*phweet*

"that's what you get when you let your heart win ; whoa ; i drowned all of my sense with anything but this ; that's what you get when you let your heart win ; whoa.." - paramore, that's what you get.

anyway! i was gonna continue the list but i find that i am unable to recall the rest of the list. oh hang on ;

4. must be a family guy. no, not the show. i watched that one. it was hilarious but not quite what i'm looking for. XD *sings* if you use toad.. then you will croak.." sorry, distracted. :P

5. nice teeth. lol, to make up for the crookedness of my own, i guess. ;p

6. MUST NOT BE CLINGY! this is tres importante. i do NOT like clingy guys. ugh. drowning in treacle much.

7. knows how to wolf whistle and can teach me. XD i wanna learn how to do it without getting spit all over my fingers. again, this is optional. :P

8. must be Christian! thats a "no duh" but you guys might ask so i thought i'd better include it.

9. if he was musician, that'll be a bonus!!!!!

i think thats it so far. i really don't remember the rest. hmm. i think i shall now renew my list of hot boys. XD since the last one was pretty long time ago and there's been a whole bunch of new hot boys on the block. well, plus some old ones that i never noticed before. :P

COLIN FARREL : gawd. look at those eyes. he's got a good body too. XD too bad he's going to die because of lung cancer, the boy smokes like a chimney. :/

NICK SIMMONS : the extremely sexy son of gene simmons. anysa, i know you <3 him. :P

BEN BARNES : sexy newcomer! prince caspian. gawdd he's dreamy. he is also the first guy i've ever seen inessa swoon over. XDD

ADAM G. SEVANI : I <3 color="#009900">he's amazing. gawd. so much talent in tht skinny little frame. lol.

JARED LETO : well, yes, so he's been around for a while. lol. but he is amazingly sexy- i mean, talented. :P gawd. look at that tors- i mean, uhm, sunglasses? 8D

anyhoo. i had more this afternoon but then for some STUPID reason, internet explorer closed my window. potong stim man! geez.

okie dokey gotta run! hannah montana's on, tee hee. ;p

I'm Yours..

"you try to be cute but you're so hot that i'm melting.. scootch on over closer dear ; and i will nibble your ear.. i'm yours..." - jason mraz, i'm yours

anyway! i was just thinking about my plans this june (which includes rehearsels at school that i completely forgot about this morning. oops..) and then i remembered a list that anysa and i made in school. the perfect man, remember nysa! lol. if i recall correctly, both lists were like, crazy long. hahaa.. i only remember a few of mine :

1. must have nice hands!! lol. no nails that are chewed down to the cuticles or all feathery around the edges coz of biting. ew, i mean, DUDE, you touch me with those hands. at least make them nice. :P
2. nice voice. the husky, deep, JD Fortune type. -melts- well, this one is optional.
3. okay, this one is just a major fantasy : dark hair and green eyes. OHMIGOD! lol. if only, if only.

i'll continue this later or something, there's thunder and rain and thats never good for computers. baii! ^^

^^

hi everyone!! sorry i've been away so long. >.< color="#666600">i'm FREE for the next two weeks. ^^ plans for june :

1. get new swimmies. my old one piece is too small (yes lah, i know, FAT. :P). well, it would be, considering the fact that it was my mom's old one. gawd. i think i deserve my own one piece. XD have to find the money first though. T.T

2. seventeen summer splash! :P yes, i plan to go and swim and spy on cute boys. ;p what else is the one piece for?

3. go to the times bookstore sale, if there is one during the holidays. i hope there is! T.T i'm being deprived of new reading material. i've been reading all my old books over and over again. geez.

4. get the parent's appreciation day thing done and over with. this one's pretty interesting because a week ago, i was feeling really upset about it. was feeling kinda unappreciated. i found out later tht some of the feeling was due to PMS. XD
but only some, i really WAS feeling very unappreciated by kenny who's always got favourites. i've been working with him for YEARS and i still don't get any proper thanks while all his favourites (yi lyn, emilyn, now its wei wei) come and go and never come back. i mean, geez. why does he ask me to audition, then pick me for dance and then always make me just one of the other dancers? i'm being honest here, i know this is self glorification, but i couldn't help it, you know? sigh. but anyway. i lost focus and now i'm hopefully back on track. even though i'm doing pretty embarassing stuff, like standing on one corner of the stage with my feet turned in (weird AND awkward) and my hands lifted in what's supposed to be an expression of awe and dancing with little kids. the latter isn't so bad. but i'll do my best coz i know : this is for God! :P

5. go for school rehearsels. i am margaret in inessa's adaptation of shakespeare's "much ado about nothing". its nothing big, i have like, one line and i am handmaiden to one of the main characters, Hero, who is played by christina who pinched my cheek hard at the bus stop the other day. and i hardly know her. so i was like, stunned. lol.

6. finish up at least two more chapters in math for tuition. well, tht's mdm lai's plan, not mine! :P

7. marcia's school's IU day! lol, she invited me and promised much dancing, so i definitely wanna go. but thats after the parent's appreciation day thing anyway.

8. sleep over at sammy's! she had an operation on her knee, so she can't really walk. so i shall go and cheer her up! ^^

so far that's it, but i'm pretty sure there'll be more to come. i'll update again ASAP. i can't really type properly coz the keys on the keyboard are coming off and it's really annoying. i'm watching indiana jones tomorrow! ^^ God knows how isaac got them tickets. huzzah! (:

yesterday :
darren : what is 'hot' to you guys?
marcia and me : -blank stares-
darren : ehm.. well?
me : ehm..
marcia : it, er, differs..
me : yeah, it uh, VARIES from girl to girl.
marcia : yeah, or, well..
me : we.. kind of don't know.

which brings me back to a conversation from p.s. i love you. girls, i am about to reveal our secret. XD

daniel : not to put you on the spot or anything, but what do women want? they want us to be on top, they want us to be at the bottom, they want us to make a move, they don't want us to make a move, use hair products, don't use hair products - what do you people want???
holly : okay. i'm going to tell you but you can't tell anyone. it's a sacred secret.
daniel : sacred secret, right.
holly : -whispers- we have absolutely NO IDEA what we want!

tis true. :P we don't know what we want. i certainly don't know what I want, lol. okay, i sort of know what i want, it just.. changes. from time to time. fairly often. i guess.okay. shutting up now.
so yes, now you guys know!! we girls have absotively posilutely NO IDEA what we want!
:D

unless you guys already knew tht lah. :P