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    Friday, May 04, 2007

    sigh.

    it appears that no one cared if i lived or died.

    I am a question to the world
    Not an answer to be heard
    Or a moment that's held in your arms
    And what do you think you'd ever say
    I won't listen anyway
    You don't know me
    And I'll never be what you want me to be
    And what do you think you'd understand
    I'm a boy
    No, I'm a man
    You can't take me and throw me away
    And how can you learn what's never shown
    Yeah you stand here on your own
    They don't know me
    'Cause I'm not here

    And I want a moment to be real
    Wanna touch things I don't feel
    Wanna hold on and feel I belong
    And how can the world want me to change
    They're the ones that stay the same
    They don't know me
    'Cause I'm not here

    And you see the things they never see
    All you wanted I could be
    Now you know me and I'm not afraid
    And I want to tell you who I am
    Can you help me be a man
    They can't break me
    As long as I know who I am

    And I want a moment to be real
    Wanna touch things I don't feel
    Wanna hold on and feel I belong
    How can the world want me to change
    They're the ones that stay the same
    They can't see me
    But I'm still here

    They can't tell me who to be
    'Cause I'm not what they see
    Yeah the world is still sleepin
    While I keep on dreamin for me
    And their words are just whispers and lies
    That I'll never believe

    And I want a moment to be real
    Wanna touch things I don't feel
    Wanna hold on and feel I belong
    And how can they say I'll never change
    They're the ones that stay the same
    I'm the one now
    'Cause I'm still here
    I'm the one
    'Cause I'm still here
    I'm still here
    I'm still here
    I'm still here

    2 comments:

    said...

    i care,i care!! i really wanna thank you for all that you've done for me over the years. especially the birthday thing you and the others tried to do up for me.im sorry i couldnt make it happen.even though it didnt happen, im really really greatful to you all. no one has ever tried to do something like that for me before and its really touching that you guys care for me so much to do that. thank you so much dear ;D see ya tomorrow!!

    NiCK said...

    hey.. mee caree too!!! don't feel left out!! =-) be happy!!! i'm older and i know i'll die first but i'm still here...!!! (*okay.. the die part was crap)