09 to rest.

"Even if the rain always wins and forces my eyes shut ; I still dream of brighter days." - Cinematic Sunrise, Pulling A Piano From A Pond.

Wow. It really is the end of 2009. I've been waiting for 2010 all year, and now that it's really here, I'm actually kind of excited and at the same time.. It's a bittersweet feeling. I'll miss my schoolmates, and I have my regrets, but I also have really high expectations for the year to come. All the opportunities that are in front of me are just ENDLESS.

Usually, I'll recount what happened in the past year, but I don't think I will this time, coz I want to leave this past alone. So, let's look forward to the year to come, everyone!!!! :D

I love youuuuu <3

It's The End Of The Season Of The Year.

I've been sitting here for the past fifteen minutes between thinking of what to write about Season Of The Year and watching The Zodiac. LOL. Mostly watching The Zodiac, Jake Gyllenhaal is too cute to pass up.

ANYWAY, YES. Sorry about that.

I guess I'm not gonna write bout Season Of The Year, you can check out pics on Facebook XD Those tell enough of a story. ;p

Went to visit Raffles International Design Institute. It's quite nice, small place, cozy. The classrooms are kind of cramped, they don't have alot of students, and I was definitely not impressed with the canteen. But I have a pretty good feeling about the place, you know. I really think that it's gonna be the place for me. I asked what the students are like, apparently alot of Chinese people, some international students, mostly from Korea, which is kind of BAD for me, coz I speak ZERO mandarin. But they encourage the students to speak English, so I guess I've got an advantage somewhat. :D So.. I guess we'll see. I've got till April. :)

Going shopping with Marcia tomorrow. There's a sale at Zara! :D

FUNNNNNNNNNNNN

Seriously, having this much fun on show days should be illegal. XD I had such a good day, I don't even mind that the afternoon show was a bit of a flop. IT WAS AWESOME AFTER. XD

I'm going to church early just to play Twister and Taboo with my awesome possum crew. ;p

So, Christmas is in two days. I'm not feeling particularly Christmassy at the moment, coz I'm really really tired. SOTY practices are seriously draining me out, especially coz they end at like, 12am. Zzzzz.. I have to go again in about 15 minutes so I don't have much time here. DON'T WORRY! I will be back in my Christmas mood again tomorrow. ;p I haven't even had time to make any presents, OR a Christmas wish list. HERE'S A QUICK ONE! XD

1. A loooong comfy cuddly wool cardigan (preferably in any colour but black, white and grey. XD)
2. Bodyshop eyeliner.
3. SLEEP.
4. T-shirts from Walk-In Studio. OMG, I have one that's super AWESOME. I'll take a pic and show you guys. :D
5. New flats.
6. Patterned tights.
7. A boyfriend :x
8. Chunky bracelets.
9. Bodyshop liquid foundation. Or MAC. XD
10. OOH, RM50 ONLY SHORTS FROM NAFNAF! They're super cute, floral print, AARGH! I want them T.T

Okay, yeah, gotta go. BYE! <3

Talentime!

"On the way down ; I saw you and you saved me from myself ; And I won't forget the way you loved me ; On the way down ; I almost fell right through ; But I held on to you." - Ryan Cabrera, On The Way Down.

So yesterday I went for Got Talent Or Not? at The Library, and it was fun!!! I thought that OUATTWASNB was performing, but I got it wrong, it was actually EG. Don't ask me what EG stands for.. I don't know either. XD They did a remake of Little Drummer Boy. It was pretty good, but I think they could've done better.. Maybe it's just me being bias coz I like OUATTWASNB better :x

An Honest Mistake did awesomely! They were missing the violinist, but they still sounded great, I loved it. ;p But I still voted for EG, coz I figured that Denise and her posse (which are MANY) would vote for AHM, and plus, one of the judges sayang sayang them, so I figured they'd get in. XD

Anyway, I think I'm going Christmas shopping today and then I've got SOTY practice. Ciao!

Late Evening Fog

Late Evening Fog, originally uploaded by jack13123.

You almost expect a figure in a trench coat and a pipe to emerge out of this fog! Beautifully shot. :D

"I need a lover ; That keeps me warm inside ; She can discover anything she likes ; She can break, she can break alot of things ; Like my heart." - Ryan Cabrera, can't remember the title.

Comic Fiesta was fun! Except for the traffic jam my poor brother an I had to endure (Well, I mostly made him endure) getting into Sunway. It was really awful!!! Took us more than an hour to get there. Then when I got there, I couldn't get hold of ANYONE (GRR!) so Scott and I walked around and he took me to the new wing and we bought a drink.. Then Arleena finally called me, and I managed to see Aqila and Mishi, whose costume was SCARY SHIT, as you can see, but it was great. ;p Scott was saying, "Next year, I cosplay as Edward Cullen, and you can dress up as Alice!!!" I was like, CRINGE, HAHA. It should be interesting. XDD

Before that, I went to the education fair at Midvalley, and we talked to the cousellor at Raffles International College, and I might just be going there next year to study. I wanna become an art director, and from everything else I've seen and heard, Raffles seems like a pretty good choice!! Going to check out the campus on Tuesday next week, so if anyone wants to follow me just to check it out, give me a call (:

Till next time! :D Gotta sleep early, taking my grandma for brekkie in the morning, and then tomorrow night, going to The Library in Cineleisure to support An Honest Mistake AAAAAAAAAND Once Upon A Time There Was A Sausage Named Bob!!!!! XDDD Starts at 8pm, so come if you can! :D Call meh.

Prettiness.

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Sweet, sweet shoes. :D

"I said, hey, I put some new shoes on and suddenly everything's right." - Paolo Nutini, New Shoes

Prom. Prom... o.o

SO, prom.

It was, truth be told, slightly disappointing. The entertainment before the bands were pretty bad taste, and the food tasted blah. BUT, I had pretty good company all night (Except for the fact that Jason DIDN'T end up getting me a proper corsage, and Mal's date turned up in JEANS) and when An Honest Mistake came on, we went up and danced! :D That was fun. But none of the guys got the balls to actually ask anyone to dance. SAD. I hope college prom is better than this! ;p But oh well, die die also go to prom lah. Hahaaa. I think I looked rather fabulous, I've got a really nice photo Azrina took of me, so I'm just waaaaiting for that. ;p Something is wrong with my camera, so I didn't get a lot of pics ): Mostly of AHM. HAHA, SORRYYYY. Fan here.

My mom did my hair, which looked super cute ;p Then I went to Joy's place to do my make up, and she was like, OMG, you look so oriental!! I know what make up to do for you already. ;p She told me I've got "Lucy Liu eyes", which after putting on the make up, I guess is kinda true. HAHA. My make up was pretty cool, and I looked SUPER CINA!!!!! HAHAHAHAAAA. Really, with the bangs and make up, I was the poster girl for all things Cina. XD

Okay, entertainment. First were these three extremely glitter-razzied girls dancing to that stupid Pussycat Dolls song (one of those stupid songs). Then it were a group of pole dancers. o.o It was actually pretty cool, the stunts, and even a couple of guys were doing stunts, which were incredible! The funny part was that there were these three girls who always stood at the side while one girl was up the pole and they were just like, "Yeah! Okay! Let's stand here and gyrate to the music randomly!" That was weird.. And really funny. XD

Then, I think something else happened.. And then these TRANNIES came on the stage, singing and dancing! And if that wasn't bad enough, one mc'ed for a while, and she went around asking the boys what their SHOE SIZE was because "big shoe size means big dick". That was SERIOUSLY bad taste, if you ask me. She came to our table and asked Kathleen's date XD He was like, "Oh no, it's coming, it's coming!!!! D:" That was pretty funny.

Oh yeah, there was this short play before the trannies. It was pretty badly done, and the only thing I could hear them saying was "The Captain is dead!!!!" Like, okay... And? So yeah. AGAIN WITH THE TRANNIES, there was this one doing an Indian dance, and she practically LAP DANCED on this guy on the other side of the room, and pulled him up in front of the stage and put his hand on her boobs.. EW. Very very bad taste, Denise. Anyway, thankfully it ENDED (it took FOREVER, I though it'd never end) and An Honest Mistake came on!!!!! :DDD

It was soooo much fun, Farah made Kathleen and I dance with her ;p We didn;t do much dancing, more jumping around and calling Farah a maniac. ;p She WAS! Hahaa, it was sooooo funny. But they did really really well, and I'm so proud of meself, I knew most of the words to This Song Is So Random, I Don't Know Why. XD The bands were all pretty good, but I didn't get to stay for everything though, coz Jason's mom wanted him home. =.= I know, strange.. But it was 12 anyway, so yeah. We started late.

Melinda, Melissa and two other people whose names I can't remember were nominated for Best Dressed Prom Queen. Quite frankly, none of them really fit the bill.. Melinda and the-other-girl-I-can't-remember both looked, as Anysa put it, like those Barbie doll cakes little girls have for their birthdays. XDD Melinda was SO glittery, it hurt to look. DISCO BAAAAAAAAAAAAAALL! HAHA. The other girl seriously, seriously, seriously looked like a walking, sea green CAKE. Like, the type you can use your finger to flick off the icing to put into your mouth secretly, and no one would notice coz there's so much of it. o.O

But otherwise, everyone looked fabulous ;p
Well.. Mostly. XD

Okay, that's all until I remember something else. ;p Ta!

Why are you here?

"Big lights will inspire you." - Jay Z feat. Alicia Keys, New York.

Sammie's going to prom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm pretty excited for her, we're going dress shopping today. Very very last minute, the prom is TONIGHT, sooo yeah.

Oh hang on, we're not going dress shopping anymore, we're just going shopping ;p

Man. I want those Cotton On shoes!

And he's half in love with you

"Let's waste time chasing cars around our heads." - Snow Patrol, Chasing Cars.

I'm so sleepy lahhh. =.= PLUS, I'm not feeling well, and prom is like, three days away. D: MUST GET WELL!!!!

Too lazy to go get my eyebrows done, I'm compromising by saying that my bangs will cover them up. XD TA DAAAA, NO EYEBROWS! Hahaaa. Jason's been pretty sweet, he's even getting me a corsage! O: That's the best EVERRR. Haha, I guess I picked a really good guy for a date :3

I seriously can't open my eyes right now, so I'm going to take a nap before SOTY practice tonight. Tomorrow' Christmas In The Park, which I'm quite excited for, ALTHOUGH, tomorrow is ALSO the day DebbieWebbie leaves for JAPAAAAAAAAAAAN D:

Debbie, I LAVALAVA you if you manage to read this post before I call you tonight. XD

I'll meet you halfway.

"I can live without you, but without you, I'll be miserable at best." - Mayday Parade, Miserable At Best.

Aahh, yesterday was nice :3 Tagged along with Inessa and Jared to this orphanage called RACTAR, it was sweet. It's an all-girls orphanage, and everyone there was soo cute. Jared's band (Okay, get this, the name is : Once Upon A Time, There Was A Sausage Named Bob. Yes, blame Jared XD) had to support a charity group I think? for Battle of the Bands. I met the band, and a few others, everyone was really nice :D I was really tried yesterday though. Bad night, so sorry Nes, if I wasn't very social. I was kind of blaaaah the whole day. Then we went to eat lunch in Subang Parade at Nando's (which STILL sucks, and the last time I ate it was like.. 5 years ago.) and then we went to 12 Records to listen to OUATTWASNB jam. It was really good! I like their music :DD The monkey song is surprisingly catchy XDD Despite the title, Shut My Monkey (previously Suck My Monkey D:), the actual song was pretty good XD

Oops. Gotta run. More later! :D

Liberty!

"In defense of our dreams ; We were the kings and queens of promise ; We were the victims of ourselves." - 30 Seconds To Mars, Kings and Queens.

So, I'm not a school girl anymore. I don't ever have to wear my fugly bright blue and white pinafore or baju kurung anymore. I don't ever have to worry about Moral tugasans, or see Pn Shailaja's face or worry about getting caught with my phone, or get up at 6am. Okay, I'll probably have to get up at 6am SOMETIMES, but not like, everyday.

WOW.

It actually feels kinda weird? Like.. I'm not the go-out-and-party-till-i-get-smashed type, so whenever people ask me "So, can go party now lah!", I just look at them and say, "Uhh, no?" But at the same time.. I dunno. I'm still waiting for the next chapter to come along and open up. I've actually got a lot of stuff to work on, to think about, but I'm just too lazy! OMG. HAHAHA.

Anyway, I have some stuff lined up for this holiday season. SHOPPING, first of all. XD Then a couple of photoshoots, gym, church stuff and prom. :D

Fireflies.

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude, but I would just stand and
Stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems

Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance

A fox trot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm too tried to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyed as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
(When I fall asleep)

(repeat)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams.

HAPPY 20TH, SCOTTEH XD

"Pull the trigger, bitch." - Suicide Silence, -I don't know the title-

I don't actually like that song, it's in honour of Scott's grand ole 20th birthday. XD Happy birthday, Kor. <3

ONE MORE SUBJECT LEFT PEOPLE. OMG. I CAN'T BLOODY WAIT. It's so sooooooon. It's really just hitting home NOW that I really won't have to go back to school anymore. Well, except to collect results lah. But you know what I mean. It's like...

Wow.

FREEDOM.

GASP!

Okay, yeah I know, dramaa. XD But I am a drama queen after all. ;p I guess I'm going to miss hanging out with the people who've become my friends over the years. I'm definitely gonna miss bitching about teachers. XD I'm going to miss painting murals. I'm going to miss the stress of painting backdrops, and running around with props and stuff like that. :3 I will also miss our bat-cave-like classroom. HAHA. So many things went down in there, and I have no regrets.

I will definitely NOT miss Monday morning assembly. THANK YOU GOD, NO MORE! I will also not miss having to get up to greet the teacher and say thank you after class, even if you hated the class.

I WILL NOT MISS OUR UNIFORM. NEVER EVER EVER. :DD

z a c

z a c, originally uploaded by hellotulla.

Most adorable dalmation puppy.. EVER. <3

Slightly Overdue.

"Since you went away, my heart breaks every day ; And you don't know since you're not here." - Robbie Williams, You Know Me.

I was supposed to blog about my last class with an old tuition teacher on Tuesday night, but the comp got hogged by Scott. -.-

Anyway! I have no more tuition with Madam Lai. T.T I've been with her since Std 4, and it's been a pretty good 8 years. :3 I really love that old woman. I remember when I first started out with her, I really really REALLY hated her. XD She gave me sooooo much bloody homework, and I was too damn lazy, plus I hated Math and Science, which were the main things she taught me. I was a really bad student. ;p

But over the years, I've learnt the tricks of the trade (like how to avoid her scolding, how to sweeten her up a bit, how to get past not doing homework XD) and I've even learnt to love her. She was a cute, funny old woman, once you got over the SO MUCH HOMEWORK thing, which took me a while, but only now do I realise how much she's really helped me. I mean, DUDES! I got like, an A in Math!!!! LOOOL. I'm glad to have spent 8 years with her. I knew when her mother passed away, and when she got her first grandson, who is 3 now and the cutest thing EVER. Madam Lai wasn't the easiest person to get along with sometimes, but she deserves respect, and lots of love.

I know she doesn't read blogs (she doesn't even know how to send e mails XD), but just for the record, THANKS MADAM LAI. :D I love you loads.

Anyhoo, SPM IS ALMOST OVERRRR. I have one and a half subjects left. I should be looking for references for Art right now.

Pity. Beautiful weather we have today, I was thinking of doing a shoot. T.T