alrighty folks, i figured the reason to my unforeseen angst and venting and emo-ness. as lame as an excuse this is, its pretty much one of the only ones a can come up with. here goes :
its DEFINITELY hormonal. not PMS, but.. DMS. dang.
i hate my body sometimes. it makes me do / think things that aren't good for me. but anyway. to nes : i'm sorry. i don't mean to sound insensitive and i don't mean to sound selfish.
thats not how i roll yo. XDD
but yeah. i honestly didn't. i guess i was feeling abit sorry for myself at that point in time. even i don't know why, but i guess a girl can't be happy all the time right? O: if i was, you'd probably be reaally freaked out now. XD
yes, i know its inevitable (phwoar like that Anberlin song 8D). and i suppose i was feeling so self.. pitiable? that i didn't stop to think how you guys felt. though i'm pretty dang sure that isaac's hell happy to be leaving. XD
i dunno. it was so spur of the moment. i didn't really think, it was just a I-HAVE-TO-FREAKING-VENT and vent i did.
i knw. i don't make so smart decisions sometimes.
okay, most of the time.
NO not all the time!!
sorry about tht. clyde's a bully, HEAR THAT FATTY!
anyway yes. just to clear the air, no i'm NOT mad at anyone (i never get mad for long anyway. @.@) and no i'm NOT emo anymore.
till the next time!! :P
P.S. i'm still going to be bored this week. who's gonna take me out?!