this week has been filled with sweet and savoury goodies designed to make me fat. i have succumbed to their tempting ways. aaaaaaah woe is me. i have probably gained like 5kgs already. O.O

monday : 2 1/2 currypuffs
tuesday : 2 currypuffs + ice cream sandwich (winces)
wednesday : chocolate chip cookies
thursday : NEW ZEALAND NATURAL ICE CREAM. hey. its 50% off, okay. :P

who knows what else i'll put into my mouth tomorrow. and then on saturday. oh yeah.

i burnt porridge today. *cringe* no, i'm serious. i can't believe i burnt porridge. ME. i'm a fairly okay cook. well, i think so, anyway. ;P but i actually burnt porridge today.

oh my gosh.

anyway. going for the overnight prayer tonight. don't know how long i'll be staying. :P maybe i'll do what we did the last overnight prayer i went for.

a whole bunch of us youths prayed for like, a hour, went out and spent the rest of the time talking and being silly. XD it ws good clean fun. fueled by the fact that we were all sleep deprived and delirious.

maybe we'll go to the mamak tonight! :D

okay. in conjunction with merdeka, i shall write a letter to dear malaysia.

dear malaysia,

hi. i know i always talk crap about you. and usually none of it is good. but no matter what i say about you, you always meet my needs whenever i need them. oh, and food here? excellent. where else would i get banana bombs, i ask you? and those sinful currypuffs. also good beef rendang. indian rice. char kuay teow. pisang goreng. and so on. so i guess i have this to say : thanks malaysia! now, if only we could work on the racist issues... oh, and better public toilets would be good too.. hm, and yes, why don't we change sejarah to english instead of bahasa melayu? after all, you want us to have better english right? what better way to do that than to have the reading subjects in english? okay, i better stop while i'm ranting. happy 50th merdeka, malaysia! :D

love, kate

this stupid norton antivirus thing that keeps popping up is pissing me off. GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY.

pffshht.

more randomnessosity

one man band, schizophrenic, pop attack.

i am calm.

promise me tomorrow starts with you.

i remember the times you told me about your Jesus.

tonight i'm falling and i can't get up.

do ya poop?! huh? do yah??

to hear your voice above the noise.

you've truly blessed me and so many others with your extravagant smiles and friendship.

we love because He first loved us.

i could be stuck here for a thousand years without your arms to drag me out.

and i just can't turn away.

here's a map and here's a bible if you ever lose your way.

my mind's unweaving.

be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it all.

paranoia is setting in.

delirium taking over me.

for every piece of me that wants you another piece backs away.

i could be hurtful.

every pain that i denied now echoes loud and clear.

He is mighty to save.

would you lie with me and just forget the world.

i am everything you want.

its not so hard to say goodbye.

even the wrong words seem to rhyme.

i know why you can't take your eyes off of me.

maybe its best you leave me alone.

like i know you do.

i don't know what to say to you.

screaming persons.

DO NOT LET ANYONE LOOK DOWN ON YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE YOUNG BUT SET AN EXAMPLE FOR THE BELIEVERS IN SPEECH IN LIFE IN LOVE IN FAITH AND IN PURITY!!

O.o

boredom + camera = random pictures!


coooooooool! see the black cloud in front of the white ones? yeah, i made mom stop the car so i could take a picture of it. wa-lah!

i see the reflection of the camera in my eye. :D

psst! spot the idiot in the mirror. yes, scott's got his P licence at long last. yippeee!

mah cherie! well, okay, my mom's cherie. my little sister. woot, this was random. i tried to catch her by surprise, but she's such an expert poser now, she manage to look decent. hmph. i don't have that ability.

its the little angel! she's kind of dusty now i think. she's been hanging there since forever. maybe less, but still. dusty angels!

weird fingers they have. especially mom's. i mean, look! they look.. retarded. omg, mom has retarded fingers! no no, only in the picture. her fingers were fine last time i checked.

whooooo. bugs on the window. oh look, a fly just got smooshed!

the car moved. *jiggle, snap*

mah loverly hand. this is at home, by the way. the rest of the pics were taken in the car.

i have nothing interesting to blog about. :D

workshop

the drama workshop was so awesome! :D yes it was.

apparently my mother has known aaron since he was 5. geeeeeeeez! lol. his sister in law used to work with her and dad. his eldest sibling is 39. how crazy is that?? he's 18. and smaller than me. XD but he's this awesome singer. i mean, seriously. how many small sized 18 year olds do you know who can sing so awesomely? he sang something from les miserables.

its raaaaiiinning.

anyway. yes we sang well! :P and now i shall show you the few pictures i took before my battery died.

come now, let us dance! :D marcia : *sniff* oh good. i don't smell.

the maestros at work. from the girl : stephanie, aaron and tyler.

tyler's twinkle fingers. *plink plonk*

alithea and her face. only she can make a face like that and look okay!wai kin trying to be macho. the scarf was actually sparkly.

steph, marcia and me. i mata sepet! XD excuse : i was tired.

syok sendiri!!!!!!!!!

<.<

check this out.

you be the witness. it says 21.3grams of sugar.

"LESS SUGAR". 'nuff said.

dreamer

so many frogs to kiss. so many of them i knew. they were good friends, even. people i've known forever(shocker, i know). or so it seems. so many times i tried.

but none of them felt right.

till i came to you. we were apprehensive, scared, shy. but then your lips met mine. afraid, we broke apart. but we longed for each other.

so we kissed.

it felt so right. so good. my hand unfolds onto your chest.

you hold my other hand in yours.

then i wake up.

i'm wondering, was that a dream? was it real? what did it mean?

strange as it is, i think i know.

i dare not pursue it. i admit it. i am afraid.

yet it felt so right. so good. your lips sweet upon mine. your touch tender upon mine.

love emanating from every direction.

yet, i am afraid.

common sensibility

i couldn't tahan. there's so much to write. XD

ve shall start vit mah birthday. :D haha it was so awesome. thanks nicole, marcia, mel, ins and anysa for coming! we went to pizza hut and ate a whole lot of, well, pizzas. came back to mah place and piled onto mah bed and talked about crap until 12pm. mel got me a cake! chocolate, yumm.. ooh ooh and anysa made me cuppycakes. yay me! so i had lots to eat. i think i gained a lot of weight. O.o hm. nicole got me a marks n spencers blouse. mucho sexay, thanks babe! :P hm but daddy won't let me wear it out. i wore it on his birthday in klcc and ended up wearing a cardigan over it because mom said he was getting paranoid. bah! i shall have to wear me tube underneath. :D marcia got me a baaaggg! its green. apple green. EYE POPPING. wakak.

sammy got me a cup. :D haha its got goofy on it! bah my favourite disney character, yay! philly got me a cup too. except its a glass. so damn pretty. i don't dare to use it. haha its one of those cups where you just put it onto the shelf for show to collect dust. but i love it. I LOVE THE BOX IT CAME IN AARGH. so pretty. blue and purple butterflies. hm and auntie alicia gave meh MONAYY. oh monayy. rm30 to be exact, yay me! tze quan got me earrings! nice nice. *grins* nick got me a necklace and a bracelet. prettay prettay trinkets. >.O

thank you everybodayy!

hm trials are on. omg i HAVE to pass everything. inculding sejarah. aiyoo, sei-lorr. XP hm hm geography and kh is tomorrow. moral was yesterday. damn stupid, our schedule. thursday, exam. friday, no exam. saturday, exam. :( then monday to thursday, examss. then holiday. AND THEN AFTER HOLIDAY, ONE MORE. and its history. which means i'll be spending the holidays with my nose buried in my revision books. T.T except when its nicole's birthday. oh lol i got her the awesome-st thing evaa. :D

gym class heroes "clothes off"

googoo dolls "before its too late"

red jumpsuit apparatus "facedown"

plain white tees "hey there delilah"

all american rejects "P.S. i love you"

me ears are rocking to these tunes. woot.

been kind of emo the past few days. why? hm, gee, i dunno. maybe because i'm kind of invisible in class nowadays. to everybody. anysa's not talking to me. why? ask her. i have no clue. besids racking my brains for a reason why, i have yet to ask her. mom says i should take it as a blessing. hm, why is that? because now i have time to study without being distracted. yeah i guess so. its still mucho depressing to have no one to talk to in class. geez, psycho, tell me what i did already. major mood swings or what. and its not like geogy and the rest are so chummy with me or anything. so i'm like, a lone wolf. or rabbit. whichever you prefer. so what have i been doing in class? ACTUALLY, I'VE BEEN PAYING ATTENTION. somewhat, anyway. i drew delirium. so awesome. and i wrote emo songs and poems. quite happy with le results. hahaha i sound so pathetic.

i didn't go to school today. well, yeah, thats obvious. real observant, kate. :P tomorrow is geography and so far i spent almost two hours doing revision. thank God for puan toh. she scares the living daylights out of us, so we pay attention. so my form three work's okay. just form one and two. :D

i read sabriel. scott says he won't let me read lirael. i say why not? he says i won't be able to find it in his room. hm well i found it! haha. but i must resist!

not that you know what i'm talking about.

you know what? i'm gone for less than a month, not checking anybody's blog and stuff. today i log onto some people's blogsa and it seems that so many things have been happening. hm how come eh? a lot of swearing happening.

boy am i glad not to be involved. :D

i better get back to the books. or the couch. hm. :P