Confusion.

"No giving up when you're young and you want some." - Mika, We Are Golden.

Okay. So my plan after SPM was to find work so I can save up to buy a laptop (primarily) and save up just to spend for myself.
But my dad wants me to go for missions right after SPM.
And I'd love to go, but I really want to work because

a) I want the experience.
b) I'll be honest, I want the money.
c) I don't want to depend on my parents all the time for money for college.

He kind of made it sound like he's trying to force me to go for missions.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DOOOO.

Gah. I have officially failed my Sejarah AND my Moral. Why can I never pass those two subjects? Everyone else seemed to pass them, Sejarah especially. I was sitting in class and people were passing everywhere!!!!!! Mishi passed. Keilly passed. Arleena passed. Zi Lynn passed. Sarveen passed. It was just me! Sitting there with a 33 in my hands!!

WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS?!!?!?!?!
I'm not cut out to be a historian. No way, no how.T.T

And then there's Moral.
WHY? WHY GOD, DID THE STUPID GOVERNMENT EVER THINK OF THIS IDIOTIC SUBJECT WHICH HAS NO MEANING AT ALL?!

Oh, I'm watching the making of the Time Traveller's Wife now, hang on. XD

Okay, it's still on. But I think it's almost done.

AAAAH, I wonder when it's coming out. ANYWAY.
Tomorrow, we'll hopefully get our English, English Lit and the other half of BM.
Not really looking forward to it.

To tell you the truth? I'm really scared of SPM.

Post 441.

School starts again tomorrow, and I am so not looking forward to trial results.
Last night I dreamt I got a B for Moral.
That's a dream. XD

I finished the Time Traveller's Wife yesterday, and it really is a good book. Very believable. They have ALOT of sex though. @.@ Even the wife character was like, "Is it normal to have so much sex?" LOOOOOL. Weird if you have to ask someone that.

Anyway. I gotta go try to study now. Byee.

And I'm getting paid for it too, I don't feel bad about that

"I had to let him go ; Her name was New York, New York ; And she took my man away." - Paloma Faith, New York.

Blah. Three more days till school starts again and we have to face doom and gloom with the results of our trial papers.
I have tuition later and haven't done a drop of work.
I'm sleepy.

Dolphin Massacre.

This is the sickest thing ever.

This is in Taiji, Japan. What they do is, they drive entire pods of dolphins into a specific cove and then, they massacre them. They completely massacre them. The water is red with the blood of THOUSANDS of dolphins - and this is done annually.

Earlier I went to check out the trailers and response videos on Youtube, and you will not believe how ignorant some people are, it's ridiculous. Some people say, "We do the same thing to cows and other animals we eat!!" Yeah, but we breed them specifically for eating. Who breeds the dolphins for eating? NO ONE. Duh. It's not the same, even if you say this argument is weak.
Some people even say, "So?" Wow, I cannot fathom such ignorance. People like these don't even deserve to be human, if you ask me. Is it not our responsibility to take care of everything in the Earth? Whether or not you believe in God, it's obvious we're supposed to make sure everything is safe.

The people of Taiji claim that its their tradition and they must cling to their old ways, but honestly, that's such a weak stand. Maybe a thousand years ago, your ancestors were forced to kill dolphins for food because food then was difficult to come by, but now? In this present day and age, there is no need for such a HUGE scale of murder!

I'll put a link to the site where you can get more info and learn more about this. Seriously, I think we need to work to stop this. I know how small you think your contribution would be, what's one signature going to do, what's one more letter to the President of the United States going to do but bother him? Do it anyway. If you give a damn about these animals.

Padapapadadadapap.

"So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck twelve
Well make sure to build your heart brick by boring brick
Or the wolf's gonna blow it down." - Paramore, Brick By Boring Brick.

Just came back from watching The Ugly Truth with Nessa and Nikkil (I know I'm supposed to watch with Zi Lynn and Debs and Mishi, but they got to me first D;). It's an okay show. Pretty funny. Lots of toilet humour. Slightly crude. I was distracted with holding my hand over Sara's eyes alot of the time, and closing her ears. XD

Probably headed to Nessa's tomorrow just for fun. I don't want to be at home by myself with the PMS-ing dinosaur since Mom's at work. D<

Bad Timing. D:

Soo. Last night didn't go particularly well..

Scott's timing is impeccably.. BAD. Anyway, text / call if you want to know what happened, I doubt the toad would appreciate me displaying whatever happened for all the world to see. @.@

Anyway, parents have gone to Malacca for today and tomorrow, so we're home alone, but unfortunately, we won't be throwing any mad house parties with lots of booze and loud music. XD Scott's gone to One Utama and Sara and I are home and I seem to have developed a rather nasty cold. We don't really have much to eat for lunch. ): Anyone wanna come over and feed us?? :D

Blargh.

-freak!-

OMG. This is really happening.

10pm.

FRICK THAT'S LIKE HALF AN HOUR AWAY. D:

Someone Like Yoouuu Ohoh Ohohohhh.

So yes, I'm home on Sunday night coz Scott's phone got stolen so he couldn't contact the Toad for tonight, but we're probably going tomorrow. XD
We're making mooncake tomorrow! :D That's gonna be yummy, especially the dough cookies we make with what's leftover. Yummyyy. <3

I didn't go for the recording thing at church. Apparently we were supposed to be there ten minutes early and I didn't know, and by 4.55pm we still hadn't left yet. XD So mom was like, aiyah go tomorrow lah. Except I don't even know if I'll go tomorrow. Too lazy. ;p

Let's see.. What should I do this week?

1. Study. Duh.
2. Maybe I'll try planning a photo thing with Nessa. Since our previous ones failed. ):
3. Find more music.
4. Exercise loads.
5. Study somemore.

Okay.

FREE! (for a week, anyway)

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!! 8D

Trials are ooooover, they're ooooover -victory dance-
I scored big time my Math, which I'm superbly happy about :D Don't worry Zi Lynn and Deb, you'll do better, I promise. Keep improving Mish! ;D

Raya holidays have started, aaaand I'm meeting Trevor the toad on Saturday.
OMG I'M SO NERVOUSSS.
Dudes. What am I supposed to SAY? X.X

"Hi, I'm Kate, will you be my date to prom?"

AUGH!! I might just accidentally blurt that out. ;.;
Well. I guess I'll worry about what to wear first. ;p

Maybe.. My Honest Mistake t-shirt and ripped shorts? Or.. Off shoulder brown top with the ripped shorts?
I don't care, diedie also, I'm going to wear my ripped shorts. XD
Maybe my pink sneakers.
GAH!

PATHETEEEEEK

Ew, I just watched the trailer for True Blood on tv. o.o
Anyway, I was about to say..

TRIALS ARE ALMOST OVER! Yes, two more days folks! Then I'm taking Friday off, I don't care. :D
Let's go see The Ugly Truth! Hahaa.

So, unless you've been living under a rock, or under someone's foot, you'd probably have heard by know how Kanye West totally, totally dissed Taylor Swift at the VMA's.
And seriously, refer to the latest tweet to see what I think of him.
Honestly!! What the hell is his problem? She won that award fair and square, and it was an adorable video, and sorry Beyonce, your videos have been pretty CRAPPY lately, so I'd say Taylor deserved this award, hands down.
He's such an attention-whore, I swear. What business does he have to suddenly go on stage and say, "Yo Taylor! Beyonce has the best videos of all time!!"
Who the heck gives a flying dutchman what YOU think, Kanye, PFFFFT. So pathetic!! Even Beyonce was gobsmacked, poor woman.
I really feel so bad for Taylor. She's the most innocent thing ever, and he just had to steal her moment.

Well, he's pretty much being dissed left right and center for saying what he did, which I think he deserves completely, don't you? HAHA.
We still love you, Taylor (:

This is Come Home Music.

"Loving you wasn't always so easy." - Hockey, Song Away.

Trials are almost over, thank God. Then I can go meet Trevor the toad XD
Pictures of our cell outing in Monte's up soon. (:

-ecstatic glee-

NEW SHOES! FINALLY! AFTER WEEKS OF SEARCHING!
WAAAAHAHAHAHA!

Toadie.

Okiee dokey. Trials end in.. 8 days, including the weekend.
Then I get to meet..
Trevor the toad.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
He's not really a toad.

There was one in my kitchen this morning. BIG one. o.o

OMGOMG. I found a super gorgeous pair of heels in Vincci today. But when I tried them on..
They looked too old. T.T Then another one didn't have my size, and the straps didn't fit round my fat ankles. D; And yet another was not approved of by my mother (although that pair looks like all the shoes I draw.. Agh!)

So yeah. The search for a new pair of heels.. Continues!!!!!!
I'm tired of wedges maaaaaaaaaaaaaan.

SpinSpinSpin.

"It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture ; I'm just a person, but you can't take this." - Paramore, Ignorance.

Tralala~

"I'm gonna break your little heart ; Crashing all the way to the hospital ; Coz there's nothing surgery can do." - All Time Low, Break Your Little Heart.

Cruel song. XD

Moral tomorrow, BLAAAAAH. D<
Oh lol, today was English and I wrote a story about a man with OCD, insomnia and is easily stressed out, and is afraid of shoes, but is obssessed with his own. ;p

It was actually really funny.

Blargh.

"I've been to the dentist a thousand times, so I know the drill." - Owl City, Dental Care.

Sejarah was a killer. D: I'm still trying to retain whatever rubbish I know about Pakatan Murni and YDPA.
Tomorrow is BM and English. Not so bad.