pictures

hey people, here are some of the pictures from dbd and the past holiday.. loads, so enjoy!

this is michel and the gang being scary. this is khai and marcia. lol!

auntie lee choo!

sammie n me!justin and ronnie. @.@ michelle proctor and her powerpuff girls -

mel and sammie, they went home early.

the long house of dbd! :D

dillon, may gan, sammie, joanna, me, christine and marcia! *mwaks babes (and boy)*

this is princess! she's my dog. this pic was taken a while back. i decided to finally reveal her to the world! wakaka.. i sound deranged don't i? oh well.. when we first got her, she could fit through the square grills in the gate. now, only her head fits. @.@ it seems like just yesterday she could fit under my arm. now.. well, if i tried to carry her now, i'd probably fall down and be crushed under her weight.. and then die.. X.X

anyway.. yeah.. i've got nothing better to do.. here r some pics when my mom's good friend auntie peng came back..

first, thats when i went out with my grandma to watch happy feet! *sho cute* so anyway. thats me, sara, my grandma and my mom in front of the fountain at the curve.. this is a nice pic..

thats aunty peng's daughter, amy. she's nice. :D and sara and me.

gotta go!

the story teller

sometimes i sit down and i think that i'm not actually there. its kind of weird to explain. its like you're looking down n yourself and watching your own story unfold before your eyes. but you don't know what happens next. i look at the situations i'm facing but its like i'm not really there... i guess you guys probably think i'm crapping right? haha.. maybe i am.. i honestly don't know how to explain all this.. its like i'm in this alternate universe where i'm watching myself live and berate myself for the shtupit things i do *kee kee*. ahh.. don't know how to explain it.. anyway...

i want.. a waffle. from waffle. belgian waffle. with vanilla ice cream. YUM.

but thenn.. i need to exercise. getting fat again. T.T anyone wanna go swimmin with me? i don't like the gym. maybe i should go dance. but no more classes. ew. the winx look like their heads are too big. O.O anyway. i really want a waffle. i heard that if u get a craving, u should paint ur nails. by the time ur nails have dried, your craving would have gone away. but i don't have any nail polish. @.@ ehat shall i do?

eat somemore. good idea.

oh. and i think i'm getting addicted to the internet. @.@ i should find something else to do. ngiuu.. like.. like..

homework? nah.

housework? nah.

more internet? yeah sounds good to me.

miaow.

@.@

let's pretend you're mine.





we can just pretend.





you got what i like.





you got what i like, i got what you like.





oh, come on.





just one taste and you want more.





so tell me what you're waiting for.





whatever life holds.


we'll face it together.


take my hand.


i'll hold you forever.


in love we'll see the truth.

me n nicole on her carpet at her house.. lol.. marcia was all "CLEAVAGE!!!!!" when she saw this pic.. shh marcia! my secret! anyway.. lol.. i was just thinking the other day and i was like, wow, how long have nicole and i been friends? 10 years now? we met in ballet.. and we've gone on trips to singapore together *with our families of course*.. to watch dance productions.. even right here in Kl we've gone to watch dance productions.. we've performed together.. i know her house like the back of my hand and she knows mine.. i know her best *and worst* habits.. well, almost all of them anyway.. lol.. and she likes sour stuff.. i like sweet.. she likes chick flicks while i like novels and such.. and yeah, she likes to put makeup and i don't.. lol i can't tahan stage makeup.. yucky yuck yuck.. i guess everyday makeup isn't so bad but its too much trouble.. lol.. well.. yeah.. i was just reminiscing.. nikki biatch.. love ya baby... and ya gotta know it *in the immortal words of marcia*! counting the minutes till u get home from kk..

Iko Anak Tuhan

mua ha ha.. i took this from emilyn's blog..
Iko Anak Tuhan

Ui menani
Ngacehku awa
Luk pangeh bire
Kuan ulun ku
Yesus pinate ku libal sala ku

Ui ngedita
Ngacehku awa
Luk pangeh bire
Kuan ulun ku
Yesus pinate ku libal sala ku

Ui ngedita
Ngadan mu
Ngaceh ku iko anak Tuhan
Ui pian ngubur namu
Ngaceh ku iko lun mengulun
Ui ngedita
Ngadan mu
Ngaceh ku iko anak Tuhan
Ui menani
Ui ngubur
O...ngadan mu.

booooootyfull song.. lol..

drunk before dawn

wow.. what a long weekend that was.. drunk before dawn is now over in kl and is going to sabah! some of them are going today and the rest are going tomorrow.. last night was the last night and the crew had to give bouquets to the composers, lyricists, directors, bla bla bla.. and guess what? i panicked. big time. okay, timothy ng came out late and then chanette came out at the wrong time so i panicked and was left standing on the stage feeling stupid. AARGH.. >< well.. i guess these thing do 'appen innit? lol.. i got alot of good pics of the cast n crew... i'll post them the next time i learn how to upload them from the camera into the computer.. lol.. my brother knows, i have to get him to teach me..

you know what? the real Raut's grandson was here. what a testimonial. he's a drummer for the orchestra. i don't know what his name is though. darn! anyway. and then the dayung's grandson, Rommie, was in the musical as well. he's so nice! i got a pic of him dancing around haha.. i think there should be a pic of him in the dbd official website.. let me check..

yay! i found one. that's Rommie. last night he asked me how old i was and his eyes popped when he found out i was fourteen haha... well.. he gave me some valuable advice.. he said,"anyone can 'be there'. but to be there and maintain that is difficult and takes work. keep it up." and you know what? he's 31 years old! he so does not look 31 years old! i thought he was maybe, 23 years old or something. anyway.. i hope he gets home well. i hope to see him again and to talk to him again. goodbye Rommie! it was nice meeting you.

okay. anyway, what else happened.. hmm.. oh yeah, mee gee gave me a pressie for christmas! she gave one to everyone. its a butterfly thingy. i'll put in the pic, its really pretty. then melissa(aide two) gave us all sweets *so sweet of her!* and pastor lee choo gave us teddy bears! i thought that was cute. i'll put in all the pics later lah. hahah gotta wait for my brother to come home from work first.

oh yes! did i mention how much fun it is giving Kal Ter a hard time? its sooo fun!! mua ha ha ha ha... Kal Ter, if you read this, you'll prolly conveniently forget to invite us to your wedding hahahaha... okay i've gotta go now.. mom wants to take us to hartamas shopping centre or someting like that.. :D so now i have to take a shower.. haha.. *shtinky-poo*

oh, did i mention that today was the latest ever i slept? i woke up at 11.10am.. well, i only got to sleep around 2.30am last night.. so i got excuse right? haha.. buai..

MORE CUTISH THINGS

look the doggie's tushie is up!!!!

ROLLS OF PANDAS! ROLY POLY BLACK-AND-WHITE BALLS!!

will you be my fwen.. ? O.O

mummy, mummy, lookie what i found!

i'll share this bone with you if you give me a thousand bucks now.

i just can't get enough of these. ^^

the note in my dream

"Kate! here."

you come up to me and hand me a note. red and blue paper. i open it. it says :

'it was quiet. no one was with me. all was dark. nothing but the light of the computer to guide my eyes through your musings. i read through your emotions. through all that you thought. all that was in that pretty head of yours.

i liked it. and then i read what you thought of me. how you felt for me. and i thought..

maybe i could love you too."

i looked up and you were there. leaning closer to me.

"wake up."

closer.

"wake up."

so close we almost touch.. your lips almost brush against mine.. and then..

"WAKE UP KIDS LET'S GO FOR BREAKFAST!!!!"

i jerked awake. awwwwwww mannnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! crap crap crap.

what a way to start the day. -.-

CUTE STUFF

this kitty looks mad.

PUPPIEE IN A FIELD!

bunneh.

BLOBULE!

I WUB THE POOPIE!

LOOKIE WHAT I FOUND!!!!!!!

christmas time is coming!

aah.. christmas time.. the time of going from house to house for dinners, the time for giving and receiving, the time for kissing under the mistletoe, the time for celebrating the birth of Christ. i like christmas. kids like christmas for the presents. couples like christmas because they have even more of an excuse to make out. restauranteurs like christmas because they make a whole lot more business then. mothers like christmas because the whole family comes together. fathers like christmas.. well, i don't know if they do. :P maybe its for the presents as well.

i like christmas. why? maybe its because i get presents! of course, who doesn't love them. haha... or maybe its because i get to kiss someone under mistletoe! except, ya know, that hasn't happened yet, not once in 14 years. i have et for that to happen. maybe its the way everyone in the family gathers to eat, drink and be merry. well. they stay at your house until 1 o clock in the morning and those relatives who have been away for a long time look at you and tell you how tall you are and how pretty you are now and why don't you have a boyfriend yet and why don't you eat somemore.. -.- i hate that part.. otherwise, i don't mind.

so what is it about christmas that i like? i love the atmosphere, i love the tree, i love the time of the year! i just love it. its so fun. parties, church, people. yeah. i love christmas. :D

you know, being alone on christmas sucks. but you don't have to be. go and crash everyone's house, grab some friends and crash the mall! guaranteed fun.

who wants to watch eragon? let's go on christmas eve!!!!!!!!!!!

are we growing up or just getting old?

today was the last official NSt service of 2006 and andy koko shared today. he went a little off the title above, going more into respect and love. he asked what he meant by 'growing up' and 'getting old'. to me, growing up would mean getting more mature, a little bit wiser everyday, a little bit more experienced every moment. getting old is just a number, and it could mean you're aging without any real experience, without knowing what love is and how to love. anyway. after a while, andy koko pointed out 1 corinthians 13, 'love is patient love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast...' i'm pretty sure u guys all know it, right. then he asked us to replace the word 'love' with our name. and we were laughing while we did and andy koko askede us why we laughed and we didn't really have answer for that and he told us, its because we know its not true. then he said to replace the word 'love' with the name of Jesus. and that made perfect sense to me. Jesus is perfect. He is love. it makes sense! it makes sense to me. so grow into that. grow into love and let love consume you, letit just swallow you whole. only God's love is so big, so great, so amazing, it can do that. it seems impossible. i thought it was. but its not.

i came to know the Lord in sunday school when i was, i don't know, 7 yrs old? anyway, i just thought church was something fun, something just to fill my time. i was okay in my first three years of primary school. when i went into standard four, things started to change for me, coz when you're standard four, boys start to look better, people start to be cooler, and you just wanna fit in. by standard six, i had back slidden so so much. not to say people hated me, but nobody really liked me and i had no idea who my real friends were. i had no sense of self. i cried myself to sleep almost every night. i swore all the time, i felt filthy. almost every kid in school had seen 'da finger'. i came home every night, a liar, a filthy liar. how could God love someone so filthy? then there was the time my parents almost had a divorce. i was devastated. but that was the time that really shook me up. i had no where to go! i was tapped, the devil had me right where he wanted me. i would look at the knives in the kitchen, the pills in the medicine box and the razor in the bathroom. suicidal thought crossed my mind, day in and day out. but God intervened for me. where i had failed, He had succeeded and where i had fallen, He took my bruises for me. i turned to Him. and never had i felt so overwhelmed with peace, joy, and most of all, hope. hope was so great. it was just amazing. and thanks to supportive family, friends and leaders, here i stand today. i still fall, i still learn. but day by day, God helps me through by putting great people in my life. i am whole again.

getting sick really sucks:(

yeeeaaap.. it sure does.. and it make khai worry alot too! haha.. super funny, we were talking with lynette and sammie(who are also sick) online and khai kept putting in big letters 'get better soon!' tonight its since 1991's party! i'm feeling better now, i hope i survive. lol. then gotta go for dbd after that. and before the party, i have to go for ballet! sei lah.. :/ ooh, we got a new camera!!!! super cool.. now i cam. whore alot.. haha.. i should post some pictures but i don't know how.. hahah.. i should get me dad to do for me.. anyway.. i don't know what to write.. not much happening other than the super late nights at dbd practice.. we start at like, 8pm and finish at 12am.. its seriously crazy.. what more this crazy weather.. no wonder everyone is sick.. timothy, nicole, samantha, melissa, lynette, marcia.. me! sighz.. now we need kim to get sick, then it'll really be KNMSK! wakaka.. ish.. khai no answering me.. he says he blogs everyday.. i tell you now, khai, after a month you won't want to blog for a while.. haha.. same thing here wadd.. i updated mine everyday, but now i only update it once in a while.. haha.. oh snap.. i think i'm going to geta cold sore from blowing my nose so often.. shucks.. i bit the inside of my cheek by accident yesterday.. it hurts ALOT.. and i've been drinking what feels like GALLONS of water since monday trying to ward off this cursed sore throat and IT DIDN'T WORK! grr.. anyway, according to mom, i haven't been drinking gallons, so i guess thats why lah. do you have any idea how many things i have to do now?! i have to take vitamin c, gargle listerine, take cough medicine, take cold tablets, and suck dequadin(its like strepsils, but tastes nicer). so tedious.. sigh.. i guess its worth it if i get better.. grr, i think its going to rain.. this accursed weather.. making ppl sick.. it was so hot one hour ago and now the sky is rolling with thunder.. the sun is still out though.. this is truly weather gone mad.. grr.. i think i should go take in the clothes.. byee! :D

KIDZONE BOOT CAMP part 2

everyone who went for the boot camp and got the t shirt, please wear it on saturday!!!!!!

anyway, i haven't told u guys about the rest of boot camp. day 1, we had an obstacle course, and in my team, there's this boy named dylan, who isn't exactly the fittest guy around. anyway, there's this obstacle where you have to swing over this small body of water with a rope. he clung unto the rope and when he kicked off, he tucked his legs in so he kind of looked like a ball at the end of the rope. so he swang to the other side - and didn't let go! so he swang back to where we were, so he sorta looked like a pendulum! super fuhneeeee... we had to push him back off and the teachers on the otherside caught him. haha.. good thing he didn't fall into the water.. that wouldn't have been good.>.O

then, there was this other obstacle which was a tunnel. it was sooo horribly stinky. yuck. anyway, dylan (AGAIN) went in shouting "i'm gonna get stuck!" we all thought he was kidding. then he didn't come out for a while. ronnie koko ran to the side he's supposed to come out from and said "is he really stuck ah?!" so mean, i tell you!!! haha.. zara and i were laughing so hard it still hurts.. anyway, by the time we got back to the hall, we were washed out. and we still had to wait for the tepees to be done!! aargh..

zara, ivan, aaron and me were doing this station, or zone, which was temptation sort of thing for the kids. the first team to go was airforce, which had wai kin's brother, ivan's brother, nicole's sister and tze quan's brother. btw, now tze quan's nickname is piggypox!! hee hee. anyway, so this group came into the room - and all the brothers fell for it hook, line and sinker! super cute i tell you.. dylan (ivan's brother) and wai shin(wai kins's brother) were both saying, 'whaa this is the best station ever!!!' we couldn't stop laughing.. then ivan came in and took quite a while debriefing them.... until ronnie koko had to come in and give him the time out signal coz the other team were coming already.. ivan, ivan.. haha.. anyway, then the other teams came in.. fell for it.. dadada.. except one team who was the only team to pass our station.. they didn't touch anything!we were quite impressed..

and then at night, i heard tze quan calling my name so i went outside and it turned out there was this huge ass bug in nicole's tepee! it was a cicada and was scaring the life out of rachel and nicole. it was stuck between the wall of the bathroom and the ceiling, so i chased it out of there and i think i half drowned it. hehe... then we called chris, one of the guys in, and well, he didn't get it out. grr.. then khai weng and ivan came in. okay, khai weng is a really.. 'unique' guys (he takes pride in that) and ivan.. well, i think most of you guys who read this blog know how ivan is, right? okay, so we thought that ivan would be going OMIGOD and that khai weng would be the one taking it out! we were SO WRONG. khai weng went in looking for the bug and when he saw it he was like 'OMIGOD ITS HUGE!!!!!!!' and hid behind ivan. so in the end all the girls were screaming and khai weng, well, he didn't scream, but he was pretty scared i think, and ivan had to get it out. super funny that night.. the girls ended up sleeping at 4am.. i slept around 3something, i was so tired.. so i only got 3, 4 hours of sleep that night? yeah.. then i went to knock on nicole's door and i heard someone inside say 'late adee ah? ya lah, late lah! quick, get up! late adee lah!' hahaha.. fuhnee...

so yeap.. thats what happened.. lol.. i'm sure that in the other blogs you guys will be hearing about this too, like nicole, timothy and ivan.. God bless everyone!

PS. all you who went for kz boot camp and got the broken borders tee, please wear it on saturday! must!

KIDZONE BOOT CAMP!!

i'm home!!!! haha.. kidzone camp was so awesome!!! when we first went into the room for reg., it seemed as if the helpers and teachers were more excited than the kids. but after we got settled ito our teams and all that it was evident how excited these kids really were. the excitement was so contagious, like a buzzing in the air! well, i wanted to tell you guys out there what really made me happy in this camp. two things, or rather two events, were the highlight of the camp for me. the first one was on the second night of camp. we were supposed to have these station activities in the afternoon but because it rained, andy koko decided to push it to the nighttime. then, come night time, it started raining heavily! i was so upset and you could see the kid's faces just fall! they wer so eager to go and when their faces fell, i was so so upset!! i prayed and i even cried abit. so there i am sitting in the session, crying my eyes out and no one knew why. anyway, then something prodded me to just look around the room and i did. most the helpers were gone! ivan, tze quan, tim, khai, nikki.. so something in my spirit just told me to go outside the room and pray. so i went outside and lo and behold, there they were, praying. so i went to join them and we sang and prayed and it was just truly awesome. then ivan prayed for the rain to stop at 8.55pm because the games were to start at 9.00pm. it started to let up and then it was reduced to a drizzle! aaron said, hey what time is it? guess what, it was exactly 8.55pm!!!!!!!! OH MY GOSH. we were screaming and shouting out there and then we went out into the drizzle and we prayed somemore and sang and praised the Lord. eventually we had to go back into the room and we told andy koko it was drizzling. by that time we were bouncing around with such excitement! then we sent timothy out to check if it had really stopped drizzling and it had!!!!!!!! it was really really amazing. for a long time i didn't really believe that God would answer my prayers. but right now, i believe. i believe!! this is such an awesome experience. God is so good. i bet you right now all the helpers who have blogs are writing all about this. haah..

the second thing was when i woke up the next morning i woke up around 7.20am. after waking charissa and lynette, i went out to see if anyone else had woken up yet. i peeked out the door and i saw ivan sitting on a ledge outside in the middle of the tepee area. i looked at him and he jerked his head slightly to indicate ' come over if you want to'. so i went over and we just sat together in the quiet morning-ness of it all and i just felt overwhelmed with peace. we talked, but only a little bit. we just sat there in each other's company, breathing in the morning air. it was so divine.

i gotta go! will write more soon!

when darkness turns to light

last night i couldn't sleep and i felt like picking up my Bible and turning to my favourite book, Proverbs. and i got to chapter 19 and there's this verse that is repeated twice. the verse goes like : a false witness will not go unpunished, and he who pours out lies will not go free - and again - a false witness will not go unpunished, and he who pours out lies will perish. these are verses 5 and 9 respectively.

in the first verse, it tell us that liars will ot go free. then the second time it tells us that liars will die, will perish. recipe for disaster. >:3 anyway, i guess thats a pretty big warning for all of us, especially myself. i mean, it doesn't get much louder than that, does it? its kind of like this big neon sign with a loudspeaker blaring next to it. haha.. funny picture isn't it? but somehow i think that God is deadly serious about what He says here.

another verse i noticed was verse 2 : it is not good to have zeal without knowledge, nor to be hasty and miss the way. and i wrote what it meant to me next to the verse and i wrote 'don't rush into or be enthusiastic about something when you know nothing about it and end up missing the point entirely'. i guess that pretty much speaks for itself right? i'd like to know your own feedback, kayz? it would be nice.

anyway, i've been doing alot of thinking lately. yes yes i know i think too much. i need to keep myself busy so as not to think too much about everything. tonight is the hillsong untied concert!! aikz i wrote untied again! i mean united. anyway, i'm so excited! its gonna be fun. oh, and i'm now officially hooked on all american rejects. they rock! yeah.. and kidzone boot camp is in two days! i'm in ivan's station. we're supposed to try and tempt the kids with all sorts of enticing things, such as food, drinks, magazines.. etc, etc.. so it should be fun.

so now i'm just sitting here chatting with sammie who doesn't leave comments for me anymore and listening to AAR and i'm just thinking. there's a guy friend of mine who i really like and i've known him for about four years now i think. more, maybe. but i guess i'll never be more than anything but a friend to hi. a really naggy, exasperating friend, too! haha.. its kinda hard for me to see him with other girls, especially since those other girls are my other friends. but i guess i've gotta let him go because its his life right? and well. there's that saying : if you love something let it go and if it comes back its yours. so i let him go now.

rolling..

hi all.. haven't been writing coz the comp's been banned for a couple of days coz my dad was being all cautious about the comp having viruses and yadda yadda yadda.. not that i understand it.. lol! anyway, I FINALLY GOT MY BIKINI!!! i'm sooo happy.. and my auntie shipped along an acne kit too.. so, hopefully when i start using it i'll get skin like a porcelein teapot.. nothing as fat though.. haha! and then mum's been making me - 'making' me, so yeah - work out and i went for my first hip hop class *it rocks!* so i hopefully will be looking hot in no time... harhar.. what a dream.. but mum says it can come true, so i'm all, i hope so! ooh, hip hop class is so fun, tim's so stiff its funny. harhar.. don't let tht comment stop ya tim, u're doing good. just hope he continues even after yi lyn leaves for aussie.. which reminds me, christmas is coming!!!!!!!! its like, so around the corner. so is spm, thts like, two steps around the corner. good luck, spm-ers! God be with you.

samantha's mummy has just come out of hospital.. so, auntie, if ur reading this, i wish u all the best in getting better soon and i hope that u'll be up and running in no time! well, i was watching a good show the other day. its called a place for annie. i don't know if anyone of you have watched, but if you get the chance, watch it. its really good. oh and they did the mom's make up real good too. she's supposed to be this teenage mom who has aids and she think her child would have aids too. so instead of having to face the tragedy of the child's death, she leaves the child two days after birth. a doctor at the hospital adopts her but one year after the birth mother wants her back. so a series of events follow and the mother almost dies but they bring her back to life only to find that annie, her daughter, does not have aids. she has the antibodies but not the virus. u guys will have to watch it to find out more! haha..

i sort of wrote a song yesterday.. i don't know f it can be called a song or a poem.. i dunno, it was abit random, it just suddenly came to me.. its about a friend of mine whom i'm in love with.. he's perfect.. but i'll never be anything more to him than just his friend.. *sighz*.. well, here it is anyway..

forbidden love

i once heard that love was a friendship on fire
and i once thought maybe we could have that
and how sad i feel when i know its not possible
its not possible because

this love i feel for you
its a forbidden love
and i will keep on loving you but only time will tell
this love its a forbidden love

you're my friend
you're my best friend
and you've got girlfriends of your own
and i will never be anything more to you because

this love i feel for you
its a forbidden love
and i will keep on loving you but only time will tell
this love its a forbidden love

and my heart aches everyday for you
but i don't get a secong glance from you

this forbidden love
oh how much i love to love you..

so yeah.. thats my 'song'.. haha.. oops me gtg.. bye!

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owh owh owh.. my bro just can't seem to get a date for his prom.. poor guy.. this is not his month.. in thirty days, three potential dates, all unable to go.. then he won the tickets to the fly.fm fly-niversary, but he's too young to go.. then he won tivkets and VIP passes to the tata young concert tonight, but he's got no transport. VIP passes!! poor guy.. just can't get a break.. sighz.. oh well, his SPM is coming up real soon... so its good he has to concentrate on that.. lol..

hmm.. oh yes.. school's out for me, yay!! haha.. i'm happy.. no more going to school for the next two months! then next week i get to join the hip hop class in my ballet centre on wednesday at 5.45pm.. and yeah.. i can go just abt everywhere with my mummy! hahah.. omg.. i'm watching jamie oliver's school dinners and the kids are such amzingly spoilt brats its crazy. its just crazy. they thought a celery was a potato, for pity's sake! something like that anyway. and then there's this kid who just won't try anything. if i was his mom, i'd go, you don't wanna eat? fine, don't eat. i mean, come on! its not gonna kill you, right? gosh. their lunches consist of potatoes, chips, sweets and chocolate. hello?!?! whottalotta constipated kids. i'm not surprised.

when does the fairy tale girl meet her prince?

this fairy tale girl sure has kissed a couple of frogs already. they're all princes, but they're not mine. so i released them back into the pond that is swarming with frogs. yay me! what alotta frogs to kiss. well, might as well just mention what i'm looking for in a guy. so here's my perfect man.

the perfect man should be able to argue with me without agreeing to do anything for me including swallow poison or do anything stupid like that. i mean, thats super obsessive already. well, he should be able to have fun with me and be able to play with me and yet know when and where to be serious. if i could have it my way, this guy would roll down a hill with me and carry me back up (if he could) when we get down. well, that part may be abit much, considering how guys here in malaysia can hardly carry anything without complaining like idiots (hee hee). okay, so not all guys.maybe i'll just go to america. i'm pretty sure there'll be somebody there who'll be able to carry me! haha.. well and this guy would have fun conversations with me about every topic under the sun and the moon. this guy would be my lover, my brother, my best friend. this guy. this man, will be there when i'm happy, will be there when i cry, will be there when i feel silly, will be there when i feel moody, will just be there and i will be there for him too.

well, there you go. haha.. i know alot of people will say, omg kate, you set the bar way too high! haha.. owh well, i'm sure there's a guy like that somewhere out there... lol! so yeah.. thats my perfect man.. :P

now back to the going - ons in my life.. hmm.. oh yes! my brother has a date to his prom! i was hoping he'd take me, but oh well. next time, maybe. :D so anyway, guess who he asked? i won't say it here, but post a comment and tell me who you guys think it is! its oh-la-la.. lol! well.. other than that.. i'm doing up my christmas presents now! haha.. you guys will be surprised.. so i hope you like it coz i'm 'making' them myself. 'making', so yeah. i got a new pair of jazz pants today! finally. i've been needing one for ages. my mom bought herself two blouses and a pullover, so i think thats good coz she doesn't often get stuff for herself. so good for her! she looks really really pretty! haha.. alrighty.. so thats the lowdown on my day and my perfect dream man.. bye, ya'll! *winkz*

fairy tale beginning

heyy.. well alot of stuff has happened since i last wrote in here.. ooh and i just watched 'the perfect man' just now and one of my favourite songs played! howie day's 'collide'..

even the best fall down sometimes
even the wrong words seem to rhyme
out of the dark that fills your mind
you finally find that you and i collide

yeah i like that song.. there's this other song i like but i dunno who the singers are nor do i know the name of the song. something like "everything you want". the last chorus is here, anyone who knows the song please tell me! haha thanks.

i am everything you want
i am everything you need
(something)
i say all the right things at exactly the right times but i mean nothing to you and i don't know why...

hmm.. let's see.. any other songs that have been an anthem for me this year? oh yes..jesse mccartney's 'because you live'.. i'm pretty sure i don't have to write down the lyrics because everyone knows them haha! all the guys reading this are probably going *grrooooaaan...* too bad! haha.. nah i'm not gonna write em down.. malas.. then there's the goo goo doll's 'iris'.. and carrie underwood's 'Jesus take the wheel'.. and oasis' 'wonderwall'.. and drunk before dawn's love song with lea and raul.. i just love that song! as well as the one celine did at the end of the track..

today my brother's cell had a party for ps daniel and his wife auntie ann! they've been married four years now, so happy anniversary, ps dan and auntie ann! cool, it rhymes.. haha.. ooh.. now there's a new word.. 'shopology'.. haha.. well, today we went to the canaanland in damansara perdana to get an anniversary pressie for them and i got a book called 'battlefield of the mind ; for teens' by joyce meyer. its really really good. and i got a new bible! mine's falling apart already so i might as well get a new one since it was on sale right? it was rm99.90 with 20percent discount, which made it about rm79.. somewhere there lah.. and i got my little black book and evangelising! its super cute, i'll lend it to you if you ask.. haha.. its actually really good and it explains everything so you'll totally be prepared for the toughies people ask. i sound like a promoter don't i? hahaha..

well, then we went to tropics, which is next door, because i needed to go to sonata and get a new leotard but it was closed so we called the owner and she said she was having lunch and she'd be back n ten minutes. i felt so bad! she probably gulped down her lunch and rushed back on a full stomach.. i feel so baaad.. well, anyway.. then we found the cutest little place called 'Buddies Cafe' and its food is scrumptious! haha.. so is its iced chocolate and according to my mom, the latte is smooooooth and lovely.. haha.. then we went back up to sonata and i got a new leotard! i'm so happy.... no more shopping for me! the only thing i have to buy now are.. stuffs for christmas pressies.. i shall keep tht a secret.. lol!

so anyway, then we came home to get the food, go back to church and everything. church was, well, church. after church scott was talking about the worship that may gan and kenny led. i thought it was pretty good today and sure, maybe they don't know how to lead and interact with the crowd yet, but its an experience, you learn from them. i'm not saying my brother's views are wrong, but i always did think he should be more open-minded and not always think he knows best. sometimes he does. but i guess, hey, he's my bro, love him, respect him. i do, but i got my views too! haha.. well yeah, that was my day. gtg, byee!